Plot: After a successful expedition, the Scouts decided to celebrate with a small party. You decided to wear something revealing but your boyfriend is not happy with it.
Content: Levi x you, kiss, implied sexual content
"I will tell you this, one more time. Change your outfit," Levi hissed.
"Fuck you!!," you shouted angrily.
"Oh I will," he replied, and pulled you closer into a deep kiss. You grabbed his collar, pushing him further until both of you were gasping for air but didn't leave each other halfway. He moaned when you slowly started biting his lower lip while your hands started unbuckling his belt.
"Patience, my dear," Levi said.
"But I want you now," you insisted.
Levi smirked at your needy face. "You are definitely going to regret this!"
"I won't. Please, baby," you pouted.
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a/n: This is my first piece of writing. I've never even scribbled anything before, so please be kind. Hope you guys like it. 🙂↕️
For you, summer always entailed an annual visit to Paradis Island with your parents. Growing up as an only child often left you at the mercy of Eren and Armin’s whims: whether it was risky races to the sea cliff with the Jaeger stallions or being dared to hijack the sails of Mr. Arlert’s yacht while he fished. Still, you could at least forget about the frigid corners of the city under the blistering sun of the island.
For some reason, you sense this summer is going to be different. You feel it the moment Eren isn’t there to greet you at the dock alongside Armin. You see it in the way that the blue-eyed boy can’t meet your eyes as yours search for remembrance in his, and the reuniting embrace that lingers. It’s been almost two years since your last visit. The three of you are no longer emboldened by the plans you had after graduating high school, but actually living them. Your parents didn’t accompany you this time, and you have a lot of catching up to do.
Drabbles will be between 500-1,600 words (I might go over a hundred or so). Please choose a maximum of three dialogue prompts for a drabble with Levi.
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“I’m this close to taking you over my knee.”
“I found a weak spot on you, didn’t I?”
“I saw that. You just checked me out.”
“Look at the mirror… don’t you look cute? I know you do…”
“I was wondering how long you two were going to make out like that before you realize you weren’t alone.”
“Do you think they heard us? Maybe we should give it a second round. Louder this time, just to be sure.”
“Go on. Fuck yourself on my cock.”
“You like it when I do this, admit it. You like it when I pull your hair and pin you down. You like when I take control over you.”
“Not another sound unless it’s you moaning my name. Got it?”
“Babe, fuck—not here.”
“I’ll fuck you right here, right now.”
“You look so pretty begging for cock.”
"Come sit on my lap."
“Use your nails, mark me.”
“You make a sound and it’s game over, doll.”
“Be a good bitch and lie still so I can fuck you full.”
“You’re doing so good, cum for me one more time.”
“You can bite me, hard.”
"You can take it, just a little more… There we go, there’s my good girl."
“And how are you going to make it up to me?”
“You sure can’t keep your hands to yourself.”
“You know, when you’re done with that, we should really have angry sex.”
“What would you say if I asked you to take me upstairs? To fuck me, like now?”
“Come here and get on your knees. Show me how much of me you can swallow.”
“Lie back and let me take care of you tonight.”
“I haven’t even touched you and you’re moaning like a whore.”
“I know for a fact that you can be a hell of a lot louder than that.”
“You want this cock so much, don’t you?”
“That’s for acting like a fucking brat the whole day.”
"Don’t stop… oh, fuck. Don’t you dare stop.”
“If we were alone, I’d be on my knees, swallowing your cock. I need you so fucking bad right now.”
“Beg me. Beg me to fuck this little whore pussy of yours.”
“Your ass is going to be seven different shades of red after that little stunt.”
"Y-you look so fucking good right now. Y-you’re so fucking good, baby, please…”
“I could eat your cunt for hours.”
“You don’t have to be so gentle with me.”
“Fuck me like you mean it.”
“I hope you don’t plan on walking much tomorrow.”
“Move an inch and you won't be cumming tonight."
“I’ve hooked up with a few people after you but I haven’t been able to cum as hard as I did when you fucked me.”
“You’re so relentless. All I asked was for you to wait until we got home and you couldn’t even do that! You are so in for it tonight.”
“Anything for my girl.”
"Not a sound, do you understand? You have to be absolutely quiet, or I will make you want to scream even louder.”
“I’m going to fuck you again and again until you’re knocked up, understood? No matter how many times I have to do it.”
“You’ve been good today, so spread your legs so I can fuck you with my tongue.”
“You want this, don’t you. Want me all over you? Inside you?”
“Move your hands, I want to hear you moan.”
“I don’t think you understand how much I want to bend you over the nearest surface and fuck some sense into you.”
"Tell me what you want, and I’ll give it to you.”
“Can I please ride you?”
“You’re acting out… so, give me one good reason why I shouldn’t fold you in half right here and fuck the shit out of you.”
“I’m going to make it hurt.”
“I’d hold onto something if I were you.”
“Be loud. Scream for me, let the others know you’re mine and only mine.”
“That’s a good girl.”
“Did I give you permission to touch me?”
“I have a confession, god if I weren’t so fucking drunk I don’t think I’d even consider telling you this but…sometimes all I want to do is tie you up and make you cum again and again until all you can do is lay there, trembling, begging me to stop.”
“Are you going to eye fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?”
“Choke me.”
“I said I was breeding you, and I meant it.”
“Oh good, does that hurt?”
“You look good tied up.”
“Can you zip up my dress?”
“Stop whining and just get in front the window, no one’s going to see me fuck you against it, not when we’re this high up.”
