#chronicallyillstudent

[themadornithologist]

Dear able-bodied people,

• Stop asking us if we're better yet.

• Please READ the definition of the word chronic.

• Stop pushing your "miracle cures" on us.

• STOP, for the love of fuck, telling us to do more Yoga.

• And if one more person tells me I'm not trying hard enough and to think positively, I will fling them so deep into the sun that they will start fusing hydrogen in their assholes!!!

@spooniestrong @taythepteradctyl

[themadornithologist]

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[themadornithologist]

Well, my cardiologist called me yesterday. Both my kidneys are failing and I need surgery as soon as possible. I am in shock.

And I am very angry. I've had alarmingly high blood pressure since I was fifteen years old.

My blood pressure has been very resistant to treatment. But every single doctor kept throwing a different pill at it.

It took months of convincing and another six months of waiting to see a cardiologist. Concerned, my cardiologist asked why I've never had a renal ultrasound. Well, I told him, "because I'm a low income, marginalized, woman in a country that could care less about her."

I had my tests done day before yesterday. My cardiologist called me yesterday morning. Kidney failure would account for my high blood pressure, anemia, and low vitamin D. And I'm sure a hell of a lot more.

I have no idea how I will get through this alone. I suppose the same way I've been forced to do everything else alone. And when I say alone, I mean - with no one here to give me a fucking hug.

Here's to another trip to the darkness. Batten down the hatches.

Update: I just found this on my porch. I love being a McNair Scholar. They have been so supportive and kind. 💐

[themadornithologist]

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[themadornithologist]

I'm so tired of living in this spiteful flesh prison. 😞 #ptsd #imadethat #trigeminalneuralgia #rheumatoidarthritis #crohnsdisease #trigeminalneuralgia #chronicillnesswarrior #chronicpain #selfcarematters #ptsdawareness #anxietyhelp #anxietyattack #chronicallyillstudent #restnow #mentalhealthadvocate #migraine #menieresdisease #Paintudes #quoteofday #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #spoonies #prisoner #butyoudontlooksick #fibrowarrior #hearingimpaired #strongaf #wordsofencouragement #erythromelalgia www.hannahcrazyhawk.com (at Eugene, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNyE_2DlACj/?igshid=12j8xd37jscg6

[themadornithologist]

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[themadornithologist]

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[themadornithologist]

"A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor." - Franklin D. Roosevelt ⛵ #spoonielife #chronicfatigue #yourworthisnotmeasuredbyyourproductivity #ptsd #imadethat #rheumatoidarthritis #crohnsdisease #trigeminalneuralgia #chronicillnesswarrior #chronicpain #selfcarematters #ptsdawareness #anxietyhelp #anxietyattack #chronicallyillstudent #restnow #mentalhealthadvocate #migraine #positivityquotes #Paintudes #quoteofday #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #spoonies #flowerstyle #butyoudontlooksick #fibrowarrior #fibromialgia #sailinglife #strongaf #wordsofencouragement www.hannahcrazyhawk.com (at Eugene, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKXvPYZFBYH/?igshid=l69a58duzisz