mistletoe - @aviv-kasyanenko
VERY AU
The blonde did not sleep whenever she stayed the night out. Perhaps it was self preservation, paranoia. It was cleaner to think it was insomnia, not something she could control or the result of her various life choices. But she did not waste energy on regret, it only caused weakness.
The man’s chest rose and fell with an unearned ease, the peaceful rest that only belonged to the innocent. She studied him, grey eyes tracing the lines of muscles in his chest, criss crossed by the faint marks left by her nails. The sex had been good, excellent even - she was mature enough to admit this. Normally she couldn’t get off unless she was in control, unless she was on top. He’d surprised her, she hadn’t even had to fake it, and this enraged her more than the countless atrocities he’d committed against those she was supposed to care for.
She’d stopped caring long ago. It was almost a game to her now. Or that was how she justified the lack of emotions. When a child was not fed love with a silver spoon, one learned to lick it off of knives. Which, incidentally, was how she preferred to kill. There was something so intimate about a knife, the slight catch before the blade sank into flesh, one had to be close to kill this way and watch the life drain from their eyes. There was something so clinical, almost cowardly, in the distanced kill of a sniper, a gun. Maybe she just liked to watch, or maybe she wanted them to know it was her.
How easy would it be to pull out the dagger hidden within her coat, tossed negligently over a chair and plunge it into his neck? Or climb back on top of him and drag the blade across his throat? She fought the urge to touch him, to trace the lines she left earlier, to dig her nails in until he woke up.
Instead she reached over and grabbed the glass of wine left on the bedside table. Some cheap California red she’d pretended to like because she didn’t feel like drinking some tragic Russian vodka. The assassin took a sip, and then another. He would die, eventually. Perhaps tonight, but then again her presence was all over this bed, this flat. It would be better to wait until it would not cause a fuss. She took another sip and she felt him stir beside her.
“What are you thinking about?” He spoke in that half asleep grumble and tugged at her long hair, attempting to pull her back into his arms. She laughed harshly, hating how attracted to him she was at that moment, and putting the glass back on the bedside table. The blonde let him roll on top of her, kissing at her neck and sliding his hands up her body.
“Nothing, just a dream,” she whispered, gasping at the slight nip of his teeth on her collarbone.
“Dream about what?” his hands slid up further to pin her wrists above her head, mouth working its way up her neck.
“About what I would do if I had to kill you.”
He laughed, almost cruel in the way he dismissed her as a threat. He kissed her hard, and she opened her legs to him for one last time.
Aviv Kasyanenko would not wake up once he slept again, tangled up in the weak seeming blonde he’d been sleeping with for the past few weeks. The knife driven into his neck would have no prints left on it, nor could any of his friends identify the girl he’d been seeing.
Ophélie Redgrave would board a flight to Madrid the next morning and then a train to Cadiz, spending a few weeks in the Spanish sun while things quieted down. Once it had settled, she’d take the train to Paris, not stopping until she’d laid the bloodied chain of French Commandant signet rings on the boss’s desk.