“You’re gonna break me.”
“Say you want me, and I’m yours.”
“I won’t bite. Unless you’re into that sort of thing.”
“I’m going to ruin you.”
“Show me how much you missed me.”
“I want you to feel good.”
“I’ve never done something like this before.”
“Want me to model these for you?”
“It’s hot when you talk back.”
“Don’t you know what you’re doing to me?”
“This is a one time thing.”
“You better watch your fucking mouth.”
“And where do you think you’re going?”
“You can't expect me to do all the work. I want to see what that pretty mouth of yours can do.”
“Do you really think you’re in a position to give orders?”
“Your body was made for mine.”
“You want gentle? Wrong fucking address.”
“Do whatever you want with me. I’m yours.”
“We’re going to fuck right here? What if someone sees us?”
“That really does turn you on. I can feel you pulsing inside me.”
“Keep your hands where they are or I’ll tie them up.”
“Have a little trust in yourself, I know you can take it.”
“It’s my thigh or nothing. I’m not helping you get off.”
“Let me cum in you, please. I wanna fill you up.”
“You’re such a fucking tease, you know that?”
“Now, I’ll ask again, are you going to be good for me?”
“I’d say you need someone to put you in your place.”
“Begging is a good look for you.”
“Missed my touch that much, did you?”
“Someone’s needy.”
“I need to cum, please. I’ll do anything.”
“Let me stay like this in you for a little bit.”
“Look at that pretty face.”
“Is that how you usually get out of these situations? By fucking your way out of them?”
“I love that no one else has seen you like this, that no one else has felt you before, been inside you. They don’t get to have you, but I do.”
“Aww, is my girl crying? That feels good doesn’t it?”
Drabbles will be between 500-1,600 words (thought I might go over a hundred or so). Please choose a maximum of three dialogue prompts for a drabble with Levi.
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"Is that my sweater you're wearing?”
"I'm so proud of you."
"What's the rush? Just lay back down."
"As beautiful as always."
"I would never regret a thing in my life, since it led me to you."
“Were you ever going to tell me?”
“I might have had a few shots.”
“Kiss me.”
“Make me.”
“Bite me.”
“Don’t tempt me.”
“Y'know, your roof may not be the safest place for us to stargaze.”
“This is why you made me drive three hours out into the middle of nowhere?”
“You can kiss me, you know.”
“Clean yourself up. You're getting blood all over the place.”
“You’re not as bad as everyone says you are.”
“I thought you’d like some company.”
“We can’t keep doing this.”
“You look like you’ve got something to say.”
“Well? How do I look?”
“I want you to forget this ever happened.”
“If I didn't know any better, I'd say you were jealous.”
“Fine, keep acting like you hate me.”
“You gonna be a good girl/boy for me?”
“I just wanted to say thank you for protecting me.”
“Here, I noticed you lost this earlier.”
“Do you mind if I join you for a bit?”
“Are you sure this is legal?”
“Never in a million years.”
“W—What are you doing?”
“I can’t believe you dragged me into this.”
“I shouldn’t be in love with you.”
“I could kill you right now!”
“How did we end up like this?”
“I’m not going to leave you alone again.”
“We’ll get through this together.”
“Whatever happened, I’ll be there for you.”
“Cry, yell, whatever—I’m not gonna leave your side.”
“You’re all I could think about.”
“Please, don’t leave me alone.”
“Did someone hurt you?”
“Somehow, you’re always on my mind.”
“My biggest regret is letting you go.”
“I’m still in love with you… and I honestly never stopped.”
“Just listen to my heartbeat, okay?”
“You don’t have to hide your tears from me.”
“I’m not leaving you here.”
“Do you want me to punch him in the face?”
“You fell asleep on me.”
“Thank you for staying.”
“You’ve got a fever. Just as I suspected.”
“You’re a loser.”
“Wanna have a drink?”
“We should stay in tonight.”
“I think you enjoy hurting my feelings.”
“Would you join me?”
“This is all I’ve ever been good at.”
“There’s something on your face.”
“I care about you too, you know.”
“I wish you realized how much I’ve grown to loathe you.”
“You act like a fucking child.”
“Look at this shell I just found!”
“You’re… really close right now.”
“You’re pissing me off.”
“Do we always end up on top of each other?”
“Don’t do anything stupid.”
“I always liked you.”
“I could show you instead.”
“I just met you. I don’t like you. And I don’t give a rat’s ass if you think I’m rude!“
“It’s nothing. I’ve just never seen you act so… nice.
“If this is a joke, it’s not funny.”
“You’re scaring me.”
“How about we DON’T go into a haunted place in the middle of the night? Just a thought.”
“Take a break.”
“You can’t protect everyone.”
“I can see it on your face.”
“For some reason I’m attracted to you.”
“Are you jealous?”
“Don’t fucking touch me!”
“You did not just say that.”
“You did this for me?”
“I love you, you asshole.”
“Will you just hold still?”
“I wish this moment could last forever.”
“Shhh, they’ll hear us.”
“Don’t worry, I’ve got you.”
“Will you just tell me the truth?”
“Why did you/I think that was a good idea?”
“Don’t look at me like that.”
“You’re hot when you’re mad.”
“Because I love you.”
“Hey, don’t raise your voice at me!”
“We need to forget about each other.”
“I’m not what you need.”
“It’s literally five in the morning.”
“Close your eyes.”
“This stays between us, got it?”
“Am I a bad person?”
“How bad do you want me?”
“You want me to do what?”
“I can and will protect you from this.”
