#body immage

[that-one-chaotic-npc]

Growing up in a house hold where one if your parents and "role models" has serious Brody image issues is not fun.

Constantly hearing somone talk about how ugly they are, how hideous their body is and how disgusting they are and how they loathe themselves is like a punishment to whomever bares the burden of hearing it. However hearing all this then having statment like "you look just like " , "you have my body" and "you're definately my child" .

You may as well be saying those things to your child, call them hideous, tell them you loathe the way that look, make sure that every day you remind them how revolting you think they are, because that's what you're doing.

And going to extreme lengths like surgery to change yourself and be "normal", you've just told a child that you and them are the same and it's not a good then, and now you've just left them. You've told them that to be normal and to be lived and to be happy you have to be thin, you have to look a certain way.

It's a horrid thing, and to anyone that's had to deal with anyhting like this, I'm so sorry for you and I love you so much and I hope you know that you're beautiful and you're lived and you don't need to change in any way. You're just amazing how you are <3

[diariesofabuggygirl]

And here comes the migraine and nightly nausea. Thanks metformin?

but I have lost eight pounds... so...

[inmemoryofvanity]

10:10

Been feeling like complete shit about my body lately, i think my calves and ankles are swollen. my legs feel swollen and extra plump.  I dunno how much weight i put on, or whats going on with me..maybe its all in my head, but its fucking with me. I’m on my last essay, and its due tomorrow- but i kinda feel like my mental health has been due, and i have to draw the line somewhere. So i’m off to the gym, to get my life back. I know it’ll make me feel better. 

[themagicruby]

Thinking

I've been thinking;

I've been thinking about how I'm going to let all the red wash out of my hair and let it go back to its natural blonde color.

I've been thinking I'm going to stop caring about everything.

I've been thinking about this person that I like, but I can probably never be with.

I've been thinking about how I'm going to deal with myself when I next see this person.

I've been thinking about whether or not i want to go to collage or just do my own thing.

I've been thinking about how self aware I am.

I've been thinking about how alone I feel.

I've been thinking about the only reason I don't hurt myself is because we're in the swimming unit and you can see everything, and even though my old scar's are pretty obvious and no one has noticed them, I'm still scared that people will see.

I've been thinking about how, after these three weeks of swimming are up, I'll probably start again.

I've been thinking about a lot of things,

and a lot of them aren't happy.

[ambersidolmind]

What if when you got to that age where you become insecure about your body, you switched to a new body. You have complete memory of changing bodies but everyone else thinks that that's the way you've always looked. Would it change how you feel about yourself, or how others see you, or would you still be just as insecure as before?

[lilith-the-ancient]

People's ideas about weight and body shape and what it means about a person's health are so stupid.

When I lived in England I had dance classes 2-3 times a week, walked everywhere, ate healthy warm meals in the afternoon and ate a lot of fruit and veg. I was still chubby. My girlfriend needs to take her clothes in whenever she buys the smallest size they have available, the only vegetable she lets get near her mouth is pizza and she does not exercise apart from cycling to work and to the station (which are both very near). We're both healthy.

[perks-of-being-swagalicious]

ok i just need to rant about this whole "pro-obesity" thing for a minute. its 100% fine if you are big, blonde and beautiful or whatever. if you are a plus size and totally confident in your own skin, i applaud you. thats awesome! everyone should love their body. with that said ive been noticing this new thing on tumblr where bigger figures, mostly women, have been tagging their pictures (often partially nude) #proobesity. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!? OBESITY IS AN ILLNESS. a deathly one at that. if you were dying of leukemia and wanted people to know that you were comfortable with your bald head, you wouldnt fucking tag your selfies "pro-cancer"! this is by far the most sickening thing ive seen in a while. it just makes me just as mad super skinny girls tagging their pictures "pro-anorexia"..... like is this a joke? you are literally promoting a fatal disease. ugh ugh ugh this needs to stop i hate people ok im done. 

[purebloodvixen]

Sometimes I wake up and look in the mirror and am like..

"Damn, there are only two and half months left so all you've got to do is maintain this body!"

Then there are the mornings I wake up, look in the mirror and go...

"where the fuck did all the this *pinches stomach* come from?...There are only two and half months left til summer, I'm fucked"

The prior is more frequent though, so I suppose that's a good thing :)