How autism is like with me
The best way to explain how my autism is like in society is...well, I’m Alice, and the entire world around me is Wonderland where everything is frustrating with these social rules, like not allowed to come out with things that are inapproriate but i forget that being social has these rules and i blurt things out making it all awkard for everyone around me.
I feel like an Alice in a Wonderland where most things are hard to get mentally, emotionally sometiomes and even psychologically.
Im trying to make sense of this world.
My urge to be considered normal by others takes the form of the White Rabbit that i chase after but it keeps getting away within arm’s length.
The Red Queen is bullies or people who find it difficult to be paitient with me.
The Mad Hatter is my yearn for human comapnionship
The Dormouse, my wish to hide from societys rules in fear of humiliation
The Hare, my stimming as the hare likes to thump it’s foot
The chesire cat, my obsessions or toys that make me happy momentarily
The catipliilar, my mentality and finding change difficult to cope
