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#GODS Will
Better Plan
Part 1
soo, this is chapter 2, hope you guys enjoy :)
Also please keep in mind that (Y/N)/You are expected to be as a royality and you'll always be treated as such if people don't know you well
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You were woken up to a knocking at your rooms door. You only expected the maid so you simply said. "Come in", well it wasn't the maid but rather Loki.
Unlike you, Loki was fully dressed and in his armor already. You wore a silk white nightgown that was showing much more of your skin than that of what you'd wear normally. When you saw Loki your jaw dropped. Damn it! You thought.
As soon as he laid his eyes on you he quickly looked to his feet and then out of the window. You could even see a little blush on his pale white skin. You pulled your blanket over your shoulders and tried to cover yourself. "Uhh, well I'm sorry (Y/N) I thought you were already awake. Its almost Midday already" he started speaking slowly.
Could he make it any more embarrassing for you? It was already a disaster that you were unprepared for him and that you woke up that late.
You didn't know what to say and just sighed. Loki gave you a little side glance and his mouth formed a cheeky smirk before he turned away again. "Well I wanted to inform you that I haven't found my brother yet, I should also mention that my father has said that he'd soon step away from the throne" he said and started walking up and down your room while looking at everything laying around. Of course your room was clean since the maids take care of that but you still felt a little uncomfortable.
"Oh..well, maybe you could ask Heimdall for help, He has his eyes everywhere and I think he'd find Thor easily" You said trying to find a way to somehow make him leave the room. "Believe me, I've tried it. Heimdall said that Thor must be under some kind of cover-spell that makes him practically invisible" Loki said, it sounded a bit like he was mocking someone or as if he found it funny.
"But you'll continue searching for him..right?" you asked him hesitantly. He suddenly turned to your side and looked at you wierdly "Why do you care so much about my brother?" he asked confused. Your heart almost stopped. "Pardon?" was the only thing that you could bring out of you in this moment. "You heard me" Loki said in a serious manner, "Well.." you started, Come on (Y/N) say something "He's your brother, I thought it would be the best to also care for someone you care about" you quickly said and tried to understand his sudden change of tone.
Loki only nodded. "Well in that case we better start looking" he said a little annoyed "I'll see you in the evening" he said and rushed out of the room. You gave out a loud sigh and thrown yourself back in bed. Why did he come in my room to tell me this? Why didn't he just wait for lunch or dinner?
Your thoughts were in a little chaos and you just laid there for a while before getting up to get dressed.
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It was dawn and you were sitting on a bench in the royal garden. The trees were healthy, sacred and strong. All of the flowers had such beautiful colors and they had a strong and nice scent. It hald lots of animals here, deer, birds, ducks, swans, fish, squirrls and many more. You were kind of in peace in this place, it made you forget that you were in Asgard and what had happened in Fjall.
You kind of missed your own world, Fjall. Asgard was such a heavenly place but it felt a little off at times. You missed the damp air in the morning after it had rained all night, you missed the rain, the big and magical forest that was full of fairies and all kinds of mythical creatures. You missed running through the woods and finding a big clear lake, you missed the festivals and traditions you lived out every year. Those were the things that made Fjall a graceful and magical place, those were the things that made it your home.
Asgard was a place where it barely rained. The skies were either almost clear or had pretty little clouds. It barely rained here, and when it did, it was very light. Asgard didn't have those heavy pouring rains or the ugly kind of rains that brought a storm with it. Storms were also not really a thing, except Thor was very upset. But none of these things ever made the waves of water go wild.
All of these animals in the garden remind you of your pet, sadly you had to leave it in Fjall while trying to flee. You miss it dearly but you weren't allowed to bring it into the palace.
The sun was going further down and soon the sky turned into a calming dark blue with the stars shining. You closed your eyes and concentrated. You whispered a spell and the truth was revealed to you. As you opened your eyes you gasped for air and started caughing.
A maid rushed to you and asked if she could help but you only took a tissue and spit the liquid, that was suffocating you, on it. It was pitch black. You were so angry. You were so so angry.
The images of what you saw was Loki, Loki and his sick plan to overthrow Odin and kill his Brother Thor. This black Liquid came from Loki's body, it's something that feeds on the broken or evil. In his case, he was just hurt but it didn't make his actions acceptable.
You gave the maid the tissue and sighed. You went to the dinning room to confront him but you couldn't see him. Everyone was eating, including you and you could listen to Thor's friends talking about funny stories they had gone through. You ate good and noticed how Frigg was barely eating. When you had quietly asked her she dismissed it as being full already.
