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I know it's been a long time since I've posted anything. But I had forgotten I wrote this forever ago and forgot to post it. So here it is, just a little something I wrote. It's nothing too special but I hope you all like it. @princejoongie1997 chose the gif😂.

[2019.6.24]

Hello love. We’re in Australia right now. It’s warm and always sunny. I was actually really surprised by how late the sun goes down here. We should come here together sometime. The locals are really nice and the food is amazing. We’re having our concert tonight. The boys and I spent half the day today and all day practicing and preparing. I know you’ll be following the concert and reading up on how well it went on social media. Wish you were here with me. I promise I’ll be home soon.

Love, Hongjoong

[2019.6.25]

It’s me again, Hongjoong. How are you today? I hope you’re doing ok and not stressed. I can’t be there to cheer you up right now so I need you to be strong and when I return I’ll make it up to you. We’re leaving Australia now. The concert was amazing. Have you seen all the video and pictures? I’ll have to show you all the ones me and the boys took. Our next destination is London. I can’t wait to see Big Ben, try all the tea and all the food. I want us to ride the London Eye together someday. Well our plane is about to take off so I’ll let you know when we land safely.

XOXO, Hongjoong.

[2019.6.26]

We’ve landed safely in London. I would’ve written sooner but our schedule is really packed today so I might not have a lot of time to message you but I promise I will every chance I can get. We had breakfast at this amazing cafe after we got settled into the hotel. Reminds me of the one we visited on our first date. It’s gloomy and rainy but everyone says that’s how it usually is here. But I don’t mind it. I feel inspired to write a new song. Our fans have been so amazing. I’m thinking about writing a song for them again, since they remind me/us of an aura. But I’m just throwing around ideas right now. I’m sitting by the window of our hotel room looking at all the city lights below. It’s raining again. I’m feeling very relaxed. I love nights like these.The only thing that’s missing is you in my arms.Well tomorrow is our concert, I think I’m gonna get to bed now so I can be well rested for tomorrow.

Goodnight love, Hongjoong

[2019.6.27]

Hey baby. Our London concert is tonight. We’re all super excited. But the boys said they miss you, I do too. I miss you very much. I can’t wait to hold you and kiss you. I miss waking up next to you, coming home to a long day to you in the kitchen cooking dinner or dancing around the house while you blast music when you’re cleaning or just bored. I miss playing games with you and how competitive the two of us get. I miss how you’d purse out your lower lip in a pout after you’ve lost. Two months is way too long to be away from you. But I promise I’ll be home soon, I’ll make up for all the lost time. It’s time for practice, I’ll write to you after the concert is over and we’re back at the hotel. So the concert was a success. Another sold out show. Speaking of shows. Our manager pulled us all aside and told us that KQ has decided to add a few more stops to our tour. So it looks like we won’t be coming home after this like we planned. As much as I love touring and performing for our fans, I miss you most. This is torture for me. It’s only a couple more stops but I was hoping to have you in my arms this time a couple of days from now. But I guess we’ll both have to endure it and stay strong a little longer. I’m so sorry to have to tell you this.

I love you so much, Hongjoong

Your heart sunk to the floor. The words echoing in your mind. He was supposed to be home in two days. How much longer are you going to have to be separated from him? Hasn’t two months been enough? Blaming your luck forcefully pressed the lock button on your phone before storming off to your room - tears stung at your eyes. Tossing yourself into the bed you grabbed the pillow Hongjoong used, holding it as tight as you could. Sobbing into the pillow you decided to just sleep the time away, and you did.

Two days passed in a blur. You went about your daily life on autopilot. Not much of anything bringing you joy like it usually did. The only thing that could was on the other side of the world. You haven't heard much from your boyfriend either. Not that it was unusual to go a couple days without hearing from him. Stepping into the too empty apartment, you tossed your purse and jacket onto the couch before making your way to your bedroom. After a quick shower you slipped into some of your boyfriend's clothes before burying yourself under the blankets. The next morning started out no different from the past two months. Washing your face you decided to have a bite of something for breakfast, Hongjoong would scold you if he found out you’d been skipping meals.

Your ears perked up when you heard the faint sound of food sizzling in a skillet, the savory scent of fresh brewed coffee wafted throughout the apartment. Quietly making your way down the hallway towards the kitchen you peaked around the corner to see an all too familiar figure standing there, their back to you as they bustled around the kitchen while humming a soft yet unfamiliar tune that sent goosebumps up and down your arms. Stand there in shock you stood there taking it all in. After plating the food to his liking and pouring two cups of coffee he turned around to set the table only to see you standing there in shock. Setting down the plates he stared back into your eyes, a smile that only formed for you spread across his face. His eyes seemed to sparkle as if a thousand stars just exploded in the darkness of his irises. “Good morning my sleeping beauty. Thought I was actu-”

Cutting him off you darted forward and wrapped your arms as tight as you could around his torso. Tears pooled up in your eyes, burying your face in his chest. You were sure you were soaking his shirt. But you didn’t care. At this moment you didn’t care for any explanation. He was home.

“Welcome home.”

Snaking one arm around your waist, pulling you closer to him, and the other up your back to cradle the back of your head in his hand. Gently stroking your hair Hongjoong brought his head down to your neck, becoming intoxicated off your sweet scent, he whispered in your ear,

“I’m home.”

[sidereal-fantasies]

Lover’s Nightmare

[Jung Wooyoung]

🎃 Love/Hate - Cameron Sanderson 🎃

Murderer/Serial Killer!Jung Wooyoung

Short One-Shot/Drabble

WARNING(S): Implied descriptions of blood, Minor Cursing

Jung Wooyoung was the epitome of sweet temptation and impish desires wrapped up in a pleasant daydream.

A man who was known by many as a social butterfly who had the most unusual connections and a typical reputation of being the eyecandy of many hopeless romantics. Despite these attempts to connect with everyone, an air of mystery always followed Wooyoung wherever he went. It wasn’t troublesome, but given his social nature, it was quite peculiar.

Or perhaps, that was you reading too much into his character.

It was one of the many mysteries that surrounded Wooyoung for you always remained focused on work and school. Experiencing romance had always fallen low on the list of priorities in life for you. You never complained nor felt guilty for being straightforward with your intentions. You were simply a college student drowning in student debt and working a basic part-time job that barely gave you enough hours to cover for basic necessities. Romance wasn’t exactly in your schedule.

Wooyoung’s care-free nature and your disciplined front clashed, but here you were; taking the dive and being blinded by Wooyoung’s affection.

His smile, sweet as the sugar mixed in a stolen spoonful of cookie dough and warm like the sunshine in the early morning hours never failed to bring about a spur of butterflies in your stomach each and every time you were able to catch a glimpse of it. His playfulness was contagious, always succeeding in distracting you from the stressfulness of life. Couple that smile with his melodic laughter and you were completely smittened—blinded even, in the illusion of love that the two of you managed to create over a short period of time. Oh, how foolish you were to let your guard down the moment you deemed it was safe to do so. Perhaps that’s when your unfortunate fate was sealed.

