people are so overwhelming, and gender dysphoria is evil. i hate it here.
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people are so overwhelming, and gender dysphoria is evil. i hate it here.
tfw i hyperfixate on a project and basically redo an entire game mod from scratch in the span of a day.
and in doing so i managed to reduce the mod file size by over 50% while increasing the level of asset customisation across the board
also textured a fucking pt belt as part of my unit’s training and selection phase 🤣
“Brainrot” and “I got the brain worms again” is just easier than saying “sorry autism and adhd decided this is our thing now”
sometimes being autistic sucks but then i hear a song or talk to a person or hug a plushy and suddenly it feels like my autism is so much more of a blessing than it is a curse
I accidentally made a new emoji I think. I put a 4 instead of a 3 in the :3 thing and ended up with :4
What should it represent?
I am trying to get better at telling people they’re wrong and explaining why, but honestly I think that NT people just can’t handle it ever. You could do it in the softest way possible and they’d still find a way to be personally hurt or to project their insecurities onto being wrong about one (1) thing. Ya’ll are tiring as hell.
So having sensory problems sucks. Some days I have Sensory Processing Disorder and have major sensory avoidance and other days I am actually stimming heavily and am sensory seeking. On the days my SPD is heavy, I can't even have a blanket touching me, have to have the lightest clothes possible, noises at a minimum other than music, anything can make my body and brain hurt. My skin screams at me when something touches me. On days I am stiming really bad, not having something wrapped around me, or in my hands, or music playing louder makes me feel weird or makes me hurt. I need my weighted blanket those days.
10.22.20