“I got you. I got you, okay?”
“Hold my hand, and don’t let go.”
“I will keep you alive at all costs.”
“Have I told you today that I love you?”
“Please, can this moment last forever?”
“You can’t even see how much you hurt me.”
“Just accept that there is nothing that can fix this.”
“So, you’re just leaving me without any explanation?”
“You can’t change my mind about this.”
“You’re so red all of a sudden. Did I say something wrong?”
“You’re naive if you think he just wants to be your friend.”
“Maybe you should back off a little.”
“Oh, you’re so jealous. This is great to watch.”
“You promised me you’d come back.”
“Everywhere I go, I see you.”
“I tried to move on, but nobody is you.”
“Did you even love me?”
“I will never forget you.”
“I had to see you again.”
“I have never felt this safe with anyone before.”
“Thank you for choosing me.”
“Your hands are always so soft.”
“Will you stop if I say it? Okay, you’re cute.”
“Stay the night. Please.”
“This will not stop me from calling you an idiot.”
“I can never say no to you, can I?”
“Is there a reason you’re here on your own?”
“This is absolutely not how I wanted to tell you.”
“Wait, this is coming out all wrong. I just like you. A lot. That is all I wanted to say.”
"I cannot change my feelings for you, believe me I fucking tried."
“Please, just go away already, ugh.”
“Can you not see that I love you? That I've always loved you?"
“Please save the lecture for someone who gives a shit.”
“I wanted to know what you liked so I stalked you.”
“I’m taking you home, come on.”
“What are you so scared of?”
“You don’t have to like me, you just need to pretend you do.”
“Just because we’re kissing now doesn’t mean I suddenly like you.”
“Aren’t these streamers a bit much?”
“I’d come for you. No matter what, when you need me, I will be there.”
“You’re just going to have to accept that you can’t fix everything.”
"I love you! Is that what you wanted to hear? Are you happy now?"
“Just look at me. Forget everything else.”
“Take a break.”
“I give up. You win.”
“Do you think we’d be friends if we weren’t, like, stuck together in the same town?”
"I fucking love you, okay?! I don't want to, but I do."
“What did you just call me?”
“My life would be so boring if you weren’t in it.”
“I’ve waited so long to hear this.”
“You’re my best friend.”
“I almost forgot you only come around when you need me.”
"This is not a prank, right? Because then I would have to punch you and I actually really want to kiss you."
“If you die on me after everything I’ve done for you… I’ll never forgive you.”
“You’re not the only one who feels like that.”
“I hate you and I want you.”
“Do you ever think about having kids?”
“Life can be messy.”
“I really like you. My fault.”
“I know, it hurts. I’m so sorry, but we have to get this out.”
“Sure, you can use me as a pillow.”
“You brought a knife to a gun fight, baby.”
“Tell me to stay and I will be here for as long as you’ll have me.”
“You’re so stupid it kinda turns me on.”
“Ugh, it’s raining. Again.”
"I'm here for you. Today, tomorrow and every day after."
“I’m just so afraid.”
“Don’t you dare leave me alone!”
“You left, not me.”
“What do you take me for?”
“It certainly took you long enough.”
“Are you out of your fucking mind?”
“I didn’t have a choice.”
“I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with.”
Little domestic life with Levi drabble cause I wanted to get in some warm-up writing done before completing my fic chapters. (I haven’t wrote since like thanksgiving and I’m grieving-)
“Even after all this time?”
Your voice broke the steady silence, hardly even echoing in the previously bare space. Over time, your things had accumulated in his room, taking up its own space in a way that remained minimal still, but a tad more crowded now nonetheless. What was once a simple set up of a bed, a dresser, and a wardrobe, was now decorated with soft curtains along the window trim and a cute little rug near the foot of the bed. Some extra pillows and blankets along the bedspread, a new vanity against a blank wall, two sets of boots and cloaks occupying the full closet space; it was cozier this way, you’d said.
Occasionally he would comment on this with a frown, pointing to how there was more of you to his bedroom than himself; but you’d always catch the softer tone he used to address your shared living space, and the way the corner of his lips would always tick slightly upwards when he tidied up your side of the bed
“Mmh?” Levi hummed, his chin atop your head and arms currently anchored to your waist. He shifted his weight slightly, keeping his chest against your back in a sort of embrace while you went about braiding your hair to the side.
“After all these years…You still smile like that after you kiss me.” You hummed, nuzzling back against his chest and taking a moment to glance up and over at him, seeking out the grey hues that always were trained on you.
A huff of air left his nose, his lips kissing the crown of your head as he mulled over your words.
“You always saw that?” He mumbled against your hair after a moment of pondering a response to your observation.
“I always see you, Lee. Plus…You’re standing in front of the vanity. I can see you now,” you huffed in amusement, jutting your chin towards the reflection only a couple of feet away.
Looking up, Levi met your eyes through the mirror and scowled. Even with his pouty lips turned down in a sort of frown, he looked content. Content with you.
“…You’re a brat.”
“Your brat,” you corrected dismissively, returning your attention to tying off the braid. Though he grumbled, he didn’t deny you, and his hands snaked forward a tad to rest on your lower abdomen.
“Yeah…Yeah, you are. Pretty brat.”
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I feel like the holidays were so busy I haven't been able to catch up on writing much, but for you AOT fans, I told you I'd be writing some Attack on Titan fiction eventually. A little drabble came to mind this morning that I now offer you:
TW: Character Injury
Being shot hurts like a bitch.