Perhaps, it was the moment you fell in love with Jung Wooyoung. For that feeling of your heart swelling with admiration and desire was all that was needed to keep you from noticing the dark future that awaited you.

You were convinced, however, like the lovestruck fool that you were, that this was all some nightmare that you were stuck in. A bad dream that will end the moment you take your final breath and ultimately wake up with Wooyoung’s arms wrapped tightly around your waist, protecting you from the little monsters that roam at night and terrorize those in dreamland.

Yet, here you were instead, staring up at the same face that you fell in love with as he loomed over you with the moonlight illuminating his figure as if he is some fallen angel waiting for that very moment you hoped would reveal a better fate.

The air, as thick as it was with the scent of iron, was cool. It was the only thing that brought you comfort as the feeling of life in your body seeped away. The wound to your side throbbed violently with each passing moment, but you couldn’t manage to put enough pressure on it and therefore, left your body to lay on the concrete, waiting patiently for Wooyoung to cut the last thread you were desperately hanging on to.

“Sweetheart,” Wooyoung hummed as he crouched down.

Your chapped lips remained tightly pressed together, not daring to say anything to the man you once called your lover.

“You were so close,” he sighed as his hand reached out for one of your own. His fingers grazed the inside of your cold palm. “Just a few more steps and you would have been free.”

You swallowed the hard lump that had formed in your throat as you glared at the man above you.

“Fuck you, Jung Wooyoung,” you cursed.

No words left Wooyoung’s mouth. All he gave in response was a simple shrug of the shoulders before he sat down right next to you. He broke his gaze away from your piercing one and glanced up at the night sky above you two.

“It won’t be long now, [Name],” he chuckled softly. “You still have a few hours before Halloween ends and then maybe, you’ll be able to escape your little nightmare.”

A little nightmare. That’s all this is, after all, you thought as you sucked in a shaky breath. Like the fool you were, you still tried to convince yourself just that. However, it felt like time was not on your side as each breath you took seemed to take every bit of energy you had. Your heart refused to speed up its tempo, dragging every beat out for as long as it can. Eventually, you turned your own eyes up towards the sky in an attempt to bury the bitterness that clouded your mind deep down in your soul. This is it, you thought, staring at the moon above. I’ll die with the moon as my only witness.

Only silence came as an answer as Wooyoung turned to look back at your sprawled figure. The rosy hue that once decorated your warm cheeks now formed a bloody puddle underneath your body. Your breath, often wasted in muttered curses directed towards your assignments and work, was now shallow— almost too shallow for Wooyoung’s liking.

“It’ll be okay,” Wooyoung murmured softly as he brushed a few stray strands of hair off your sweat-covered forehead.

“I’ll wake you up a little later. Just sleep this bad dream away for now.”

[cozykpopblurbs]

[10:12am] Seonghwa feels his heart skip a beat when you buy him a tiny plant for his desk.

[atzhours]

꒰ 9:58pm ꒱ ー ! park seonghwa

you knew you looked like an absolute mess at the moment; your hair tangled around your head, a blindfold messily covering your eyes as drool drips from your swollen lips as seonghwa continues to thrust into you, silent grunts escaping from his mouth. your fingers curl around the pillow beneath your head, wishing they could be buried in your boyfriend’s hair but you knew if you even tried to touch him he’d stop his movements.

“you’re doing so good for me baby, i might have to reward you,” seonghwa mutters and you can hear the smirk on his face but you moan loudly nonetheless, knowing that whatever he had in mind was going to be good.

[forhongjoong]

all yours

a soft but smutty first time fic in which hongjoong is leaving for two weeks worth of fansign’s and you want to make sure he’s thinking of you the whole time he’s away

pairing: kim hongjoong x female reader

word count: 4k

contains: first time, face sitting, blowjobs, slight dom!hongjoong towards the end, some dirty talk

(a/n: so it’s been probably a good 7 or so years since i even thought about writing any sort of fic but i just... couldn’t get the idea for this out of my head so here we are. if it sucks dont @ me but if you enjoy it pls do let me know!!! also i specifically made the read plus size bc i wanted to read some rep for us bigger atinys and i rarely find it anywhere in writing)

You let out a deep, shaky breath as you step back and take one final glance in the mirror. Your eyes rake over the simple but sexy red lingerie you had picked out for the occasion, and you try your hardest not to focus on all of the little flaws jumping out at you. Tonight was going to be a good night - a special night - and you had worked yourself up to it for so long , you weren’t about to let your self-consciousness get the best of you now. Tonight was your last night with Hongjoong before he left for two weeks of fansigns in different provinces throughout the country. It was also a few days before his birthday, and you were both pretty sad that you wouldn’t be able to celebrate together. The company had given the group a few days of vacation prior to setting off on the tour so you finally had him to yourself. You take another shaky breath and try and tamp down the rest of your nerves before you go out to face Hongjoong, who is lounging on the bed of your small Seoul studio apartment.

It’s not like you guys had never been intimate at all before but it was mostly short and steamy moments in between appearances or during your lunch break or in his studio when the rest of the group had already called it a night. This was the first full night you had him to yourself since you took the step past chaste kisses and shyly interlaced fingers and it was the first time, you’ll be taking this step – The Big Step. You were ready. You trust Hongjoong. You want him and you know it. But that tiny bit of insecurity just won’t leave you alone. You’re a bigger girl and these insecurities have been drilled into you from such a young age. You can’t help it, even if you know that Hongjoong loves you and everything about your body. Even when he’s told you that a million times. Your eyes just can’t help but glue themselves the small roles on your back or the way your arms fall against your sides or the jiggle in your thighs. Hongjoong has never seen you like this before, most of your prior intimate moments were too quick for clothing to come off or in the dark where you couldn’t be seen. What if he didn’t like you like this? What if you didn’t want you after seeing all of you? No. You aren’t going to let those thoughts get to you. You shake your head one last time and turns towards the door. You love him. You want this. You’re ready.

You open the door and see Hongjoong splayed across your bed in sweatpants and a t-shirt that looks extra-large on his small (but very toned) frame.  He’s half-heartedly scrolling through Netflix trying to find another film to watch while his other hand brings a beer can up to his mouth to take a sip.

“Babe, I think we should-“ he stops mid-sentence when he finally lays eyes on you, nearly choking on the sip of beer he just took. “Fuck.”

He immediately sets the beer down and pushes the laptop to the side. He rolls off the bed and starts making his way towards you, taking in every inch of your body. His eyes are burning into you and your body starts to heat up. You fidget and fight the urge to turn around, walk straight back into the bathroom, and lock the door behind you. Your arms instinctively wrap around your stomach to cover the area you’re most insecure about and you bite your lip, avoiding his eyes at all costs.