You finished your meal with a glass of wine and after that you had said good night to the remaining people and made yourself on your way, through the halls, to your bedroom.
If there was one nice thing about asgard, it would probably be the nice cold breeze in the night. The palace was well lit and you started to think about your day. You had also noticed that Loki and Odin weren't in the dining room for all of the time you were there.
As you were about to turn around the cornor you heard a voice, "(Y/N)!" it was Loki and he grabbed your wrist as he almost bumped into you after coming around the corner you wante to go in. You jumped and let out a reliefed sigh after you recognized that it was Loki.
"Father has passed away" Loki said in a rushed manner, "W-What? Sorry??" you said shocked. "Odin passed away" he repeated himself and your eyes fluttered in disbelief "He died?" you asked to get reassurance. Loki nodded and you analyzed his face.
He was pale, red cheeks, red eyes and a red nose. It looks like as if he had been crying. Loki noticed that you haven't reacted much to these news and took your hands into his before embracing you into a hug.
Now you've realised. Odin is gone, Loki is king now which means there's no stop that you have to marry, you have to marry. You have to marry this liar? This murderer? You have to marry this filthy man?
Your guts were filled with anxiety and it felt like your stomache turned upsight down. You felt as if you had to throw up and tears started rolling down you phase. You couldn't say anything, it seemed as if there was no air for you to breath.
"I have to go and tell mother" Loki said and started running off without looking into you phase. You leaned on a wall and put a hand over your mouth to prevent anything from coming out, wether it was your dinner or a cry.
But Thor is in Midgard... He'll get here to save you.. he has to.
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That night you had barely gotten any sleep, you couldn't stop pacing around your room and think about all the horrible possibilities that could happen.
You didn't want to marry Loki, not at all, no. He was the polar opposite of you. He lies, kills, he's hot headed, he has a temper, he's childish, an egoist, he's all that that you despise. Even tho his niceness during the recent months, it still hasn't changed that you can't see anything romantic with him.
After every talk with him, it would just remind you that you're doing this for your people, for peace. You didn't hate him but you just had a bad taste in your mouth whenever he wasn't in a good mood.
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A day or so Thor had returned and he had to fight his brother Loki. You knew this was going to happen but it wasn't your fight and you didn't have the right to interfere. So you just held back and calmed Frigg while being evacuated.
As Odin and Thor had returned to the palace you could notice how upset Thor looked. They almost immediatly started argumenting with each other but Frigg went in between them and got Thor out of the Room.
You followed Thor as he stormed into his room "Thor please wait!" you called after him but he ignored you. He slammed the door in your face and you sighed. You waited a little bit before knocking on the door and slowely entering.
You could hear him sobbing and you saw him sitting on his bed, hiding his face behind his hands. It broke you to see him like this. You sat down next to him and looked at him worriedly. He layed his hands on his knees and layed his head on your shoulder, "I killed him (Y/N)" Thor said depressed.
His face was red and he could barely keep his eyes open. "Don't say that my dear, you couldn't have done anything to prevent this, It is not your fault." you tried to comfort him and he only sighed.
"Maybe if I didn't destroy the Bifröst.." you could hear him whisper, "Maybe he then would like me and we could've-.." he continued. It was depressing to hear this. "I don't think anything would've changed. Loki was not in the right stage of mind, I hope you understand that his actions were driven by build up emotions and jealousy" You said calmingly, "What was he jealous of? We always were the same and had the same things" he answered confused.
"Well it's hard to understand when you always had the better end..I think that he thought of himself less by how Odin treated him and how Odin treated you." You said and Thor only sighed. There was a long moment of silence.
You started to think he fell asleep on your shoulder but he looked up and gave you a big hug, a hug that you gave him right back. It's the best that you could do right now.
Post-shower hair poof... 🙈🙈🙈
Uni work isn't happening today. Movies it is.
Shit
Concept
One of those reality shows where someone finds a stray cat, and decides they want it. But then their parent says no bc they're allergic, or whatever, and instead of keeping the cat in a toxic environment where they do not get the space they need nor the care and affection, while possibly putting said parent figure in danger bc of their allergy or trauma related to cats or what have ya, the kid decides to talk to their guardian about other, safer, better options for the cat, and they all live happily ever after. The show is then focused on the kid and their friends opening up a shelter/cafe for stray animals, and how they manage everything
I wanna be your everything and better plan.
"Filled With Awe"
28 Since we are receiving our rights[as] to an unshakeable kingdom[at] we should be extremely thankful and offer God the purest worship that delights his heart[au] as we lay down our lives in absolute surrender, filled with awe. – Hebrews 12:28 TPT
Hebrews 12:25-29 TPT
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