Jul 25, 2019
Them: hey are you single?
Me: no I'm actually in an extremely dysfunctional relationship with my 5 other personalities
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Them: hey are you single?
Me: no I'm actually in an extremely dysfunctional relationship with my 5 other personalities
Weirdest part of having bpd is when I look back at my own posts I'm like "hmm, that person has some serious issues I wonder what's going through her mind.."
what is so wrong with me that everyone always leaves..?
Me: no one understands me
Also me: *pushes everyone away before they can get close enough in fear of rejection, abandonment, or being hurt*
Having a favourite person is so hard because you literally learn their daily routine and then when they dont message you at a time they usually would it just makes you want to DIE
It’s funny how seeing one person can completely change my mood for the entire day.
*jumps from one emotion to the opposite in 0.00002 seconds*
PARKOUR
How long they love you will never be your choice