“Fuck baby, you look… incredible,” he’s standing in front of you now and he softly tilts your chin up, forcing you to look at him. His eyes are soft and warm and loving, the eyes that made you fall for him. But you see something deeper than that tonight. Underneath the typical soft warmth, you can see a hint a darkness and lust and even beyond that, hunger. For you.

“You like it?” You bite your lip nervously and Hongjoong nods as he gently takes both of your hands in his, pulling them away from your stomach, “Your birthday is in a few days and I- I wanted to give you something really special. Something that would make you think of me the whole time you’re on tour.”

You look up at him again, a burst of confidence surging through you, and you slide one of your hands up his arm and onto his shoulder. You feel his goosebumps under your touch and the tiny shiver he lets out and you realize how much you have on effect on him. He can’t keep his eyes from roaming up and down your body; an act that would have made you feel so self-conscious just twenty minutes early but pushes you forward, and has you lead him towards the bed.

“You’re going to be the death of me,” he says with a chuckle, letting himself be pulled to the bed. “God baby, you can’t just… spring this on me with no warning. I was so not prepared for this. Like, holy shit you just look – wow.”

Hearing Hongjoong stutter over his words makes you giggle, and your nervousness starts to melt away as you think about how much he wants you, how much he loves you. You turn him and push him back onto the bed gently, desire starting to burn deep in your stomach. He swallows hard and slides back so he’s leaning against the headboard, his eyes never leaving yours. You crawl onto the bad and straddle yourself on his lap, always careful to never put too much weight on him. His hands instinctively go to rest on your hips and his thumb gently strokes the skin there causing you to shiver. You cup his face in your hands and lean down to give him a soft but needy to kiss.

“I want you,” you say softly, trailing one of your hands down his neck and onto his chest. He’s small but he’s toned, and you’ve always found his chest to be so sexy. You lean down and place a kiss in the crook of his neck, “So badly.”

He hisses and tightens his grip on your hips. You can tell he’s fighting the urge to flip you over and take control. He loves to be dominant, but this night is about you and your comfort, so he lets you keep the pace.

“I’m yours. All yours,” He smiles up at you and your heart melts as you lean down to kiss him, harder this time. Your mouth opens to deepen the kiss and he follows your lead, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you closer to him. You tangle you hands in his soft hair, still tinged red from One To All promotions and you moan as he takes your bottom lip in between his teeth. Biting. He knows that’s a weakness of yours and you’ve had more than one instance of rushing of covering up love bites he’s left behind after visiting you during your lunch breaks.

You roll your hips down and the noise that escapes him is guttural. He bucks his hips up in response and you gasp, your grip in his hair tightening. He smirks against your lips and begins to sit you both upright, his hands travel up to the clasp of your bra and as he starts to unhook it, you involuntarily flinch. You pull back slightly, nervousness visible in your eyes again. You’d never been this exposed in front of him and certainly not with the lights on. Hongjoong notices the look in your eyes and brings a hand around to cup your face. His eyes search yours and it’s as if he can tell what’s bothering you simply from that.

“You’re so so beautiful baby. Always,” he bites his lip, “and I want you… I want to see all of you like this. But only if you’re comfortable. That’s always the most important thing to me.” You smile softly and wrap your arms around Hongjoong’s neck. How did you get so lucky? You never imagined finding someone who makes you feel so giddy and comfortable and loved all the time, but then Hongjoong stumbled into your life and everything changed. You love him. And you want to share this, share yourself with him. And you want him to share himself with you too. You reach around and unclasp your bra, gingerly sliding the straps down off your shoulders. Hongjoong holds his breath and his eyes trail downwards as you slowly expose more and more of your breasts to him. He helps you pull the straps off your arms and tosses the bra off the bed, his eyes never once leaving your chest. You flush red and, quick to even the score, you tug at his t-shirt indicating that you want it off. He chuckles and lets you pull the soft black cloth over his head and it joins your bra on the floor. You take in his exposed chest. You’d obviously seen it before but never in this manner. Your eyes make their way down his body, taking in the all the moles which you love so deeply and his toned abdomen, all leading you down to the faint dusting of dark hair that trails into his sweatpants. Fuck. Your boyfriend is sexy as hell.

You’re brought back to reality when Hongjoong takes one of your breasts in his hand, squeezing as his thumb brushes ever so slightly over your nipple. You gasp and arch your back forward and a smirk plants itself on Hoongjoong’s face. He repeats the motion, harder this time, and your head falls forward onto his chest as moan tumbles from your lips.

“Oh, you like that, huh, baby?” You can hear the smirk in his voice as he brings his other hand up to your unattended breast, this time pinching your nipple between his fingers. You let out a yelp and grind down on his crotch, unable to control your body’s reaction. You can feel how hard he is underneath you and Hongjoong let’s out a deep hiss from the sensation. He pulls your chin up and his lips are on immediately on yours, needy and heavy, his tongue in your mouth. You kiss him back with the same desperation, fisting your hands in his hair and continuing to grind down on his hard member, the sensation radiating through your core. Hongjoong is kissing his way down your neck now, stopping to nip at your earlobe, earning another loud moan from you. He finds your sensitive spot and quickly works a love bite into your skin. He gently kisses the now purple mark and continues to trail kisses down to your breast, quickly taking a nipple into his mouth. You moan relentlessly as he works one nipple with his mouth and the other with his fingers, stopping after a bit to switch.

Your arousal is getting unbearable now and you want more. You need more. You grab one of Hongjoong’s wrists and lead it down your body, leaving it hovering over your core as realization hits him. He looks up at you, his eyes widened slightly in surprise at your boldness, but he wastes no time in pressing his hand to your sex, gently running a finger along your panty-clad folds. A shudder runs through you and you would have fallen back if not for Hongjoong’s other hand holding you steady against him. He looks up at you again, this time his eyes darkened with desire, and his fingers teasingly dance along the hem of your panties.

“Joong, please~” You whimper and Hongjoong almost loses it at the sound of his name falling from your lips in such a desperate manner. He dips his hand into your panties and one of his fingers immediately finds your clit, circling around the sensitive bud a few times before sliding further down your folds and teasing your entrance.

“You’re so wet for me, baby,” He muses, eyes fixed on your crotch and the way his fingers are working you. He slowly dips a finger into your entrance, and you gasp loudly, bucking against his hand. He chuckles and pulls his finger out before plunging back in with a second finger added. “So fucking sexy.”

Hongjoong’s fingers skillfully work your core and have you pouring out profanities mixed in with your moans. You can feel how much he’s getting off on the way his actions are impacting you. You can see the tent in his sweatpants indicating just how turned on he is. You’re eager to take some of your control back and you loved the look on his face earlier when you led his hand down to your wet sex. You want to seem him look at you like that again.

“Joong, I want –“ You hesitate and stutter, the image of what you’re about to ask flashing before your eyes. Hongjoong senses your hesitation and brings his unoccupied hand up to cup your face, eyeing you softly.

