I just feel like dog shit rn tbh
Complete and itter dog shit
Overstimulated and understimulated at the same time somehow
Unable to get immersed in much of anything.
Weekend felt so fucking short because of the 3 day one last week.
Feeling really shitty and like i dont have much to look foward too.
Probably pms and hormones but also I really wanted to have not had a period at all this month or for the next nine in fact but it was really our first attempt which shouldn’t discourage me but it does because I was and am always prone to terrible black and white thinking.
My sinuses have hurt for weeks now.
I wish I could go back to yesterday when I didnt feel so trash but
I will go to tomorrow instead, at some point here soon and there is always hope in tomorrow