She's just born and has her eyes closed so I'll tell the eye color later~ she has really fluffy brown hair.
Colress helped with the delivery. I want to thank the wonderful staff at Black City Pokémon Center and Hospital and the Nurse Joy and Audino that stood by and helped me
Welcome to the world Prism.. me and Colress love you very much.
💖 🤍 💛 💙💎
She was supposed to be born on the 18th? I was legitimately freaking out about it but Colress gently informed me that it's very common for babbers to be born even as early as a few weeks?
as of right now they are formless or at least don't have a specific chosen form yet, and they hang around in the astral. On the first night I cuddled with them, they were baby-sized. Last night they hugged me from behind and were toddler-sized.
They have the (slightly creepy) cognitive understanding you'd expect from a celestial, primordial being. I haven't interacted with them much but I can Feel Them Watching Me.
This is a topic I haven’t seen much information on: astral children…
I normally don’t talk about mine, but I have four astral sons that were born in spring in 2017 my husband that I have called my divine spouse asked for us to finally have children. And I have an adult astral child that I will talk about first and my adopted astral son as well. won’t state my sons name but they are beautiful boys. Maybe one day I’ll tell people their names but not today, it’s how I keep them safe same with my husband.
Of course some I’ve seen here ask about astral children so I thought I’d tell the story of mine.
My oldest (his name will remain secret but I’ll call him A) was born when I was fifteen about to turn sixteen. When he was born he was given to his father who I was told I wasn’t allowed to see my son which I was heartbroken. In 2009 he was returned to me a young preteen I had just had my earthborn daughter and was doing fairly well.
When he was dropped off by others which is a long story in itself that I won’t go into my son’s father was nowhere to be found. He demanded that I tell him who his father’s name was in a proud voice but I told him I didn’t even know where he was let alone his name at the time.
A lived with me for many years and grew up in 2015 right after I quit my job working in schools. A and I are very close and he is my first pride and joy.
Around the time A arrived I heard a voice call me and tell me to go to me old house where I grew up that my family still owned. I listened I don’t talk about them too much but on a later post I will talk about them that I hear that are called Conivachi.
The conivachi told me to go and I listened.
When I arrived the house had been abandon I had a feeling to go to my old room. I peeked in being cautious. And in the corner of my once filled room I saw a young little boy with beautiful long hair and light eyes. I’ll call him C.
I didn’t see anyone with him so I took him home and told him to be very quiet and follow me to my car. I knew this young boy from him visiting me at night when I use to live there, I couldn’t leave him so I brought him home with and he lives with me since.
Moving into 2017:
When things in 2017 were stable after not working my husband spoke of a special time that was called the festival of khastavaye which was a special time normally held the end of summer beginning of spring. He asked if we could have children. I wanted to make sure this was the right Thing for us so I researched things of that nature on other blogs but there wasn’t much information on things like that other than calling children astral children. But I told my husband I wanted to eventually.
Khastavaye is like a festival of time of love and marriage my husband told me. He had said earlier on to remain celibate for him in 2013 and I did. I don’t talk about exactly the festival but it was amazing seeing different deities come with other wives. But that’s when my four sons M, G, K and R were born was at khastavaye.
Im not sure but I don’t think being celibate or not really affects if you can have astral children but I feel it helps sometimes.
How I became pregnant at least with my four sons at khastavaye was thru my husband impregnating me thru power and it was a bit stressful but the pregnancies lasted no more that three days R was born at night when my husband impregnated me at the peek of his power so he was born that night.
So that’s a bit on my experience with astral families like having children.
Astral children – something not regularly talked about online (from what I’ve found) or if it is, it’s in closed groups. Something entirely understandable when even ‘regular…
Astral children - something not regularly talked about online (from what I've found) or if it is, it's in closed groups. Something entirely understandable when even 'regular' astral experiences are often met with scepticism from other spirit workers & people that Journey often. It's also something I want to talk about in terms of my experiences & what to expect (maybe - all astral children are different). All of our children are adopted from various complex backgrounds, and for the purposes of writing with experience I'm focusing on the experiences of the two I've been caring for the longest (nicknamed Moonie (a teen) & Crabbie (a preteen)) - my faebies!