“What do you want babe? You can tell me.” He nods reassuringly, bringing a soft kiss to your lips for emphasis. You smile softly at him and his actions remind you just how much he loves you. Insecurities be damned, tonight was about you and Hongjoong and the two of you sharing this moment with each other. You square your shoulders and look him straight in the eye as the words fall out of your mouth.

“I want to sit on your face.”

You can tell he’s taken aback by the request. His eyes widen and his mouth drops open and you can practically his mind is processing the words you just said. He processes quickly and his eyes return to the darkened shade of lust. Next thing you know he’s scrambling out from under you and laying back on the bed in anticipation. You chuckle at his eagerness and take note at the fact that the poor man is still painfully straining through his sweatpants. He’s been so focused on making you feel good and you’ve been so focusing on the way he’s been making you feel; he’s gotten almost no attention himself. You make a mental note to fix that very soon.

You sit up and shimmy out of your panties, painfully aware of the fact that you are now completely naked in front of him. The way he’s taking in every inch of your body makes you blush and the heat pooling in your core only intensifies. You quickly make your way to the top of the bed and face forward as you position yourself over his face. You look down at him for affirmation and he nods eagerly, biting his lip in anticipation. You slowly lower yourself down towards his face and as soon as your thighs are in reach for him, he pulls you the rest of the way down, eagerly taking a long, slow lick up your slit. The noise you make is so wanton, you’re shocked to hear it come out of your own mouth. Hongjoong hums against your sex and puts his tongue to work on your clit. He tongues and sucks on the sensitive bud until you’re shaking so hard you have to brace yourself on his chest for support.

His tongue dips into your opening repeatedly and your moans are incessant at this point. You manage to focus your eyes forward and are drawn to the bulge in Hongjoong’s pants. An idea pops into your head and you smirk as you lean forward further, coming face-to-face with his erection. You begin to palm him through his sweats and he pauses his actions to let out a string of profanities against your inner thigh. Damn. He must have really been struggling to hold it in. You start to slide his sweatpants down and he lifts his hips allowing you to slide both them and his briefs down his legs. His cock isn’t super girthy but it’s lengthy and you don’t think you’ll be to fit the full thing in your mouth. You gently take his member in your hand and lick from the base all the up to the tip, tonguing at the head before taking his tip into your mouth. Hongjoong is moaning against your thigh, but never one to be beat out, he puts his tongue back to work on your clit and slides one of his fingers into you. You moan loudly and you can feel him shudder in reaction to the sensation against his cock.

You take more of him in your mouth, eager to see how much you can handle. When his tip hits the back of your throat and you gag a bit, there’s still quite a bit left to go so you use your hand to make up for the length you can’t take. You slowly pump your mouth up and down, using your hand to pump the area you can’t reach. Hongjoong is trying his best not to buck his hips into your mouth but you can feel him twitching beneath you. You smirk as you swirl you tongue around his head, kind of amazed at the effect you’re able to have on him. Your focus doesn’t last for long as Hongjoong is fucking three fingers into you now, his tongue still working on your clit, and you can feel the heat in your core growing and expanding as your climax approaches.

“Joong, I’m so close.” Your head falls onto Hongjoong’s thigh and he picks up the pace. Your thighs clamp around his face and you’re bucking your hips against his mouth and his fingers feel oh so good inside of you. Your body starts to shake as you reach the edge and Hoongjoong’s name is spilling out of your mouth repeatedly as you cum. You collapse on top of him and catch your breath. He peppers soft kisses along the inside of your thighs, and you can feel him smiling against your skin.

After taking a moment to recuperate you crawl back up to him and pull him into a deep kiss. His mouth slots against yours as his hands run lazily up and down your back. Later you realize you were too blissed out and too happy to even feel insecure when he touched your love handles. You’re worn out but you’re not ready to stop and you want to make sure Hongjoong gets off before the night is over. You reach over into your nightstand drawer and dig around a bit before pulling out a condom. Hongjoong raises his eyebrows at this and you shrug innocently.

“What?” You say, in a tone that’s anything but innocent, “So maybe I’ve been wanting this for a while.” Hongjoong chuckles and pulls you back into him planting kisses all over your face before working his way down to your neck again. You tilt your head and allow him access and sigh at the sensation. One of his hands comes up to cup your breast again and he squeezes gently. You could definitely get use to nights like this with him.

You know Hongjoong likes to dom in the bedroom, thanks to a very drunken game of 20 Questions that happened on one of your earlier dates. He’s been so gentle and patient all night, making sure you were comfortable with the pace of things and putting your pleasure first, you wanted him to have his pleasure now.

“Baby –“ You say softly. You rarely call him ‘baby’. That was more of his pet name for you. You preferred to call him Joong with the occasional ‘babe’ thrown in. Hearing you use the rare pet name causes him to pause his actions and he looks up at you expectantly.

“I want you to take me now.”

Those words flip a switch in him and next thing you know, he flips you onto your back and you let out of yelp from the sheer force of it. He kicks his sweats and boxers off completely and tears open the condom package, rolling the protection over his length. His eyes are dark. The darkest they’ve been yet tonight, and you can feel the heat returning to your core with the anticipation of what’s to come. Hongjoong strokes his cock and runs it up and down your slit a few times causing you to shudder. He pauses at your entrance looking to you for affirmation. You bite your lip and nod and he’s pushing into you at a steady yet relatively slow pace. You were no virgin, but the last time you had sex was long before you started dating Hongjoong and he knew that (thanks again 20 Questions). You can tell he’s eager to fuck you, but he waits patiently for you to adjust and for some of the discomfort to subside.

You give him the go ahead and he pulls out before ramming back into you at full force. You cry out and tighten your grip on his biceps. He’s railing into you now and each thrust radiates through your entire body. He’s moaning each time he pushes into you and you don’t think you’ve ever heard something sound more beautiful. Hongjoong takes one of your legs and perches it over his shoulder and suddenly he hits a new angle that drives you wild. You call out his name with your head thrown back in ecstasy and your walls clench around him with each thrust.

“You look so beautiful laid out for me like this, baby.” His pet name for you has never sounded so dirty… or so good. “Moaning my name while I fuck you so hard. You’re such a good girl. You like this, huh?”

You whimper in agreement, unable to form actual words and dig your nails into his skin so hard, you briefly worry you might have drawn blood. He somehow manages to pick up the pace even more and you’re seeing stars behind you eyes at this point. He drives you closer and closer to another climax and you’re repeatedly clenching and unclenching around his cockr. You can tell that you’re close and he’s loving everything moment of it.

“You gonna cum for me again? You love the way I’m fucking you right now and you wanna cum around my cock, yeah baby?”

You’re cry out his name and Hongjoong finally pushes you over your edge sending you into a state of bliss for the second time tonight. He rides out your high with you and the sensation drives him closer to his edge. He grips on your thighs as he pounds into you, each stroke becoming more erratic as he reaches his climax. It hits him and he’s spilling out profanities and your name and he collapses on top of you. You’re both out of breath and sweaty and fucked out and you lean down to kiss him lazily, trying to convey all of the feelings you’ve had tonight.