Oh, sure. Adrenaline keeps you moving long enough to be useful, especially when you're a pro at acting like you're fine, like me.
But when it's all said and done, and Levi hovers over me while helping Jean wrap up the bullet wound in my side, that motherfucker burns.
"She's losing a lot of blood, Jean, you're gonna have to pull it tighter than that." Levi hisses, his hands covered in blood.
Knowing his aversion to dirt is probably why I can't help but wipe my hands in the grass with shaky hands before I grip Levi's arm. Tears sting my eyes as he fades in and out with every heartbeat.
"Captain, am I going to die?" I choke, nostrils flaring as I look up into his dull blue eyes. "Please don't let me go."
"You're not dying if I can help it." He growls out, drawing a whimper from my lips as he tightens the bandages. "You'll be fine." His voice comes out steadier this time.
"I haven't finished making your cape." I shudder, swallowing thick breaths and squeezing his hand tighter. "We never went to that tea shop, you know. You…y-you still have to take me. You promised."
"I know. I will. As soon as you're better." He vows, resting on his knees beside me.
"I don't want to be alone, Captain." I beg. "Don't go."
"I'll stay." He whispers, stroking a thumb across my cheek before inhaling sharply and withdrawing his hand back into the safety of his uniform. "Get some rest."
summary: you felt numb after eren walked through your apartment door. you thought you would never find love again..well..eren wasn’t love. it was everything BUT love. he used you and ended up cheating. you have so many questions that you know you’ll never get the answer to. after a night out drinking with friends..you ended up finding love just outside the door where you watched eren leave.
content warnings: cheating, smut (begging, multiple orgasms, spanking, unprotective sex (wrap it before you tap it!), aftercare) toxic!eren, mentions of therapy, praying to God, anxiety, throw up (?). if i miss anything, lmk :)
wc: 5.6k
author note: …so it’s been 2 years since I’ve actually written and posted something. I meant to post this almost 2 years ago & I promised you guys I would post it & I never did. but, life was crazy and I am still adjusting. Anywhos, don’t expect much from me writing. I am glad to be back even tho I’m not 😭
part one (pls read so this can make sense)
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When Eren walked past that door, you felt like you lost a piece of you. The last thing he told you made you feel even more stupider than you have ever felt.
‘The moment I laid my eyes on her, I stopped loving you.’
That sentence kept repeating over and over again.
You closed the door, and fell. Your back sliding against the door until you were sitting on the ground waiting for the tears to come. But, they never did. You were so numb and shocked, that you couldn’t shed a single tear.
Your life and emotions relied on him. He made you feel everything you craved.
It didn’t make sense. He stopped loving you the moment he laid his eyes on someone else.
What made her so perfect?
Eren would always made comments saying that you were the girl of his dreams. How could he say all the right things just to cheat?
You lost track of time, you sat against the door in silence, watching the apartment go from dark to light. You were so numb, you couldn’t sleep. It felt like he drained every emotion out of you with a sentence. All it took was one sentence to change you.
The memories of you and him kept running pass your thoughts. As you watched time go by, it was as if the ghost of you and him were running through the apartment. It hurt. You remembered all the laughs, all the times where he made your heart feel so warm and full.
But now, how can your heart go from that feeling over never ending lust to feeling cold and empty?
~~
It’s been about six months since Eren. It’s been hard to say the least. For the first month, you couldn’t even recognize yourself. You couldn’t stop thinking about him all day. It was always either you replaying his last words to you, replaying the argument, or all the times you should have realized he was cheating on you.
Slowly, you grew. It took you a while to get back up on your feet. It took you a while to get used to a life without him. You never really realized how much you relied on him. Your friends helped you move on and get back to your life.
You would gradually throw away Eren’s stuff during the first three months. First, it was the pictures and little momentums. You burned and threw out all the polaroids, all the gum wrapper hearts he would make, all the receipts, and every physical memory. It was weird because when you and Eren broke up, you would randomly find those hearts wherever around the apartment. You would keep them in a jar on your dresser, and slowly throughout the relationship, the jar kept getting filled to the point where you needed a new one. After the breakup, when you would find one, you would throw it out.
Every time you threw one out, a little piece of your heart went with it and you couldn’t explain why.
The day you finally decided to move on hurt you just as bad as the day Eren and you broke up. You were burning away not only the bad memories but the core memories. The polaroid picture from your first kiss, the rose he got you for your first date, the first movie ticket. Every single physical memory was being turned to ash. Jean and Mikasa helped you light the match and watched everything burn with you. You didn’t cry at first, and you didn’t start crying until they both left.
You closed the door, thanking them for being there for you..and for pushing you to move on. Although your heart was breaking, you still managed to smile. As soon as the door closed, you were back at the same position you were six months ago. Your back against the door, still somehow wishing that this was just some sick joke.
Tears were running down your face. You would wipe them just for there to be more. You sobbed in the same position. At this point, it felt like a routine. You would try your hardest to get over Eren, no matter what you would do to get over him, the memories haunt you.
Slowly, you stopped crying. You don’t know how long you sat there, it could have been minutes or hours. You eventually stood up, then you walked to your kitchen as if nothing happened. The first thing you grabbed was to go to your cabinet to get a glass when suddenly you heard someone talking on the phone outside of your apartment. The voice sounded familiar, it was deep yet somehow smooth.
You put down the glass and walked back to the door. You then looked out of the peephole to see Jean sitting on the ground across from your apartment. Your eyes widened slightly, wondering why he was there. You opened the door, seeing Jean’s facial expressions. He looked tired, concerned, mad, everything you were feeling right now.
