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She really likes to add fire to the fuel

#shinichi better not do anything suspicious once he's able to actually date ran or haibara will haunt him for real even if he didn't do #anything wrong #detective conan #dcmk posting

just now realising that it's kinda weird that every damn thing I did as a kid, even accidentally, still gets dragged out all the time as proof of how mean and bossy I was.

meanwhile one of my brothers stabbed my other brother with a screwdriver and it's just so funny. one of them jumped on my back when we were fighting and hurt me so bad that I couldn't get up for an hour (and I got yelled at). one of them broke someone else's property on purpose and it's just a funny anecdote about how he and his friend had to pay for the damage. they stole cash and very expensive alcohol, so funny and cute. they got drunk all the time and started smoking at 12.

which is all fine. people do stupid things as kids. but it sucks that I'm always the difficult one, the one that causes trouble, the mean one. the worst thing I ever did was drop out of school because I was too terrified and depressed to keep going. this is somehow proof that I was such a difficult child to raise, so hard to be around. not that my parents completely failed me in every way, or anything like that.

my brother attacked me this year. but that's totally excusable because surely he had his reasons (yeah, I disagreed with him and wouldn't back down. great.) and I probably just misunderstood (how?!) and anyway it wasn't really that bad. he yelled at me for daring to disagree with him, insulted me and then grabbed me when I told him to get out. but he's just having a hard time and can't express his feelings well and can't I just forgive him?

but I'm bad for things I did when I was 15 or 10 or 5 or literally a baby. I'm bad for things that never happened. I'm bad for things that other people did. I'm just bad.

#yes I am still bitter about this stuff #I wouldn't be. but they keep bringing it up #I'm so tired of not being able to do anything right #I've been so nice and patient and always friendly for literally. 10 years. a third of my life. I try so hard to not upset them or do #anything wrong #but my mother still says my brothers are scared of me #and uses things against me that I did in primary school #ugh #anyway #I'm having a hard time and keep thinking about this today #I'm just so tired of it #I can't even defend myself #because that gets turned into you can't take a joke and we're just joking around and why are you so angry #I raise my voice slightly to be fucking HEARD and I'm hysterical #my brother screams at me and he's just not good at talking about his feelings #it all feels so unfair #it doesn't matter what I do or who I am. I've been the bad one since my brother was born and I'm so tired #personal

#i just wanna crawl into a hole and disappear #my sister has been straight up verbally abusing me these last days just bc of the ticket thing and she refuses to acknowledge she's doing #anything wrong #and my parents are going easy on her #i literally burst into tears at the theater today bc i hit breaking point and couldn't take her shouting all the types of insults at me #anymore #i feel so anxious at home. I'm looking for excuses to not be home during the day #because she has quit her job so shes gonna be home 24/7 #this week.#also shes like 23....

Current feelings at 23:51 CET 28/11/21

I AM NOT FUCKING OKAY.

#C!JACK #C!JACK MY BELOVED #YOU HAVE NEVER #DONE #ANYTHING WRONG #EVER.#MARK MY FUCKING WORDS #C!JACK DESERVES HUGS AND LOVE AND PEACE #AND PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT HIM #AND LOVE HIM #AND NOT MAKE FUN OF HIM #AND #AAAND #*UGLY SOBBING*

Isnt doxxing uh. Illegal

#a*mies act like b*s are morally superior and so by extension they are too like we dont have time to unpack all that #but how are you gonna act like youre morally superior for stanning someone and then literally do something illegal against people not doing #anything wrong #you are not anonymous oh my GOD this does not make you a good person it makes you vile

bummer time

#the only way i can see myself in long term relationships is if i get out of my goddamn head and my rsd goes away #which it wont #so i guess I’ll never be happy in a relationship #which sucks cause i wanna grt married or smth some day but i guess its fine to be lonley if it means i dont have to be scared to do #anything wrong

If I did anything really wrong in my life it was when I gave my heart to you.

#ttrincesa #projetosonhantes #anything wrong #really wrong #wrong #bad thing #life #lifetime #gave you my heart #my heart #heart #to you #you #broken heart

just now realising that it's kinda weird that every damn thing I did as a kid, even accidentally, still gets dragged out all the time as proof of how mean and bossy I was.

but I'm bad for things I did when I was 15 or 10 or 5 or literally a baby. I'm bad for things that never happened. I'm bad for things that other people did. I'm just bad.

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