“I love you so much, Joong.” You wrap your arms around him and curl up into his comforting embrace, not ready to get up just yet.

“I love you too. So so much.”

An hour later after a shower that almost led to round two, you and Hongjoong are curled up under your blankets and he’s playing with your fingers absentmindedly. You feel so warm and content. So lucky to have someone who loves you and will love you through every insecure moment you might have. He proves to you time and time again that you’re the only one for him and you really, honestly, and truly believe him. You smile and plant a kiss in his soft hair, knowing he knows exactly how you feel. He sits up suddenly and pouts at you.

“How am I ever supposed to survive without you for two whole weeks after this?” You laugh and pulling him back down to you, smiling into a kiss.

[atinyhours]

aftercare with ateez

anon:  Can you do aftercare with ateez

authors note: i kinda wanted to make this a headcannon individual series but i felt like this reaction format worked with the plot better but i love bullet points too much. rest of the boys below the break.

Hongjoong:

ahh the most precious baby boy in the world

he’s so so gentle with you

all his touches are soft and light because he doesn’t want to overstimulate you too much

joong asks you how you are, offers you water and snacks 

“do you want water? i can go grab you some chocolate. does anything hurt?”

he just wants to take care of you and make sure you feel okay and your emotions have settled down

he’s ready to cuddle you forever and kiss your forehead and give you all the love in the world

Seonghwa:

goes super soft dom and wants to take care of you 

cleans you up with a wash cloth and grabs you new clothes

pulls you in immediately and holds you so super duper tight

“how’re you feeling baby? is there anything you need?”

he knows sometimes he goes too hard so he makes sure that he didn’t leave any wounds or anything

he rubs lotion on your skin and brings you water

sings you to sleep if you’re tired and mumbles little sweet sentiments until you’re sleeping

Yunho:

knows you just wanna relax, but knows you also want to shower

carries you there and sets you down on the counter

turns the water kinda really hot because he knows you like it that way

cleans you down and holds you and kisses your cheeks and is the absolute best boyfriend in the entire world

dries you off

gets you new clean clothes

probably a shirt of his

and turns on your favorite animated movie as you fall asleep in his bed

he’s a gentle giant and he would do absolutely anything for you

Yeosang:

(you’re yunho in this gif)

he goes straight to baby mode

he knows he should put some clothes on and change the sheets and clean up a little

but he just wants to sleep

if you need anything he’ll offer to go get it, but it’ll take him a little bit to put himself together and find some clean clothes

if anything you’d be the one to drag him to the shower 

sangie won’t move off the bed once he has lied down 

but he’ll snuggle in real close and thank you a billion times for being so lovely and for living him

San:

still has so much energy for some reason??

already has a clean pair of sheets ready if he needs to change them

has a small snack and water in his room for both of you

gets a warm washcloth to clean of your bodies because a shower is too much effort no matter how much energy he has

insists you wear a shirt of his

shifts the cuddle position so your head is on his chest and he rubs your back and runs his fingers through your hair

falls asleep first, but mumbles about how much he loves you in his sleep

Mingi:

a big ole boy who wants to be taken care of

first thing he does is make sure you are okay and you get what you need

but reallllly wants you to do the same from him

he’d melt if you brought him clean clothes

and cleaned him off

and back hugged him

wants so badly to be all domestic with you and brush your teeth together and be so sweet

please spoon this baby,, he wants to be held

Wooyoung:

(you’re mingi uwu)

he needs a little bit to just breathe and calm down and get out of his headspace

just wants to lay there in silence with you for a little bit

once he’s finally settled down, he lifts you up and carries you to the shower

everything is quiet until he starts humming and it’s echoing in the shower and everything is gentle and soft

carries you back to bed and lays down with you

has so much affection to share, so many little kisses and snuggles

the clingiest baby

Jongho:

first thing he does is kiss your forehead and rub his thumb on yours and is really subtly affectionate

asks you what you want, to shower or if you’re just okay with being wiped down with a wash cloth

grabs you your water bottle

he just wants to make you happy and feel comfortable and safe

if you wanted to watch a movie, he’s on it

if you want to go to sleep, he’s already holding you so tight

he’d give you the whole world if he could

[mylovelysanshine]

home; choi san ft. jung wooyoung

summary:

"as long as you are happy, as long as she is happy, my heart will be at ease. no matter how hurt it is." in which choi san, who is in love with you, is willing to give up his desire to confess to you for his best friend who has feelings for you. but does he knows what are your true feelings? no.

or

a love triangle between you, san and wooyoung

g: angst, fluff, romance

w!: cursing of words and thats all ig, please tell me if there's something that triggered you!

a/n: this was requested by @iis4d ! i still remember your request hehe but sorry for taking this so long omg:( i hope you and my fellow atiny readers will like it!!! sorry if there's any errors in this writing,,,,:( but anyways enjoy!:D

for god's sake, san. can you at least becareful?!

oh come on, y/n! i wont die or something!

yes, san! you will die if you arent careful around anjanath!

you're at san's house, looking or mostly judging at how he plays the new game that he just brought from the game store near his house; monster hunter world. you're a fan of that game, truly in love with the series and how beautifully the graphic is but seeing how your best friend plays makes you want to smash your head onto the wall.

damn it! san shouted, flipping his controller when his character fainted for the first time

you facepalmed, massaging your temple while looking at the screen and at him i told you so

san glared at you and you giggled, eyes furrowing as his lips pouting which makes him look so adorable, having the urge to kiss him but you shook the thought off.

as if you have played this game before! he whined

uh yes i do, idiot! im hunter rank 250, okay! do no underestimate me! you said, smacking his arm lightly

it was true that you're a hunter rank 250 while he is just hunter rank 10, he have seen you played the game before and he wanted to try it too. probably because he wants to be on the same level as you so he could play together with you or he wants to play together with you. san couldnt think of things to backfire you over the game that you were good in it so he gave up and crossed his arms in defeat.

you laughed loudly, laughing because of how adorable san is. oh dont be mad~ you cooed, going down from the sofa to the floor, just to hug your best friend. you wrapped your arms and legs around his waist like a koala, placing your chin on his shoulder. is my sannie mad?? you asked, pouting cutely at him. san blushed, his face turning into a tomato. he didnt say anything which makes you truly believed that he was upset.

you frowned i really diㅡ AHHH

then, san headlocks you, making your body fall onto his lap as he messes up your hair with his free hand. being a competitive person you are, your hands went to his neck, trying to choke him. he let go of you, hands going to yours as he tries to break your grip off him which is an opportunity to run from san.