“Jean?” You say softly, while you were watching Jean slowly get up. He walked towards your door not saying much. But yet, the silence says it all. “H-How long were you sitting there for?” You opened the door some more to let him in. “Just long enough so I know you stopped crying because of him.” Your heart dropped.
How long has he been doing this? That was the first question that came to mind. You were having mixed emotions right now. How were you supposed to feel? Although your heart felt somewhat warm, you were also feeling untrustworthy.
Jean walked to your dining table and leaned against it. He then crossed his arms. You walked to your kitchen, "Do you want something to drink?" It was the least you offer, especially since he was sitting outside for who knows how long. "Do you have any alcohol?" He joked, and a small chuckle left your mouth. You grabbed another glass, then walked over to your counter to grab some alcohol.
You opened the bottle, then poured some for you and Jean. You handed Jean his glass, "Why do you wait?" You asked while taking a small sip. Jean stayed quiet, most likely trying to think of an answer. There was this moment of awkward silence.
Before you and Eren started dating, you and Jean were best friends. You and him have been friends for years, but when Eren came along, your friendship changed. Eren became possessive and toxic. He didn't like how close you were with Jean. So eventually, you stopped talking to Jean.
But, when you and Eren broke up, Jean came running to be right by your side. Although you and Jean stopped talking, Jean never stopped wanting to protect you, he never stopped watching over you, and never stopped loving you even after seeing you with another man.
Jean has had feelings for you since he met you. There's always been this little spark between the both of you. Eventually, that spark grew to be something more. He always tried to protect you. He would try to tell you what Eren was doing behind your back but you wouldn't listen to him in fear of Eren seeing you two together.
"I wait because I'm worried, y/n."
"Why are you worried, Jean?"
Jean took another sip of his liquid courage and walked towards you. You walked backward until you reached the counter. "Because you were crying over a man who didn't deserve you." Jean softly confessed. Your heart skipped a beat. Slowly, your eyes locked with Jean's hazel eyes. His expression was gentle with a mix of protectiveness..and a mix of love. "Then who deserves me?" You responded, feeling a rush of emotions come over you.
Your heart started racing as Jean leaned in closer to you. Was it the alcohol? Was it the fact that Jean is right about you getting over Eren?
Jean's hands were placed on top of the counter, cornering you. His right hand found its way to your hip. His lips inched towards yours, “You deserve someone who takes your breath away every time you look at him. Someone who makes you laugh, smile, feel every emotion that Eren didn’t.” Your eyes lock with his, feeling his breath against your lips. “I-I’t’s you..” You whisperingly confessed. Suddenly, he kissed you with passion, feeling sparks fly. Your noses bumped into each other as little giggles left your mouths. You wrapped your arms around the back of his neck. His lips tasting like the alcohol you were just drinking a moment ago. Your lips move with his, for the first time in what felt like months, this was the kiss you've been dreaming of. The kiss that makes you feel like you're on cloud nine, the kiss that makes time go by slowly, the kiss that makes all the others seem non-existent.
You felt Jean's hands pick you up and place you on the counter, "Are you drunk?" You asked as his lips found their way to your neck, gently kissing and leaving hickeys. Jean stopped his movement, as a small smile spread on his face. The smile you missed, the smile you practically dreamt of, the smile that never failed to make you smile. "No." He answered, as he slowly dragged his thumb across your bottom lip, "Are you?" He asked in return, you nodded, not knowing how to respond.
Jean's free hand moved towards your buttoned pants, "No answer?" He asked with a sly smirk on his face. Your mind went blank. His fingers played with the button as he leaned in to whisper in your ear, "I'm going to ask one last time, y/n. Are you drunk?" You coughed out a response, "N-No. No, I'm not, Jean." A laugh left his mouth.
"Good, because I don’t want our first time to be while you're drunk." He whispered again. Just like that, his lips were on yours. This time, that once soft kiss was now a kiss full of meaning. You don't know what came over yourself...and right now you weren't thinking about that. You were thinking about how soft his lips were, how his lips were on yours, and how you felt at that moment.
Jean picked you off the counter, and for a moment, all emotions that you had left for Eren had left your mind and all you can think about was Jean.
That kiss made you realize one thing.
It's always been...him.
It's always been Jean since the first day you laid your eyes on him. You were blinded by Eren. You were blinded by the fact that a very popular guy finally chose you. You were wrong..and now you want to spend the rest of your life making it up to Jean.
As he walked into your bedroom, your legs were wrapped around Jean's waist. He gently placed you on the bed, his lips finally leaving yours for a split second, "Finally, you're mine." You could cry with pure happiness. It was the happiness you never felt with Eren..but only with him.
You gave him a small and gentle peck, whispering softly, "Finally." You both smiled as you went back to kissing. His lips never left yours. If they did leave yours, they would end up moving and peppering kisses on your neck, as he slowly ripped away each item of clothing off of your body.
The tip of his index finger teased the top of your panties. You roll your hips, "J-Jean.." You moaned out softly, hoping he would get the hint. A sly smile grew on his face, chuckling slightly at how much you were begging for him. "God, y/n." He whispers in your ear as his lips move at a slow rate.
His fingers inch more and more towards where you wanted him to touch you most. You were getting impatient, all you wanted was to feel him. You moved your hands when suddenly Jean pinned them above your head.
The sexual tension was so thick. As much as he wants to fuck you, he wants to take his time.
