Jun 2, 2022
Am I mad at you? Ohnononno....you see I grew up in a family where we never start any sort of fight because Conflict Is Bad and as a result pretend we're fine with each other no matter what we do, and never express any sort of Anger Range emotions in any way, healthy or other wise, So I have a...how you say...Emotionalle exqpressione bloqué
#alexprobablytalksshit#i hope this post reaches its target audience. i know there's other people fucked up in this specific way too#it's actually WAY more nuanced than this bc. it's only been this way since my my brother has grown. in MY early childhood there were. times#Angry Times#emotionally stunting you may even say#and that dynamic has completely flipped in recent years resulting in....this#but I'm boiling it down to just this for post funsies#alexspostsnstuff#edit: oh shit wait is this why I'd be fine if someone hit me. like someone i should trust i mean. is this why I'd stay with someone if they#hit me. is it the craving for emotional expression at the cost of my own safety#fuck off