yaa!! y/n!!! you heard him scream as you went upstairs. you stopped for a moment, looking for rooms to hide until your eyes landed on his room, you ran when you heard his footsteps coming closer. you're not a fast runner but you passed your p.e tests last semester which was the day you're actually proud of. too bad san was faster than you when you tried to close and lock his door. both of you were pushing the door, one trying to open while another is trying to close until san pushed the door with his full strength, making you scream in horror as he grabs your arm.

you tried to run, trying to escape from his grip until your feet slipped ㅡdamn these socks ㅡmaking you fall onto the ground along with san. like a typical korean romance drama, the male character is ontop of the female character, staring into eachother's soul as the male got closer, eyes looking at you and to your lips until a knock distrupt your story.

san!!!! open the door!!!! it was wooyoung's voice screaming outside his house. both of you got up, scurried into different places; you in the living room while he takes the door. you were blushing mess, hair in a mess and your heart too

but you're not alone.

san opens the door, revealing wooyoung who was annoyed. what took you so long?! i've been waiting for you for the past five minutes!!

goddamn, woo. its not like you're going to die or somethingㅡ

yes i willㅡ oh! y/n!! wooyoung ran up to you, jumping at you, making you scream at how heavy he is as he hugs you. didnt know you are here! he exclaims, showing a bright smile.

well now you do, woo so can you please get off meㅡ you said, trying to breathe with the male body ontop of you. wooyoung giggled, apologising to you as he gets off before looking at the tv screen. isnt...that monster hunter world?

yeah? and what about it? san asked, sitting down on the floor beside you as you're on the couch. im playing that game too! hunter rank 10, just started playing it though wooyoung replied, turning his head to you how about you, y/n? have you played this game before?

you smiled at him hunter rank 250

wooyoung's eyes widened in surprise, body turning at your direction 250?! damn you crazy!

might be, i guess you shrugged as san continues to play his game

what's your weapon of your choice, san? wooyoung asked out of curiousity, looking at the screen that is currently loading the files of the game

dual blades san replied

and you, y/n?

insect glaive

wooyoung nodded at the information that was given to him thats cool! mine is dual blades too!

you raise your eyebrows really? would love to see the both you play together, probably the best duo with dual blades in this game you said, smiling at him before focusing on the screen, observing how san plays.

wooyoung pouted as he looks at you focusing on the tv instead of him, no ideas to have your attention on him and only him.

having san and wooyoung as your best friends can be a pain in the ass sometimes but having them in your life makes it fun and enjoyable, and you love the both of them equally. as you're walking your way to your classroom, a familiar voice was heard screaming your name. not to mention that you're in the hallway with people walking by.

wooyoung, its early in the morning. why are you screaming?! you hissed in annoyance, redness shown on your face. wooyoung smiled cheekily, giggling a little. i just wanted to say good morning to you~ he said, taking your hand and swinging it side to side. you massaged your temple with your free hand, sighing as you shook your head a little. good morning, woo. you're lucky that i love you you muttered, making wooyoung's eyes beams in happiness

then, the school bell rang, indicating that the first lesson has started. you widened your eyes, remembering that your first lesson is with ms chou, the teacher who is always coming for your ass. wooyoung, i need to go! ms chou will come at me if im late! see you later, bye bye! you said hurridly, releasing your hand from his and started running as if your life is at risk before he could stopped you.

wooyoung watches you from afar, your figure slowly disappearing from his sight. he sighs, shoulders going up and down before shaking his head, starting to walk his way to his class.

you slammed the door opened, seeing some of your classmates sitting on their seats, minding their own business. then your eyes trails to the teacher's desk, not seeing ms chou on present yet before landing your eyes on him. choi san. you took a sharp breathe, your lungs tightened automatically as your heart started to beat very fast. he was reading a book, probably a harry potter book and he looks peaceful, like an angel. unfortunately for your heart, the sun was shining against his skin, the light bouncing off from his skin, making him look ethereal. your head started to get dizzy as your legs dragged you to your table next to him without realising.

y/n? you snapped your eyes from wherever you were looking from to him.

y-yes? you managed to speak, despite having a lump in your throat before sitting down on your seat.

you look pale he said, closing his book shut before focusing on you are you sick?

h-huh before you could continue, he placed the back of his hand onto your forehead, trying to feel any heat. you watched every expressions he made, his eyebrows furrowing as he squinted his eyes with his nose scrunching and his cherry lips pouting. his lips. you have never been wanting to kiss his lips right now, how you want to taste his lips, how you want to claim his lips yours. then you caught his eyes, he's staring at you.

you didnt know why you're being like this after the incident that happened at san's house from a few days ago. you do have a little crush on san before but now, it seems like your crush on him is getting bigger and bigger. you hated it, hated to have feelings on your bestfriend that will most probably reject you.

y/n? san calls your name softly, snapping out from your daydream. you realised that san's face are close to yours, his nose ghosting onto yours but before you two took a step forward, the door slammed open.

sorry kids, ms chou was late!

oh what a deja vu..

after school has ended, you slowly pack your stuffs as your classmates made their way out from the classroom. you sighed, too caught up with the thought of san. before this situations between you and san happen, your other best friend, gahyeon, told you that san likes you but you didnt believe her in one bit despite having a close friendship with her for 3 years. you dont believe the boy that has been with you ever since you were out of your mother's womb would like you, there's alot of thirsty girls eyeing him since young and you bet that there will be or is a girl that would or has caught his eye

and that girl would not be you.

exiting the classroom and the school, you straightaway went to the library, wanting to clear your mind off by writing or probably reading a book or both.

san was making his way back home from school, too caught up with the thought of you. ever since that incident happened at his house, things became awkward between the both of you. how the both of you didnt greet eachother as used to, hugging eachother or any skinship between you two. especially this morning, how the both of you were so close enough to almost kiss eachother but that didnt happen even though he wants it to happen. he shook his head, shaking those thoughts away.

why would you like him? for someone who he thought is not handsome as wooyoung. he thought you would like wooyoung than him, and how he thought that you would choose other guys than him.

wooyoung, on the other hand, was thinking on how to confess his love to you. too stressed on his plan, wooyoung called san through his phone.

hey san? i need your help.

what do you need? san asked, throwing wooyoung a packet of chips before sitting the opposite of where wooyoung sits.

you know yunho is going to throw a huge party this friday, right? and how even everyone in our school is invited, right?

san furrowed his eyebrows, nodding his head a little, confused where wooyoung is going. ...yeah?

well, im going to plan to confess y/n on that day! san stops eating his chips as wooyoung continues but i dont know how to confess to her..

oh

wooyoung pouts, clasping his hands together into a ball help me, san! i cant think of anything...and you know alot about her more than i do!

well that's because im in love with her, woo he thought to himself before giving him a painful smile as he feels his heart drop at the thought of you and wooyoung together instead of him.

i will help

wooyoung's eyes beams in happiness really?!

san tries to keep his smile, nodding his head yes, of course, you're my best friend afterall.

wooyoung then hugs san tightly, showing how appreciative he is to san. thank you, san!

