Day 356
A better day with the balance. Iām getting better. When Iām sick, it feels like Iāll never get better and I go through bouts of terrible thoughts that Iāll have to live with whatever is going on forever and Iāll never be able to enjoy life again. Dramatic, I know. But being laid out like this has made me also reflect on people who are sick who truly have no prospects of getting well. And thatās led to my feeling gratitude, for every day, every precious moment I have with my children, for every breath I can take with ease. I know these episodes of Meniereās will return, but at least I know they will also eventually pass.
I drove today, and tonight Billy and I will go on a walk - my first walk in about a week. I sat in our garden today and had tea. It was beautiful! I enjoyed that hour so much, just sitting, talking with Billy outside, enjoying my tea and cookies, of course, and just being outdoors. So wonderful. There are buds in our yard.
Around 6:00 I got on dinner. I had pork chops but no recipe. I looked for some online, then just decided to chuck the recipe idea. I can do this! Smeared the chops with Dijon, dipped in flour, egg, and panko w/ oregano, and fried in a little olive oil and butter. We were all kind of swooning over the delicious smell. I made some garlic green beans and Billy mashed the garlic potatoes. YUM.












