#angst aus

[nartatoalevy]

I'm not sure if I ever posted this WIP, but man...I need to return to this au someday, someone shake me to make more art of this thanks. (And yes, I forgot to draw vexens wrinkles. I am so sorry, vexen stans)

[wyrm-with-a-why]

Imagine a world where Megatron died instead so Kiloton travels all the way back to the main Decepticons and grabs Starscream by the neck and is like “you were his second but I was his husband now give me that fucking crown” and then leads the Decepticons with endless fury and every single person is like “who is this man I’m scared”

[alphabetaus]

Heartbreak/Break Up AUs

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DIALOGUE PROMPTS!

(These prompts are longer than usual, but i got a bit carried away)

“I didn’t know that you cared this much about me.”

“Of course I fucking care. You think I WANT to spend every single second of every day thinking about what I did wrong, what I could’ve done differently if I didn’t care?”

You were the best thing and worst thing that’s ever happened to me. 

Everytime I think I’ve gotten over you, everytime I think I’ve made the smallest bit of progress or that I can live without you - I see someone that looks like you or hear a song that you used to love and my heart breaks all over again. 

I keep going to the same places that we used to go to. I don’t even need to go there but I somehow think that if I go to the same memorable places that somehow, it won’t be now anymore. Somehow, it’ll be then and I’ll see you turn the corner with a huge grin on your face like none of this ever happened. 

Please don’t do this, I made a mistake. I still love you.

Where was this? Where was this three months ago? When I was crying over you, wondering where I went wrong, hating myself for laughing at that joke or texting you first or ever EVER sharing my true feelings for you? I have wasted MONTHS and when I finally managed to not breakdown when I see you, you tell me you love me? No. Not a chance.

People always say that love is supposed to easy, but people never tell you that unloving someone will be the hardest thing you’ll ever do. 

“How can you stand there and tell me that all you ever did was love me? So, when we fought and cried and screamed that we hated each other so that everyone could hear - that was love? The few moments of “love” between us was only when we were too tired to fight anymore - I’m tired of being tired all the time.”

I can’t keep forgiving you because you keep building up my trust and then tearing it down all over again - sorry can’t fix months of misplaced trust and belief in a person that can’t see when they’ve made a mistake. 

I know you’re devastated, I know you’re barely holding yourself together, I know you’re broken - but it’s not my job to fix you. I no longer feel like I’m in a relationship, I simply feel like the glue that’s holding all this together - I can’t do this anymore.

What happened to the person who used to laugh at silly puns with me? What happened to the person who used to enjoy talking to me, opened up to me, let me into their life? What happened to the person that I fell in love with?

I don’t even recognise you anymore. 

I thought that if I changed just little things about myself that I could fit into your life, be the person that you can fall in love with - but every single time, you picked them over me. I kept changing and changing to the point where I don’t even know who I am anymore. 

“I told you I’m sorry a million times, what do you want from me?” “What do I want? I wanted you to realise what you were doing while you were doing it, I wanted you to stop yourself, I wanted you to not ever tell me you loved me when you knew that it’d break my heart when you decided that one night was worth throwing away our entire relationship.”

Perhaps, things would’ve worked out differently if I’d expressed my feelings earlier. If I’d told you how I felt from the beginning and opened myself up to you more rather than being scared of everything going wrong. But I might not ever know - because that was then and this is now. You’re with them and there’s not a fucking thing I can do about it. 

We were young, we were stupid, we were in love. Now we’re older, we’re smarter and we can’t even look at each other anymore. 

It would be so easy to say I’m sorry and start this all over again with you, go back to the days when we were in love and we had no problems. But I know, you know that if we did that, the cracks would just start to appear again and we’d be right back where we started. 

I’d have my heart broken all over again if it meant that I could have those first six months with you - those were the best months of my life. 

Yes, I said that I’d always save a part of my heart for you. But soon, my heart no longer yearned out for you every second, it no longer missed you everytime I was reminded of you, it no longer broke down at the sight of you. I loved you then but the part of my heart that was reserved for you no longer beats. 

[shittyaus]

could you do some three person polyam prompts?? thank you, love your blog!!

I’ve actually been on a 3 person poly kick lately bc of one of my ocs so thank you

“Okay you know what? I’m the smallest I get to be in the middle of the bed”

yeah but you’re a blanket hog and so are they I get middle so I don’t FREEZE TO DEATH

two badasses protecting one squishy (bonus if the squishy is a tol)

one badass protecting two squishies (and then getting smothered in affection)

SINCE NONE OF US CAN DECIDE ON DINNER IM JUST GONNA ROLL A DIE FOR IT

we have a wheel spinner thing to decide where to go for dinner bc it’s a NIGHTMARE

sweetie I know you love to cook but I’d rather keep the apartment together thank you no no we don’t need the fire department YET put the phone down

two ChildrenTM with one poor Struggling AdultTM (aka glorified babysitter who always gets dragged into things bc they’re a stick in the mud)