you're welcome, woo he said, trying to control his tears as he hugs him back

as long as you're happy, as long as she is happy, my heart will be at ease. no matter how hurt it is.

friday came by and you are sitting on the bench at the school garden with gahyeon who is playing games on her phone. too caught up reading your book, gahyeon spoke up.

hey, are you ready for tonight's party?

you lowered your book down a little, looking at gahyeon with a confused look.

there's a party tonight?

gahyeon rolled her eyes and face palmed yes, you forgetful idiot. remember yunho? that tall adorable looking puppy guy? he invites the whole school to his party, since his parents are out of town for the whole month.

okay, so? you asked, confused. you rarely go to parties because it drains your energy since there will be alot of people there and you're scared that anything might happened to you if you're drunk since males nowadays are just horny piece of shits who cant keep their dicks in their pants and does not know the meaning of consent. you're glad that gahyeon doesnt go to parties alot, though mostly the parties she goes to is her family business party.

so how about we go? gahyeon beams school has been a pain in the ass ever since the exam schedule came out so how about we go there to release our stress out?

and get drunk? yeah no

oh come on! just this once, y/n! and never again! gahyeon begs, giving you that puppy face that you couldnt resist whenever she wants or do something.

you groaned, closing your book, throwing your head back a little as you know you lost due to her cuteness. i mean, who would ignore gahyeon's adorable face?

..fine

day passed by quickly as you and gahyeon are getting ready for the party. since you dont have alot of fancy dresses to wear, you wore an off shoulder purple lace dress that your mom brought for you for your birthday. its not that tight or short for you and you are grateful for this dress to be yours, your mom has a better understanding of fashion and you than yourself. you look at the reflection of the mirror, looking at gahyeon who is stressing herself on which dress to choose for the party.

goddamn, gahyeon. is it that hard to choose a dress?

gahyeon glared at you yes it is, y/n! if you own alot of clothes, you would feel the sane way as me!

i do and all of them are comfortable and simple so i dont have a hard time choosing unlike you

ugh, whatever! you know what? im just going to choose this dress! she rummaged through her closet and picked out a short sleeveless red dress that have some pretty design but you dont care, you actually care if san is going to the party or not.

god, do you think y/n would come? wooyoung asked loudly as the music in yunho's house was blasting, bouncing up and down as he was nervous.

san chuckles, looking at his friend as he feels his heart stings. he was hoping for you not to come because he doesnt want to see you be with wooyoung but at the same he hopes to see you come, to see wooyoung confessing his love to you and you would accept it and see the both of you happy because you would choose other guys than him and to san, that's the truth.

i dont know, woo but i know she will he said, trying to comfort his friend with his best even if he feels worse.

then, you stepped into the house with your friend and san saw you from afar since both san and wooyoung is at the drinking section which is kinda far from the doorstep, along with people who is covering his sight from you as they are dancing in the area that he is in. but he indeed saw you and well, he's in awe on how beautiful you look and he realised that he's falling deeper in love with you. he swallowed hard, looking away as he closed his eyes. he cant be doing this right now, his friend likes you and he doesnt want to ruin this opportunity for wooyoung but yet, here he is ruining his own opportunity. he opened his eyes, to see if you werent there but you are still there, looking at him back. he took a sharp breathe before nudging wooyoung at the side.

she's here

wooyoung looks around, trying to find you in the crowded area where? where?

she's coming to our way with gahyeon so get ready, lover boy san said, giving him a smirk as both you and gahyeon walked to their direction

san!! wooyoung!! you called, releasing your hand from gahyeon and hug both of the boys as they hug you back. both of you look amazing, i wonder if there's any chicks hitting their shots at the both of you? you asked cheekily

wooyoung laughed, holding your hand nah, they dont caught my eyes like you do

you blushed, laughing a little thank you for the compliment, wooyoung. much appreciated

okay okay! anyways, boys. me and y/n are going to meet our girlfriends so if you could step away please! gahyeon said, cutting off from whatever wooyoung is trying to do. she glares at san we will get back at you later so tata! she continues with full of sass, gahyeon then takes your hand and pulls you away from the both of them.

damn, i was about to ask her to dance with me! i swear gahyeon loves to interrupt my opportunity! wooyoung gritted his teeth, feeling frustrated.

calm down, woo! they just came, let them have fun a little, will you? san said, calming his friend down.

yeah yeah, whatever. im going to find seonghwa for some advice and the rose, see you later with my future girlfriend! wooyoung jokes and pats his back before leaving him alone, finding his older friend.

san stood there alone, looking down on the floor as his heart breaks into pieces.

you sat on the couch with gahyeon, talking with her friends on how males can such be a pain in the ass. too caught up with the conversation, you saw one of her friends look up. you look at the direction she was looking at and you saw wooyoung standing infront of you. the conversation between the eight of you stops and all eyes look at wooyoung instead, confused on why he is here.

woo?

uh, y/n? can i talk to you for a moment? wooyoung asked nervously, looking down.

you looked at gahyeon's friends and gahyeon, who looks a little dark at the sight of wooyoung. you apologised to the seven of them before going up to wooyoung. without saying anything, wooyoung grabs your hand and pull you to wherever he wants you to go.

as gahyeon saw you being pulled by wooyoung, she sighs before standing up, making her friends look at her with confusion written all over their faces.

im going to talk to someone

san was sitting on the staircase, thinking about you as he drinks whatever liquid he was drinking, not caring much about his well being.

choi san he heard gahyeon's voice what the fuck?

what?

what the fuck are you doing, san? arent you supposed to confess to her? and not wooyoung? didnt you told me you like her? gahyeon asked angrily, standing infront of them with her arms crossed. he looks up and all gahyeon saw is sadness in his eyes, she couldnt help but feel pity for him

why? she asked softly

because i want wooyoung to be happy, i want y/n to be happy he confessed as tears builds up in his eyes i know she wont choose me

why? she asked again, but in a harsher tone

because i know, gahyeon. i knoㅡ

gahyeon cut him off, her fist hitting on the railing hard, not caring if it hurts are you some fucking fortune teller or something? do you know if she even likes you? san, you wont know anything if you dont take a step forward! she screams, angry at how stupid san is, how stupid his mindset is.

san didnt react at her ourburst but instead, he just stood up and walk pass her, walking towards the door.

choi san! gahyeon screams in anger as he exited from yunho's house.

what is it, wooyoung? you finally asked after he drags you into a garden, dragging you away from the noisy house. you see him breathing deeply with his shoulders going up and down before looking at you.

i-i like you, y/n he confessed, making your eyes widen in surprise. i really do like you, y/n. ever since i met you through san, i couldnt help but developed a liking towards you and i hope that you will accept me he ends off with a rose in his hands. you look at him, his eyes full of hope and you couldnt help but to think of san. no matter how much you want to stop thinking about him, the thought of san will always comes back and if you were to accept wooyoung's confession, it would be toxic for the both of you as you will still keep thinking about him and not wooyoung. though, you are thankful of him being your best friend but you have never thought of a new level between you and wooyoung. only san. choi san.