Finally posted a little blog entry about my astral children!! :-)
Content warning: this is a long, long post about the traumatic astral pregnancy and early "birth" that my wife (Celeste) and I (Moss) experienced together. There will be use of anatomical terms, references to intercourse, and graphic descriptions of the physical/mental consequences of enduring pregnancy (including post-partum psychosis). This story has a bittersweet ending, but the journey to getting there was difficult and terrified us both. As hard as it may be to believe on Tumblr, we are not writing fiction.
Celeste and I had been yearning to have children for a long time, but our biology doesn't permit for us to procreate nor do our finances allow us to safely say we can raise a child in our expensive society. We heard of astral pregnancy before - in fact, we've had sex on numerous occasions with solely our energy. However, this was always mentioned in stories about godspousery or relations with otherworldly spirits. Could a child be made from energy too?
During sex, we performed energy work and focused on the act of creating a being inside of my wife's astral body. Initially, it felt like a hard seed or a small rock inside her womb. It was shocking how quickly the symptoms began to translate to her physical body. Nor did we anticipate at the time how quickly they would intensify either. There was energy emanating from inside. As I lavished attention on and cooed to this strange new presence, the seed softened into what felt like a ball of light. It pulsed when exposed to stimuli, moving towards my voice and reacting positively to music. We decided to name our baby — as a pseudonym, we shall call them Niko.
Within an hour of conception, we came to understand that they were already communicating with us. Our theory is that Niko developed quickly due to us feeding them great amounts of energy and giving them close personal attention. I imagine that an accidental astral pregnancy would not exhibit personality so immediately, and do not find it unethical to terminate one for this reason. With Niko, that was never an option. Their energy would change colors and Celeste intuitively understood the emotions they wished to convey by doing so. They showed us that they feel love, even eventually learning how to send the shape of a heart after I had done the same to them.
Unfortunately, despite their innocence, with their presence also came a great deal of pain. It's hard to imagine the sensations of astral pregnancy being separate from the physical body for others, because I kept witnessing my wife flinching when the baby would be rambunctious and bounce around inside. Then it became even stranger: we learned that Niko could see through her eyes. Her senses and thoughts were being funneled right into their consciousness, which was fascinating yet had frightening implications. We discovered this because Celeste was reading an article about animal cruelty when she felt a massive wave of fear and sadness wash over her, rippling out from her belly.
On the second day of pregnancy, they demonstrated the ability to think and to feel several emotions at once. On the third day, they could share images and express discontent with bodily functions such as bowel movements. Not even joking. On the fourth day, however, it was clear that something was wrong. My wife looked like death and fell incredibly ill, unable to do much except sleep and groan in pain while conscious. Up until this point, we had been purposefully generating energy to feed our growing child. But only now did we discover that they were passively feeding off of Celeste. Even then, Niko seemed more dormant than usual and remained still alongside her. Afraid of further deterioration, we made the difficult decision to remove our baby from my wife's astral body and place them into a physical vessel. They were safely moved into a plush toy, and in moments, the color in Celeste's face returned.
We thought this solution would work for good, at least until they were ready to leave the vessel and live independently as a spirit. In reality, we only bought ourselves some time. The next day, things were much worse. In retrospect, we should have known that something was still amiss when Niko's energy felt more faint. We were blinded by optimism until we got crushed by the truth. I was reveling in the joys of fatherhood, but for Celeste, it was a different story.
