#cant quit

[funsimplethings]

[letters--ill--never--send]

To the boy I’ll never be able to quit,

I sit here with a broken heart and sad songs on repeat but I still love you. I sit here worried as all hell about you because this is what you do yet I still care about you. I take these shots for you and protect you when I’m the one that really needs protected. I think you knew I was weak which is why you kept me around. Do you even know you hurt me as bad as you do ? You really are a drug something I’ll never be able to quit. I get high off you when I’m around you like we are something that can’t be touched something that can’t be broken. But in reality we are two very broken people in this world.

Love,

The girl who will never leave.

[vacant-lot95]

Life is a funny thing, always changing, never really moving forward, just back and forth. Basically easiest way to see it is life is a tennis court and as much as we'd like to be the racquet, we are all balls.

Only a few hundred people in the world are racquets; pushing, the driving force that makes everyone go forward. Everyone else is just being flung forward and back.

But it's okay because we all have to hit the net sometime and at that point, you know you've stopped at the middle and you can relax... at least till you get picked up and the process starts up again.

[ellie]

when frank ocean's brother messages you on instagram to tell you that you have a sick username lmfaoo

[punkitsch-blog]

friends,

i have no idea wtf a tumblr im is please dont send them to me

a good ol fashioned ask will do

i cant see your IMs from my phone and i rarely log in from a PC

i dont mean to ignore you though

thank u,

julia / punkitsch

[princess-ofthewolves]

shit

so my roommate moved out this weekend. and it was really shitty how she handled it tbh. she didnt tell me and i had to find out from another friend and it seemed like so many people knew before me. then she left me hanging for an hour when i asked her about it and was just chilling with her bf while i was stressing and flipping out. then once i talked to her she said the reason she needed to leave was because im too emotionally unstable and it is effecting her life now. i know there are other reasons for her wanting to leave but it is just shitty that she pinned it on emotional problems that i cant really control. i have been about 8 months free from self harm which is a record for me tbh. she pinned it on me being fucked up and i cant help that. i am who i am and i wish i could change to be out of pain. it wasnt my choice to be this fucked up and to lose someone who i thought was one of my best friends was a really hard blow. she cant even look at me or say hi anymore. she looks at me in disgust and it sucks how much this is getting to me. i didnt choose to have these dark thoughts or any of these anger problems or trust issues that make me wonder how i can interact with people at all. just so hard right now to get up in the morning because all i do is feel shitty about myself. but these kinds of things will make me stronger and i know that. i know that fighting on it what imma do and i know that in the long run this isnt going to matter at all. its just hard losing someone else because of how i am mentally. somedays i dont want to try anymore. my professors have started emailing me about missing class because i physically cant get out of bed. no one here understands and how can i trust them? how can i trust people anymore here after what just happened? the one person i could go to back home im not talking to and she probably has her own shit and honestly could care less. im so isolated here and so alone its just hard to fight anymore. the little things keep me going. like the sun today and this boy from LA. not to mention that super sweet girl back home and the hopes of a great party this friday. i am just gonna try to make it through these next couple weeks. just gotta make it to spring break. then i can recharge. then i can reset. 

[whererandommeetspointless]

Candy Crush is the game that never ends Oh it goes on and on my friend Some people started playing it not knowing what it was And they'll be playing it forever just because.... Repeat for infinity