When I was 12 I wrote in my diary "If God made humans in his image, he must be a cruel man."
When I was 16 I wrote "I prayed today. Not to God, I think, but to someone. A friend told be about his pilgrimage, he said he didn't find God, but behind every turn, he looked himself in the eye instead. It made me feel so lonely. I don't feel any better yet."















