Because in the next few days I will have two short fics up.
One: Can we say Pansexual!Bucky and Asexual!Steve in a cute domestic no sex because I hate reading fics where the asexual has sex because of partner. So get ready for cute stuff.
hello! when you get this, you should publicly post something nice about at least 5 different people you follow, then copy and paste this in each of their ask boxes. check my blog to see my comment about you ❤
this is so cute thank you so much! oh man it was hard just picking five people but i tried to pick people i’ve been following for a long time:
arorogers: i love this blog and the nsfw tag is one i might frequent more than i probably should :[ i remember being so excited when they followed me back, major nerd moment.
waituntilishake: this was one of the first blogs i followed that posted so much lee pace. it’s always a treat seeing them come up on my dash <3
leepacey: THAT URL <3 again, so much lee pace plus just an all around amazing blog. another one of the first lee pace centered blogs i started following.
falconbigbutt: i fell in love with this blog for the marvel posts BUT NOW SO MUCH LEE PACE. (are we sensing a trend??) they’re also hella friendly and i’ll follow forever.
ohcaptainrurn: i remember laughing so hard when this url started following me. i love it so much and their icon always makes me smile. wonderful posts and hella person all around <3
For those who want to listen to pregnancy ramblings
I am a disaster zone of emotions. If I thought caring about fictional characters was bad before, it's doubled. No. Tripled.
Let's start with:
How do I be a mother? I'm 23 and I haven't finished getting my life together.
Whoops. Too late. So bad. Too sad.
I don't believe in abortion (I support it in cases where a woman NEEDS one, but to have multiple abortions because you can't put a condom on? No. Get out of my face) so that was out of the question. My husband wanted kids, despite my medical issues telling me we COULDN'T.
But isn't life funny that way? My body decided I COULD have a kid.
I'm not the mother type. I never have been, I'm a leader, yes, but a mother? Never. Kids make me nervous. They always look at me like I'm going to strangle them. Which intensifies my nerves.
But my husband and family seem to think something different.
Two:
There was so much I wanted to do. A kid kinda ruins that.
I could slap myself now for thinking that when I saw the test result. And after much thought and careful consideration, I came up with a way to kill that thought.
I made a list of all the things I've done and places I've been.
I've swam with dolphins in jamacia.
Licked a stingray in the Cayman islands
sang Aretha Franklin on a cruise ship three sheets to the wind
gotten drunk at a margarittaville
learned to pole dance
lived on the west coast for two years
lived like a hipped for two months
cliff dived
pet a manatee
became a member of a romani gypsy tribe
visited and lived in japan. TWICE.
seen the wizarding world of harry potter BEFORE it opened
met matt smith and jenna coleman and mark gaitness AND stephen moffatt.
been to san diego comic con
And over a thousand other things that would make my list a million times longer.
I've accomplished....SO much.
No I haven't backpacked through Europe like I wanted. Or did the Eat. Pray. Love thing. Even though I had the trip planned out and ready to go.
But my journey is going in a different direction.
And I can do all over that when my kid moves out.
Three:
Emotions are evil
That's it. That's really all I have to say. I cry over the winter soldier like I saw it for the first time.
Merlin and Arthur make me want to claw my eyes out and die in a river of tears.
Steve and Tony? FUcking soul mates.
Daryl and Carol? WHAT. I CAN'T HEAR YOU OVER MY OTP.
Daryl and Rick? Yes. yes please.
Dean and Castiel? FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. WHY DOES THIS STILL HURT.
Pregnancy is hard. I'm tired. In pain. Overly emotional and I crave Strawberry smothered pancakes and mexican food.
ok dudes, i wanna say a huge sorry first off, this blog has been a mess for 2 weeks while i've been studying and trying to finish with school stuff, but i'm finally on break and i'm gonna try to be more on top of things. these winners will probably be featured til about march or april, and then i'll pick a spring bots! so anyway:
winner:
aavengrs. cat is rly cool and i've loved her blog from afar for a reaaally long time. like an embarrassingly long time, oops. her theme is perfect, and so are all her pages and her url, and she's just rly sweet and pretty and i rly love her blog, please follow her, u wont regret it!!!
i felt like saying another huge thanks to everyone i follow for making my dash great. (also since it's the end of the year, i was due to make another follow forever sometime soon). so here it is! thanks all of you special people.