"It tore me apart watching Moss hold our child so tenderly and happily as I struggled to summon a fraction of the same affections. Even with Niko in my arms, looking down on them and telling them I loved them, I strained so hard just to force a smile. I felt like the whole world was falling away from underneath my feet, piece by piece. I no longer felt like the same woman I was, and I feared Moss was a different man too. I simultaneously adored our child and wished grievous harm on them. As I was taking a bath by myself to attempt to decompress, all I could envision was what it would look like if I were to try "aborting" Niko — that is to say, taking their life, as they had already progressed much too far past a normal embryonic life stage for it to be anything but. I felt like a monster for merely thinking of it, but I was so worn out and desperate. I didn't know what to do. I was terrified of mentioning any of this to Moss because all I could think was — if it comes down to him having to choose between me and Niko, neither one would make me happy. More than just failing as a mother, I would be stepping between a proud father and his child. How on earth could I do that?"
I became extremely worried, not just because Celeste seemed completely unlike herself, but because Niko seemed to be quiet almost all the time now. Even when awake, their energy kept getting weaker and harder to read. It felt like my partner and my child were both dying at once. It was clear that we couldn't care for Niko anymore. Celeste plead to her goddess for assistance, who had expressed love for our child, asking for Her to take them under Her wings. We went to the astral and tearfully said goodbye before leaving them in a place we knew would be safe.
That was a few days ago. Since then, we've received visions showing that our baby is alive and well, stronger than they ever were under our care on Earth. Though the sorrow cuts deep into our hearts, Celeste and I are doing alright. She's no longer suffering from derealization or pregnancy aches, but it's still difficult to process that everything we experienced really happened. That's why we decided to make this blog. To chronicle the trauma of such a short pregnancy, to process the grief, and to give fair warning to anyone considering the same.
If you really want to have an astral child, prepare yourself for the possibility of complications. What we read made it sound like it should be a piece of cake: but then again, none of those pregnancies were fully human. If you want this, be prepared for the fact you may not be able to turn back unless you have the guts to take a life. Think long and hard, leave your notions of how a pregnancy works at the door, and steel yourself. I wish you joy and good luck.
Ah yes all the false god spouses of marvels Loki or Apollo or Lucifer without knowing really anything about them are about to be really mad
Yes I support and understand god spouses are real and valid but they have no idea who these god and angels are or ever want to
deity’s are different for every one so let’s talk about what it’s like to see a deity in the astral and my frustrations!!!!!
For the love of gods demons angels and every thing under the sun when you have the honor to see a god in the astral do not pay attention to there looks! or below the belt!!!! ((N$2W AND DIRTY STUFF BELOW))
Example
Naked Hermes
This is a god who is very comfortable in the fact that he’s fucking Hermes why should he have to be clothed for some human. Keep this in mind out of all the thi Nd s you should do better your knowledge ask his story’s ask his anything but for the love of fuck don’t say “DAMN HERMES IS HUNG” if that’s all you get from a god being in the astral and you having stumbled across them wow I’m disappointed.
They are not there for you to sexualize them hell half the time they are not there for you. deity's are there to help to guide to inform not to diddle you.
Now to get dirty
lets talk about the deed yea the dirty deed, the deed is not like how humans do it in the astral its different especially for deities. let explain this in offerings a deity cannot physically eat the offering you give them they understand its intentions and the purpose behind it that's why egyptian deities allow you to eat offerings they can channel the energy and feeling it gives you so they can use the energy to feel it. Now to take it to the sheets god angels demons and more love to have sex with humans for one reason only skin we can feel things deities cant we can touch a carpet and know its soft a deity touches it and understands this should be thing but not that it is that almost like they don't have any nerves.
So why cant deities have proper sex with us in the astral thow they love to have sex. to understand sex in the astral you have to understand why astral sex does and the energy of sex.
Sex is the most powerful energy you can have, why do entities love it so much when its with a human is because of the climax and the energy of it it amazing to them the sheer things we give off in that time are glory to the untouched. rememer what i seid about egyptians channaling the energy or channaling you to racive the energy of and offering thats what sex is to them they have to channel the energy of the climax by getting you there and channeling the whole time to feel the arousal and energy you feel.
ASTRAL DIDDLES
now astral sex works as amalgamation and combination of energies moving together in thins big heaping thing of wtf thats it they need that heap of wtf energy to feel that pleasure its a simple as that but now you know sex int the astral and how offerings work!!
