Seriously, I'm about to have a breakdown on these papers.
Sono al secondo caffè e vicina a un piantino. Le occhiaie e lo sguardo perso la manifestazione del mio stato interiore.

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Seriously, I'm about to have a breakdown on these papers.
Sono al secondo caffè e vicina a un piantino. Le occhiaie e lo sguardo perso la manifestazione del mio stato interiore.
Not enough Caffeine. NOT ENOUGH SIS!
Want to do absolutely nothing except write my story, drink my coffee, and cuddle a pretty boy rn
Oh look, a downward spiral
Yep, that’s right, I’m in the middle of fighting off a downward spiral. And usually, I can feel them coming, but not this one. So here I am, reading fanfiction of all things--and writing my own, but the likelihood of ever posting it anywhere is SLIM, as I have never finished a piece of writing ever in my life--instead of doing my homework. Also, not doing stuff I usually enjoy, except for the writing. Also also, barely sleeping
So that’s fun.
However, somehow, the symptoms of the downward spiral--the excessive reading and writing--are also somehow keeping me from spiraling further?
I don’t know.
I’m looking into therapy, because if I were to notice this behavior in one of my friends I would absolutely be suggesting they see someone professionally.
But also, can’t I just avoid the problem and let it go away for a while like I have been? No?
Dammit.
You know my favorite coffee. <3
Me after drinking hot herbal tea instead of coffee once: I'm so healthy. My body is pure. My skin is clear. My anxiety is cured.
Me five minutes after leaving my house: hey google, where's the nearest place to mainline 4 days worth of caffeine directly into my blood stream.
i hope that
my blog’s content and aesthetic isn’t lacking in anyway cause I’m trying my best to be active. if anyone has any requests, please message me
When you say “expresso” you’re basically saying “I’m a moron” in English.
Don’t be a moron.
Drink espresso.