#bubble vents

[crystallizedmoon]

What if we went on the biggest blocking spree of our lives, blocking people who post porn on the asexual tags?

Seriously though, I am so fuckin' tired of seeing porn on our (The asexual and asexual spectrum) tags. Get some common fuckin' sense.

[bubblebutt-markimoo]

Ok, I need to get this off my chest

The other day I attended a "gathering" and my friend always come to this event. I came up to her, gave her a kiss on the forehead and went outside. Then we get into the vehicle and she would. not. talk to me. At first I thought she was joking and I kinda poked at her until she told me, "I'm mad at you." I didn't really expect that. And it really hurt me because I would NEVER do anything to hurt her in anyway. We've been through a lot together and I quietly got upset and asked her why. She made up an excuse by saying she has to see my brother and I KNOW that's was not why she was mad. The whole gathering she completely ignored me. I tried so hard to interact with her but she kept pushing me away. I told my cousin about it and she just told me that she will completely forget she was mad at me. It really messed me up though. I didn't really eat that night and I didn't sleep very well. She was suppose to spend the night tonight as well while her parents went to a trip. But my mom told me she, "wants to go with them now." I have so many mixed emotions about what she did. To you it might not seem like a big deal. But it hurt me. A lot. I just wanna know what I did wrong.

[crystallizedmoon]

Vent post

(CW: Negative thoughts, acephobia, arophobia, enbyphobia, polyamphobia, swearing)

There are sometimes where I hate that I'm Demisexual and Demiromantic, sometimes it makes me feel alone, and sometimes it feels like I may die alone.

I came out as Demiromantic and Demisexual to some people, and they refused to try to understand.

I didn't ask to be part of the aromantic spectrum, I didn't ask to be part of the asexual spectrum. I was born this way.

I don't want a romantic relationship until I form a close emotional bond with people.

I hate that I'm polyamorous. I get called a 'cheater' because of it.

I have never been in a relationship in my life, how the fuck am I a cheater?

My mom also refuses to hear me out about it.

I hate that I'm nonbinary. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I live in the Southeastern US and I never feel included, I only feel included whenever I'm around my friends who are also LGBTQIA+. Other than that, I never feel seen.

I hate that I'm Trixic. I'm sorry that 'lesbian' didn't feel like the correct term for me..? I'm sorry that I saw what Trixic was and thought 'Huh, this sounds like me?'

I hate being a polyamorous, Trixic, Demisexual, Demiromantic, Nonbinary... I feel like I'm alone sometimes, and I feel like I'm going to die alone...

[crystallizedmoon]

(Cw: Polyamphobia, enbyphobia)

Love how my mom says she'll support me no matter what and then the minute I come out as polyamorous she tries to convince me that I'm monogamous and just pretending to be polyamorous.

Then again, I shouldn't be surprised. I came out as nonbinary twice to her and the first time I did she said the most enbyphobic things and I had to pretend to be genderfluid. Then the second time I come out as nonbinary she begrudgingly accepted it.

[bubblebutt-markimoo]

one of my top ten fears is being forgotten and it sucks because you can't do anything about it and you see that person interact with other people and you kinda just give up at that point

[bubblebutt-markimoo]

Do you ever get in such a bad stage of depression that you don't eat for two days but the next time you depressed you're always hungry

[crystallizedmoon]

Imagine misinterpreting a reblog..

Couldn't be me :/

[crystallizedmoon]

I

Hate

Crowded

Spaces

So

Fucking

Much

My parents know this, and they still make me go to a place that is bound to be crowded