Your eyes meet, "Please touch me, Jean." You begged. His eyes read yours, and that's when he lost all control. Fuck taking his time, he wanted you just as much as you wanted him. He moved his hand from pinning yours to taking off your panties.
It all happened so fast. One moment Jean was taking his time, devouring you inch by inch, finally getting what he's been dreaming of since he realized he had a crush on you.
Jean moved to the edge of the bed, and in one sudden motion, your thighs were wrapped around his neck. His lips peppered kisses on your inner thighs, moving closer to your aching clit.
He flatted his tongue and in one lick, he had you melting and moaning his name. That one moan sent him over, he wanted to hear you say it over and over again. This moment will be embedded in his brain for who knows how long.
Your fingers brush through his brunette locks, highly tugging at the roots, "Fuck, Jean." You moaned out as Jean's tongue circled your clit, making your mind and body melt. You felt his fingers add into the mix, moving slowly, pressing against the spot that makes you lose control.
He was in between your legs, lewd noises were the sound that was echoing in the room, pleads, begs, screams and moans.
His long, slim fingers thrust into you, making you moan louder and louder. Jean was loving the way your moans sounded. It was like music to his ears.
Over and over again, you were chanting Jean's name. It was every time he hit that spot, you would scream his name in pleasure.
Jean replaced his tongue with thumb and admired the view ahead of him, "God, you're so fucking hot, y/n." He said as your eyes met with his. A sly smile spread on his face while watching your reaction to his compliment. Your lip slid between your teeth, trying your hardest to hold back your moans.
He replaced his thumb back with tongue, and your head fell back onto the bed, feeling his tongue explore your cunt again. Your hands then roamed your body, finding their place over your mouth. You then began to slightly ride his mouth.
A familiar feeling began to stir in your stomach. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, your toes curled, feeling his finger movements begin to speed up.
You were speechless, you couldn't spit out a word, it felt that good. Finally, you spit out the words, "W-Wanna cum, so-so bad." Jean sped up his movements, moving his mouth off of your core, then crawling in between your legs, moving up until you were face to face.
His fingers didn't stop moving as he kissed you. Your moans were muffled by the kiss. "Cum on my fingers, y/n." He didn’t have to tell you twice. You came on his fingers, and instantly, your legs started shaking.
Jean got off the bed, and you held yourself up with your elbows, watching him pull down his boxers, and your jaw instantly dropped. His dick was big, probably the biggest one you've seen. He was mesmerized by your reaction to his size.
Your eyes locked with his as you sat up. You grabbed his arm and immediately pulled him into a kiss, your arms wrapped around his neck, feeling Jean slowly spreading your legs.
His lips left yours for a split second, "Are you on the pill?" You nodded, "Are you clean?" You asked as his hand inching towards your aching cunt. He nodded, kissing you back in response.
"Good, now I want you to beg for it, y/n." You smiled slightly because thought he was joking. You wanted him obviously, your body was practically begging for him. The tip of his dick teased your sensitive clit, and a quiet moan left your lips.
You lifted your hips, trying to get more out of him. Your smile disappeared when you realized he wasn't kidding, he was dead serious. You looked into his eyes, and his sparkle was gone.
"P-Please." you said desperately. Jean raised his eyebrow, "That's all you got? C'mon, y/n. Your body is practically begging for me..." His lips inched towards yours, "But, I want to hear you beg for my cock." His words hit straight to your core. "Please, Jean. Please fuck me. I-I want you so-so much."
Jean chuckled as he moved the tip of his dick in between your folds, “Where do you want it, princess?” He said as he kept teasing your aching cunt. You buck your hips against the tip of his cock, begging for some sort of friction. You look up and all you see is his desperate eyes on yours. “I want you to fuck me with your cock.” He chuckles, “Good girl.” he praised, and in one swift motion, he finally slid into your cunt. You both moaned. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head and the bottom of your lip slid in between your teeth.
He bottomed out, hitting the spot that made you scream his name. With each thrust, came a moan. "F-Fuck, Jean!" You said as he pounded his cock into you.
You dug your fingers into his back, slowly moving them up, making sure to leave a mark. Jean inhaled sharply, "So fucking t-tight, y/n." Jean said as he kept bottoming out into you, hitting your g-spot over and over again.
Jean's lips found their way to yours, the kiss was deep. It was almost like he was trying to devour you as if you were his last meal. Although the kiss was deep, it had a meaning. You were his, you belonged to him. And, you were okay with that. Jean moved his lips from your throat and then moved to his next position. He grabbed your ankles and placed them on his shoulder, hitting your g-spot at a different angle.
He kissed your ankle as he kept pounding into you. The view in front of you looked so hot. He was hitting all the places that made your mind go blank. “Fuck.” Jean moaned. His moans made you want to exploded right then and there. He moved your legs and by habit you wrap them around this waist.
“This pussy was made for me, y/n.” Jean expressed in the nook of your neck, peppering kisses, sucking softly. Your fingers raked through his locks, lightly tugging. “J-Jean..harder.” You begged. You wanted him to fuck you like no other could. You wanted him to make you forget about Eren.
His thrusts slow down making you whimper. Jean flips you on your stomach, “Grab onto the headboard.” He demanded. You wrap your fingers around the cold metal bars, “Please.” You begged. Jean chuckled as you felt his dick slam into you again. You practically scream, feeling the bed shift slightly. Jean’s hands find their place in your hair. His finger wraps around your hair, making a make-shift ponytail, tugging at your roots. You moan feeling his dick hit a new spot from the new position he has you in.
