#cg vent

[olderbrotherblake]

Living my entire life unsupported and being a supporter/caregiver the whole time is a special skill that has left me so burnt out and so ashamed of my disabilities. I miss being as helpful as I used to be, especially because it's just a normal expectation to have now that I'm actually an adult

[olderbrotherblake]

jus sending an ask to show you're not alone and to tell you that you are being telepathically sent a realllly good nap cus you deserve something nice ! !! it's okay to feel these big feelings, but i hope you also know there's nothing to be ashamed of. you're doing great ☆

Thank you, I appreciate it a lot. Still feeling unwell today but I'm a caregiver so I gotta do caregiver stuff still. Trying to muster up the energy to make any breakfast, even just reheating food seems hard right now. I'm definitely doing my best tho

[mama-bun]

i’m so upset,, i miss my little one and it’s so horrible not being able to care for him.

[mama-bun]

i miss my little one so bad :<

[mama-bun]

sitting here looking at the pretty drawings he colored for me breaks every bit of me, i miss him so much. he was so precious to me. i miss my baby boy, i always cherished his drawings. always.

[mama-bun]

no one talks about how it feels to be a caregiver with no one to care for :(( cgs are people too, some of us use caregiving as a coping mechanism