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All These Reckless Nights You Won't Regret

Chapter Two is out (finally, that one was tough, haha)

Shane is a gay hockey player in the closet, one who tried to date Rose Landry only for the relationship to fail after a couple of awful attempts at sex. From what she told him, Shane had been a nice boyfriend, but one who couldn’t really get into it. Great. It’s something he has to deal with, the thought of discovering this about himself, again. Then, there’s Lily. And Shane doesn’t know what to think of Lily. He doesn’t know much about her (him?). They’ve been texting for years from what he’s seen. It’s very sexual. They stopped all contact when Shane was dating Rose, which is good. He’s gay. Not a cheater. Lily makes absolutely no sense. If Shane is gay (he is), why would he have a secret hook up relationship with a woman nobody knows anything about?Hence, The List.

You can read it on AO3.

Tagging : @miss-bekahrose, @lieswithin92, @perennii, @zwiazdziarka, @coreydubsthee, @elegantnighttiger, @marsisnotok, @spcecowboyyy, @allycatgrreen, @justpaymybills, @mivjane, @stgemanager, @asexualfriend, @menfenced, @hound-of-ulster

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Can you see me babe? 🥺

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All These Reckless Nights You Won't Regret

Now Ilya is the only person on Earth who even knows that he and Hollander were ever… something. Only Human to know that in another world—one where their entire career isn’t threatened by their sexual orientation—they could have been more. Only Human to know that Shane Hollander bought a building so he could have sex with Ilya Rozanov in peace. Only Human to know that Shane Hollander wanted to learn Russian so he could speak with Ilya. Or Shane has amnesia following his accident on the ice in episode 5. Or or, the story of how Shane and Ilya lost themselves and how they survive

Read on AO3

Tagging @born-this-way-16 @zwiazdziarka and @marsisnotok since you seemed to be interested in knowing when it was out :)

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Lost Myself And I Am Nowhere to Be Found

Wrote a little Coda for 9x14

It’s ironic, really, that the first time Buck sees Bobby after his death is after dozing off from medication. They’re in Bobby’s old apartment, the one Bobby used to live in when he didn’t have a family anymore. That was before Athena, before the One-Eighteen had become this tight-knit group with absolutely no sense of boundaries. The apartment Hen and Buck found him in. The apartment where Bobby had been so broken, asking them for help. Again with the irony. Or Buck dreams about Bobby and finally asks Eddie for help

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I'd Walk A Thousand Miles (If I Could Just Hold You Tonight)

“Well, Athena told me to.” Eddie shrugs. Buck gives him a look that says and if Athena told you to jump, would you? Well. She did tell him to find a window and be their guy and he did just that, so. There. “This guy wasn’t listening to me. He thought I did it. It’s always the husband, right?” “The husband?” Buck parrots. “Eddie, we’re not married.” “You think I don’t know that?”

Coda to Season 9 Episode 13 Mother's Boy

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Ghost Town

We're going on a new ride with this Ghost Whisperer AU.

“Evan?”  “Uh?” His mouth opens again, yet he finds himself unable to speak. Daniel is glowing. His voice already sounds muffled when he says “I think I’m ready.” Buck wants to cry. From happiness or heartbreak, he’s not sure. He wants Daniel to be at peace, he really does.  Or Evan Buckley has always been able to see ghosts. He's been helping them pass to the other side for years. A retelling of Season 2, Ghost Whisperer style

Read the first chapter on AO3.

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Read the end of Landslide here

“We have a empty house and you want to do laundry? Marriage has changed you, Evan Buckley.”

First of all, Happy New Year everyone. Second of all, Landslide is now a series I guess and I'm planning on writing little scenes that didn't make the cut in the main one.

If you have any prompts, my DMs are open ♥

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Six Degrees of Separation

“You had sex with Tommy in my house, in my room,” Eddie spits. “I think I’m allowed to be pissed.” “No,” Buck growls. “You don’t get to do this, Eddie. It wasn’t your house anymore, it wasn’t your room, it was mine because you left!” He clenches his fist, his own anger taking over. “You left me.” “I had to go to Christopher,” Eddie crosses his arms over his chest, eyes so cold Buck shivers. “You know that.” “I’m not talking about Texas and you know it,” Buck argues. “You lost the right to judge whom I have sex with six years ago, when you broke up with me.” Or Buck and Eddie went on two dates six years ago, they fight about it because Eddie's jealous of Tommy