san, san, san, sanㅡ

im sorry you gasped for air, being to pressured with wooyoung's confession and the thought of san as tears starting to build up in your eyes. imㅡ im so sorry, wooyoung you apologised as you look at him im sorry

the hope in his eyes has faded as he lowers his hands down. it was quiet for a moment before he speaks up

..why?

san. choi san.

you were trying to find a way to answer but you couldnt, the lump in your throat was getting bigger and giving you a hard time to answer

is it because of san?

you paused, looking down before nodding y-yeah...

wooyoung chuckles sadly what a lucky guy he is. no matter how much i try, you will choose him either way

you look up, giving him an apologetic look but wooyoung gives you a smile. not the normal bright smile he used to give but an encouraging one

go and confess to him, y/n he said

you blinked, confused at what he was talking about.

looking at your confused face, he rolls his eyes and sighs go and confess to san, y/n before giving you the rose he is holding go

b-butㅡ

y/n, you better hurry up before i cry wooyoung said, his tears starting to spill as he pushes you out from the garden into yunho's house and before you could say anything, wooyoung slammed the door infront of you.

you gulped and look at the flower you are holding

confess to san

you breathe in and out, nodding your head and went to find san. you looked around the house, trying to him but instead you saw gahyeon walking to your direction

gahyeon! you called out, running to her where's san?

she looks surprised san? i dont know, why?

you hesitated, trying to find a way to answer her question ....i...im going to confess to him

y-you're going to confess to san?? i thought wooyoung confessedㅡ

can we talk about wooyoung later? i want to find san first you cut her off, desperation was heard in your voice

gahyeon's face softens, giving you an apologetic look as she holds your hand im sorry, love but i dont know where he went...but you know where he always goes to

you gave her a confused look as you try to think hard about the place san would always go and it hit you

the park

san stares at the night sky, seeing the stars shining in the dark as his tears rolls down on his cheeks. he's wondering how's wooyoung's confession goes, did you accept? or did you reject? he wonders if he ever get the chance to confess to you but he knows he doesnㅡ

san! his thoughts were cut off by your voice but he didnt believe that its yours, he thought he was dreaming

san! your voice got nearer and nearer choi san!

he whips his head to the side and saw you, panting really hard with your hair in a mess. he looks down, your hand holding a rose and the other holding your heels

wait, the roseㅡ

ㅡi love you, choi san!

san frozed on his spot, his mind went blank as he heard the words he was hoping to hear from you but he couldnt believe that he is hearing those words from you

you pant heavily, lifting the rose in your hand as you drop your heels

yes, i love you, san. i really do! you repeat your words, in case san wouldnt believe in you or he might be deaf. i love you, san

san lift his hand and point to himself m-me? you love me?? and you nod why, y/n? i thought you would like woo but me? why me? i thougㅡ

his words were cut off by your kiss, you were too fed up with his rambling that you decided to kiss him, to show that you are truly in love with him. in love with san. he automatically kisses you back, his hands cupping your cheeks as he deepens his kiss, finally giving you the love he keeps for you for a long time. you broke the kiss first, trying to breathe and so is he. san looks at you with love in his eyes as he placed his forehead on yours with his hands on your waist. the rose you were holding was no longer in your hands as it falls onto the ground with your heels when you kissed san.

it was silent for a moment, it wasnt any awkward silence but rather a comfortable one. you know.. you started to speak i realised that after wooyoung confessed to me, i didnt feel right.

san raised his eyebrow, urging you to continue

i didnt feel like im at home, you know? i dont feel like me whenever im around him but i do whenever im around you. i realised that i've been loving you hard ever since you protected me from those bullies though i thought it would be a small crush but it wasnt and whats their name again? was it kahi? sarah? whatever.

ㅡyou make me feel at ease when i have a storm in my mind everyday, you were there for me even if i never asked you to and you make me feel im at home when im with you you said, caressing his cheeks as you peck his lips, before looking at him in the eye with full of love.

you are my home, san.

a/n 2: and thats it!!!!!! i kinda like this but at the same time no jshdhsjsjdh also i think i have improved my english alot! but if there are still any errors in this writing, im so sorry! please give feedbacks on how i can improve! thank you!! xoxo

[loveatz]

MAKE DADDY PROUD. /

SEONGHWA VER.

NOTE: MDP DOES NOT INCLUDE ANYTHING EXPLICIT.

the winner goes up first so lesgo

seonghwa seems like the type to have a list of requirements/standards when looking for sugar babies and i know that sounds harsh

but seonghwa is a classy guy

his aura SCREAMS class, sophistication, elegance

of course he’ll want a sugar baby that would match his level of class (sorry for trash like me haha im not the only one right)

seonghwa is a successful business man and is always loaded and he probably ran out of things to spend his money on

like any other rich human being, he goes and looks for a sugar baby

as i said, seonghwa seems like the type to have a standard and he’d probably look for someone who he can bring to formal parties with him

ya know, introduce to his fellow businessmen and such

of course, being daddy seonghwa’s sugar baby means that you also have to return the favor

and i don’t mean repay the money you spend

i mean do things that he would want

like live with him in his mansion (or something), take him to places you want to shop in so he can see what kinds of things you’re into, those kinds of things

it’s not much but seonghwa still appreciates the little things

seonghwa doesn’t really seem like the person to fall in love at first sight, but the more you spend time with him the more his stone heart crumbles into something softer

anyways i also feel like seonghwa would be The One to incorporate rules into this little thing between you and him

seonghwa likes a good sugar baby, so don’t you dare disobey him

and the rules are not simply forbidding you to do things - no, you can do whatever it is that you want

but he’d have rules such as allowance every week (or day if he feels particularly rich i guess), don’t call him during his work hours, etc

basic things like that you know

just because mr park seonghwa is a highly sophisticated and well respected man doesn’t mean he doesn’t appreciate the little things in life

he appreciates attending cinemas with you or going on long hours of shopping and letting you spend all the cash he has in his little card, just as long as you spend time with seonghwa

despite being alone in his big ass mansion, he appreciates someone in the house with him and give him the attention that he’s deprived of and deserves

when you start showing him the attention he wanted, that’s when his still, stoned heart starts pulsing

maybe it has been a while since he met someone he felt genuinely happy with, but seonghwa enjoyed being with you and he has a hard time voicing that out in the open

seonghwa, having a hard time voicing out his enjoyment, would deny those feelings as it wasn’t in the agreement in the first place anyway

he was your sugar daddy and you were his sugar baby, that was it

in conclusion, seonghwa wouldn’t build a relationship perse - basically, he’s not sure of what to do and he doesn’t care enough to know what it is that he wants to do with you

which is confusing, you live in his mansion and he doesn’t build a relationship at all

that’s park seonghwa for you