“X NO” “X YES” “X ABSOLUTELY NOT” “...okay z”

2 people being together first and the awkwardness/possible angst of bringing the 3rd into a fully fledged relationship

trying to figure out rooming arrangements/where to hang out for the above

“Hey um, Y? I think X is cheating on you” “What????” “Yeah I saw them kissing Z-” “OMFG WAIT NO ITS OK”

I hope these work for you!! Have fun!! :D~Mod Karissa

[shittyaus]

Plethora of Poly Aus (2)

Hello again! How about some more poly prompts, huh? :D

I’ve never seen you before but we all live in the same apartment building apparently because we were the only ones who woke up when the fire alarm went off at 1 in the morning in a blizzard

fantasy: poly groups struggling because all of them are different monsters/creatures/beings and having wildly varying diets or habitats

soulmate: you can hear your soulmate’s extremely loud thoughts until you’re together and a poor poly person (whether they know or not) has days where it’s just so loud

secret agent/spy: wait, if YOU’RE a double agent, and I’M a double agent, and THEY’RE a double agent, who are we looking for???

plot twist: they’re all set up against each other to take the others out

we’re all squishies and none of us are bad-ass crap we just got into a baaaad situation

bonus if a badass intervened and becomes the next person in the group

we’re all pretty badass but we all accidentally watched a sad movie on our movie night and we’re all bawling

having to make a Schedule to figure out date nights/hanging out time around everyone’s work schedules

everyone getting home around the same time and fighting over who parks where in the driveway

fantasy: no one has to fight over who ends up with who in the adventuring party. we’re all together. I mean come on, we’ve all practically died on each other before

but that just makes doing reckless things 10000x harder and the consequences from others 327402397423907x more severe

we’re all exchange students at the same place, lets combine notes to figure out slang

we were all on a cruise ship/plane and it crashed and we’re all stranded together

annnnd that’s enough for now too! I hope these inspire some of you guys! :D

~Mod Karissa

[shittyaus]

long distance relationship and this is the first time they've met in months/years AUs please?? ((also hi mod karissa!! love you!!))

Yes!!!! these are my LIFE honestly

you just called me out of the blue to pick you up at the airport????? I mean I’m here but you fuck you just said it and hung up

you tapped me from behind and I screamed and now everyone’s looking at us oops

I didn’t recognize you at first until you smiled at me/said my name and then I tackled you

you didn’t recognize ME until after I tackled you as a sobbing mess

we’re both sobbing messes

whAT DO YOU MEAN YOU GREW A BEARD GROSS SHAVE IT OFF “that’s the first thing you say to me?” IT HAS TO GO

your hair????? is gone????? is it even you????

YOU GREW A BEARD ITS SO NICE “no hello first?” SO NICE

i honestly see this one with someone who left before or just starting t hormones and i think it’s just really cute??? ignore me

*cliche puberty hit like a train to one or both*

YOU ARE MISSING AN ARM “okay, shocking I know but nice to see you too-” AN. A R M.

we ended on a really bad note when you/I left but now we see each other and I’m/we’re both instantly sobbing messes and apologize

we ended on a really bad note when you/I left and you’re a sobbing mess and apologize but I’m still pissed

we literally spend all day catching up and now you’re late to your date O O P S

I may or may not have a bunch of these stored up ^^’ (also hi!!! I love you too!!!!!! especially for sending this in!!!!)~Mod Karissa

[shittyaus]

Angsty AUs (1)

AKA Mod Karissa is great at coming up with sadistic ideas but hates reading them bc I’m a wuss

doctor: do any of you remember the “I’m a doctor and I’m working in the ER and oh god it’s you” one from forever ago? Yeah, bring that back

officer: Or change it up a little and have it be an officer and a dangerous situation and they’re stuck in the middle

or the one causing it

spy/agent: you’re an innocent civilian who I gave fake information bc i’m dangerous to be around but my feelings weren’t fake and now you’re pissed at the truth

spy/agent: you’re my undercover target and shit, i have feelings for you but you can’t know

again, bonus if they’re the one causing lots of issues

spy/agent, mafia/gang: I thought you loved me but it turns out you were the one who put out a hit on me????

you never told me I had a kid???? it’s been eight years???? wait what do you mean I can’t see them

bonus: they were put up for adoption bc the parent who knew wasn’t ready/not financially able to be a parent

extreme mode bonus: the child died not too long before the other parent came back around

fantasy: you died, you definitely died I held you so then how are you here now????????

necromancy? science? an illusion?

bonus: they’re on borrowed time and have to die again eventually bc they can’t keep it going for too long

mod karissa TOTALLY HASNT USED THIS BEFORE WHAT ARE YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT

okay listen someone coming back and living on borrowed time and KNOWING is both single-handedly my favourite and MOST HATED thing I can write it beautifully but it makes me cry

we promised to wait for each other, but it looks like you’ve moved on

That’s it for now! Have fun with making people cry! :D ((honestly, mod karissa has been called satan before for some really nasty ideas 0:3))