#bpd writing

[borderlineangeldisorder]

I caught myself almost saying I love you aloud

The words so simple

Yet spoken unto another will change the atmosphere

A sublime meeting of atoms from this heart to yours

Succumbed to the fears of old

Am I good enough to love you

Am I good enough to be loved by you

Are we really in love

Perhaps the moaning conjunction of our flesh has blurred this sound in my soul

[plottwistedstory]

“Ich kann nicht das fühlen, was ich sollte, weil ich zu lange das gefühlt habe, was ich dachte.”

-plottwistedstory

[rocksandaces]

Till We Have Faces or That Time C S Lewis Wrote a Whole Novel About a Person With BPD

[allmothsdied]

I am a black hole

You coming in

Taking what you want

Or what you need

And then you leave me

And as it gets dark

With another lonely night

I get more tired

Of forever losing

What I almost had

Offering my skin

Just to be taken apart

The dust of stars

That lost it's light in the eyes

When sky covers it all

Into empty and numb

Wind've taken your words

Those pretty little lies

But my heart

Managed to catched

their sound

And unfortunately

Fallen in love

All I wanted was to...

But it was never meant to

I'm only body to fuck

[alwaysadri1]

I hide it all

And share too much

My heart has the zoomies

But only for you

You were my religion

And now you’re an unholy ghost

Begged and bargained

Even after all the charades

This time to forget

Let it all go

Leaving on her tippy toes

Taking the facade

Focused on loyalty

Never from you

[plottwistedstory]

Brauche Antidepressiva und muss gleichzeitig mal wieder heulen-

-plottwistedstory

[r3v3rie]

did i sit and stay,

like a good dog?

just how you asked?

my teeth bared,

so you’d mistake,

a grimace for a smile?

[border-meme]

I can be your dream,

Your knight in shining armour,

I will be everything you ever wanted,

Anything to stop you from you leaving me.