You suddenly felt a harsh slap on your ass, you wince from he pain..but, you wanted more of it. Sounds of slapping skin fill the room, “Keep milking my cock, y/n.” You clench around his cock with every thrust.
You could feel your orgasm building up, feeling Jean’s hand leave your hair, then snaking to your clit. “You gonna’ cum, princess?” You nod, not being able to find the words. You felt another harsh slap on your ass, “Words.” He warned. Jean’s movements on your clit made your toes curl, making you moan loudly.
“Yes, I-I need to cum..so so bad.” You felt his thrust fasten, knowing he was close too. He instantly flips you over again, feeling his lips on yours. You wrap yours around his neck, “Cum for me, princess.” That’s all it took. Your legs started trembling as your orgasm unraveled. Jean emptied his load into you, letting you ride out your orgasm.
His lips found yours again as he pulled out. This kiss was different. This kiss felt like you were home..with him.
Jean’s lips left yours as he got up and walked to your bathroom, leaving you absolutely speechless. You couldn’t believe that just happened..but yet, you were so glad it did. You turn your head to see Jean in the bathroom, running a washcloth under some water.
Eren never did aftercare. He would just fuck you, and leave you hanging. Most of the time, you didn’t even finish..it was always about him finishing, his pleasure before yours, and that’s when your handy vibrator came into your life. Looks like you wouldn’t be needing that anymore with the way Jean just fucked you.
You thought sex like this belonged in porn.
Jean walked out of the bathroom smiling, “What are you smiling about?” You questioned him as he bends your still trembling legs. He kisses the top of your knees as he cleans your most sensitive area, you wince feeling the washcloth on your clit.
“You.” It was a simple one word..but, it made your heart melt leaving your very dirty thoughts behind. His fingers find your clit again, as that smile turned into a sly smirk. You moan, “Jean.” You warned softly, as he rubs it slowly. His fingers slip into your hole, “Just cleaning you out.” He says, as his fingers hit your g-spot. Your hand wraps around his wrist, “Do you want me to stop?” You shaking your head, never wanting him to stop.
He continues his movements, your legs squeezing together as his long, slim fingers continue to pump into you. You could feel your orgasm bubbling up. “Let go for me, princess.” And that’s all it took for your third orgasm to unravel, leaving you in a moaning mess.
His fingers left your cunt as his eyes locks with yours. He licks his fingers cleaning, “Now, I’m actually going to clean you up.” A giggle leaves your mouth as you feel the washcloth sliding over your skin again. You could get used to this.
You started thinking about life with Jean. “So, now what happens?” You ask out of curiosity. You were absolutely terrified of losing him. You didn’t know what was going to happen. Were you guys going to pretend this didn’t happen? Were you guys going to start a life together? Were you guys going to stay as friends? You had so many questions that were fueling your anxiety.
He stops his movements, looking at you, “I said that I was never going to let you go, y/n. You’re mine.” Tears start to form in your eyes, “Losing you to Eren was my biggest mistake, I should have never let you go..I felt like I hurt you. If I would have kept pushing you, and telling you everything he was doing behind your back, I thought I would have lost you permanently.” He stands up and walks across the room, throwing the used washcloth into the hamper. Then walking towards the bed, laying next to you. He places his hand on your cheek, “I will never ever let you go..And I mean it. I will spend all this lifetime and the next proving it to you.”
As a tear escapes your eye, Jean’s thumb catches it, “Why are you crying?” And suddenly, there were more tears..too many tears for his thumb to catch. You roll over, placing your head on his chest. “I’m sorry.” You say in the midst of a broken sob, Jean doesn’t say anything, he just caresses your head and lets you cry.
You wrap your arm around his chest, hugging him so tight, as if he was going to leave went you woke up. All this time, Jean waited for you. For all the years that you were with Eren, Jean was there waiting to help you when he left.
The day that Eren left the apartment, you called Jean, and he ran to your apartment. You didn’t know who else to call, you wanted the one person who knew how to comfort you, your best friend. Jean helped you through all the stages of your break up. He was there when you needed a shoulder to cry on, he was there when you couldn’t find yourself. And now, here he was yet again, being the shoulder you cried on.
“It should have been you, Jean.” You said through the soft sobs, “It shouldn’t have been Eren, I should have never been with him..it was supposed to be you.” Jean kissed the top of your head, comforting you.
Jean kisses the top of your head, as you looked up at him, “Now we can make up for lost time.” His lips inched towards yours, “Starting now.” His lips connected with yours.
This is what loves feels like..and it’s how it should have been from he start.
Jean is your forever.
Jean is the missing piece to your broken puzzle.
Jean is the person you prayed to God for everyday instead of Eren.
Jean is your other half.
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2 YEARS LATER:
“Here’s to your last day being engaged!!” Mikasa exclaimed as she jumps into your arms. You were out for brunch with all your girlfriends, celebrating your last day being an engaged woman. You never thought this day would come.
Jean ended up proposing a year ago..and it was so romantic. You both knew you wanted to get married. Jean wanted it to be a surprise though. He had taken you to a romantic restaurant..which would have been very cliche of him. You and him would always joke about the cliches. He knew you wanted everything but the cliches.
He ended up getting on one knee when you least expected it. He wanted to catch you off guard. You and him were going house hunting when he proposed. You guys were looking at a house and the moment you step foot into it, you saw your life with Jean flash before your eyes. Every corner you turned, you could imagine kids running around. When you went into the kitchen, you saw family dinners..just the thought alone brought tears to your eyes.
