bpd disaster

sw: 140lbs cw: 117.4lbs gw1: 100lbs gw2: 90lbs ugw: 80lbs bpd | severe depression | anxiety

[muzgozjeb]

[saccharineandsalacious]

I find comfort in relapse.

Familiarity in the intimate ritual of getting high.

Habitually laying out lines as if I never stopped.

[tempestsintercepted]

life only makes sense when i’m high on speed

[honeypleasejustkillme]

mood drops are the worst, especially when you don’t know what the trigger was or there wasn’t one

[str4wberricake-deactivated20240]

other people feel okay, even when they’re bored it’s not like the end of the world. when i’m bored it feels like fucking suicide i literally can’t see any reason to live then

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i don’t care i don’t care i don’t care (im going to sob my fucking eyes out)

[twashyrwuins2]

my struggles seem so insignificant.

maybe I'm not sick enough. not scarred enough. not skinny enough. not fat enough. not sleep deprived enough. not failing enough. I'm not visibly struggling enough.

I'm. not. sick. enough. for. you. to care.

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[vvordv0mit]

i think about drugs all day, wanting them, doing them, not having them, how they feel, look, taste, im

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[bpdcrybaby213]

[lsd-something-something]

[keithrichrdsmoved]

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[anxietyproblem]

Stay Hydrated.

[unaesthete]

im sorry

[bielineek]

It's funny, no one sees that I have any problems.