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Having a body is such bullshit. Tf do you mean Everytime you do anything it fucks it up a little more? Okay lemme just do nothing.
Update: by talos this cannot be happening
it’s swimsuit weather so now i have to be normal about my gender and my life and also my midriff
I wish I liked my body more.
Really fucking hate having a body rn
Does anyone here have a channel that specializes in chair yoga that they enjoy? My physical therapist recommended I try out some basic, short (10 minute) chair yoga to help improve my flexibility. Obviously there’s lots of options & it’s hard to sort through!
Having a cold with a CPAP machine feels like cheating. What do you mean I just get to breathe like a normal human being all night? This rules. 
As It Goes
Another evening journal. Spent the day updating the website - rewriting sections and adding long-due pages and adding photos. It looks decent now, anyway - I just wish there were a way to get it to display not in Mobile Phone Standard. I want webpages that use their space well and don't have huge empty margins on the sides, with a reasonable text size instead of something bloated for a phone screen. Apparently that is too much to ask for. There might be some theme buried in wordpress's site options that does what I want it to, but if it does my digging thus far has not yielded it.
On the one hand, there are probably other things I should have spent today on - the rulebook, for one, or working on background for certain story developments in certain leagues. Did I? No. On the other hand, the website update has also needed to happen for a long time, and we take the days we can make it happen. Don't ask why it happened now of all times. There's a reason - a couple I suppose, but one in particular - and we're not going to talk about it.
Tried to do some paper journaling a few days ago and didn't get far. There's clearly been some undercurrent that's been bothering me - or, well, not bothering me exactly, but needs tending to - and I was hoping that would sort it out but it would seem not. I had just noticed me talking out loud to myself a lot the last few days the way I usually only do when something's on my mind... That and the creative blocks, but some of that is just needing to do more and different things with my life. Anyway, I suppose there's a part of me that's hoping I'll find whatever that is tonight, but the way that I'm even now talking the way that I do when I'm pointedly not looking at whatever it is does not bode well for that either.
You know what? Let me try again with moving all the clutter out of the way. I just had the thought to delete everything and start from the single thread of thought that I can grasp between my finger and thumb, and it did feel easier from a blank slate - but it would be a waste, and if I exhaust the rest then maybe it'll come a little easier. What else from the last few weeks to send tumbling out?
Got some kind of knee injury over the last week. My kneecaps - both legs - were sore and tender, like, under the kneecap. I did what I could to rest them and rub them, and by the time it was time to work the right one was better but the left was not; I ended up grabbing a knee brace on the way to my Thursday school league and hoping that would suffice. It seems to have helped a lot, actually - it initially made the sore more present, but the knee felt more stable and when I took it off that night my knee felt much better and not sore at all. Wore it on Friday too just to be sure - it was still feeling a little unsteady - and as of today it feels fine. So I'm glad for that. The unfortunate truth of it is that my job relies on me being relatively able-bodied, and it's always a little scary when I'm faced with something that stands to threaten that. Not like a broken limb - those are a known, and those heal - but things like when my asthma's acting up more and I can't run, or like the knee injury with an unknown source and severity. I wouldn't normally be so moved to be proactive about my health, but it being a threat to my livelihood is one of those times where we very much are.
The last couple of school events were good, though. Both of them with lots of big, dramatic story moments that feel like the linchpins or turning points of their respective stories. Thursday was mostly DigiornoChristo's doing, since it hinged on his innkeeper; and he did an excellent job. I'm proud of Friday for myself, though. There's that talent I have for nudging the weather into place while I'm GMing to be just so... This time I timed a scene for sunset exactly - to the minute - without looking; and it was so perfect. That, and I sold the acting portion; it's not often my assistant for that league is that visibly impressed, but when I saw that halfway through I knew I was killing it. The kids were killing it, too - that's some of the best roleplay I've seen from them the entire time I've been there.
Okay. I feel like now's the time. I'm going to end this one and start the other one. Here we go.
As much as I love posting content I'm not feeling my body lately.
I hate having low self esteem.