It was when you guys walked into the backyard when you looked Jean in the eyes and told him exactly how you felt. That was your forever home, the place where you wanted to grow old and gray with Jean, the place where you wanted to start a family..that was where your future was. You turned around for a split second and when you turn back to face Jean, he proposed.
You didn’t even let him finish talking. You knew you wanted to marry Jean for years. Even before Eren.
Even after a year of him proposing to you, you still think about every single word Jean said. He said the same exact thing you were thinking while walking through the house. His dream was your dream.
The wedding was around the corner and you couldn’t wait. It was going to be a small wedding. You and Jean just wanted something simple. You both agreed that the memories were more important than the big wedding.
As you, Mikasa, and the rest of your friends leave after drinking one too many mimosas, you accidentally bump into someone. You instantly apologize, looking up to see the man who broke you in ways you thought couldn’t be fixed. This was the actual time you bumped into him. “Y/N?” Hearing your name leave his lips sounded like poison. It’s the one voice that still haunts you.
You started to feel sick, feeling bile rising up your throat. His eyes inched towards your taken hand. You couldn’t find words. There were so many things you wanted to say..but, it wasn’t worth your time. Jean helped you move on, he put you back together when you couldn’t find the pieces. Eren took a piece of you that you were still trying to find..even after all these years. You slowly back away, calling out his name once.
You walk past him linking your arm with Mikasa’s, “I’m sorry.” The two words stop your movement, you turn around for a split second, feeling Mikasa giving you and encouraging squeeze. “You’re not sorry, Eren. You never were..you ruined me. Y-You used me, cheated on me, fucking tore my heart into pieces.” You walked closer to him, “You don’t get to apologize, you piece of lowlife scum, I hope you rot.”
Before he could say another word, you turned away linking your arm with Mikasa’s. You feel good. A smile spread on your face, “You feel good, y/n?” You nod, feeling a sense of relief fuel your veins.
You never really got closure and that was something you struggled with for the longest. You still don’t understand why he cheated on you. The countless therapy sessions helped for a short period of time. But, this is your closure. You said what you said, and you feel good. This is what you needed to open the next chapter of your life.
As you walk into your stunning house, you were immediately greet by the newest addition to your family, Remi. She’s a french bulldog you and Jean adopted when you moved into the house. She lights up your world. You and Jean are so grateful for her. After greeting your pup, you were greeted by your fiancee.
You give him a soft kiss, feeling his hands on your waist, instantly feeling like you’re home. “How was brunch?” A smile spread on your face as you take off your coat, “It was a lot of fun! I wish you were there though.” You said as you were taking off your heels.
“Yeah, I wish I went too. Connie is having a late dinner later to have a pre-celebration for tomorrow.” You roll your eyes with a smile, “Make sure you don’t drink too much, Jean.” A chuckle leaves his throat, giving you another kiss on the cheek.
As you both walk towards the kitchen, you were thinking about how to tell Jean about your interaction with Eren.
He opens the cabinet when you broke silence, “I bumped into Eren.”
Jean turns around, placing both of his hands on the counter, “What happened? Did he do anything?” You shake your head, as a small smile spread on your face, “I got closure, Jean. I feel good.” You went onto telling him what you said and you both ended up laughing. You don’t have a mean bone in your body. So, telling him what you said made the both of you laugh.
“I’m proud of you, y/n.” The four words made tears run down your cheek. Yet again, even after all these years, Jean is there to catch every single tear. “I’m glad you finally got the closure you’ve been searching for.” You wrap your arms around his waist, “Me too. I feel like I can let go of that chapter of my life.”
Tomorrow was the start of a new chapter.
Although you know your next chapter won’t be picture perfect, you were okay with that. As long as you had Jean on your side, you knew that it would be your version of picture perfect. And, that’s all you needed.
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As you’re walking down the isle, you think about everything you (and Jean) have been through to get to this moment.
In a sense, you were grateful that everything happened, because it led you here, marrying your best friend, and you couldn’t imagine life go any other way. Jean has taught you that love is real, you just have to find the right person. Life has a funny way of showing love, it’s like a road to describe it the least.
Life and love are both bumpy roads, there’s all these bumps, cracks, unexpected turns, things that get in your way. But, once you get past that, the road is smooth and clear.
Today, you’re marrying your soulmate, your other half, your best friend, & you couldn’t wait to finally be Mrs. Kirstein.
Jean didn’t lie when he said you were his. Since that day, he never left your side. He was there for everything. Every doubt, every cry, everywhere you least expected him to be.
The six words you’ve been waiting for years for finally approached, “You may now kiss the bride.” Jean kissed you like your life depended on it..just like the first time he kissed you. The kiss that makes you feel like you're on cloud nine, the kiss that makes time go by slowly, the kiss that makes all the others seem non-existent.
“I told you, you were always mine, y/n.” He whispered against your lips. A bright smile spread on your face. It was just you and him. You zoned out the crowd, as if time was going in slow motion. You stare into his eyes and see your future. You place your thumb under his eyes, collecting the tears that he’s always done for you.
Inching your lips towards his, feeling the same emotions as his. You whisper, “Forever and always yours.”
Finishing note: thank you so much for all the love in broken promises! It’s been two years since I posted it and it’s still one of my favorites. I am very happy with how it ended. There were some bits and pieces in here that I took from my actual life. Remi is true!! She’s my baby🫶🏻..plus some breakup scenes were from my breakup😭. Anywhos, I hope to be able to get back into writing soon :)
