#corn addiction

[sholawilde]

[bruisedbyprincealbert]

Guys help I keep going to make the Alex Wright gifs but keep getting distracted by the porn clip 😩 I love my greasy little twerp and his porn addiction.

[piscescel]

Who up gooning ?

[hateimyself]

Everything hurts anymore. Everything. My body aches. My brain is banging against my skull. He won’t stop watching 🌽 all the time bc he’s addicted. And I can’t leave. Hate myself and want to just fucking die

[maylorscardigan]

I noticed you’ve spoken very loudly about Joe and his treatment of Taylor. You’ve discussed controversy with Matty. But I’ve never seen you mention the GG issue. Can’t defend him on that one can you? He’s a disgusting human being for that.

I knew this was bound to come up. I was hoping to save it for my blog I’m building on topics like this. But okay. I’ll address it.

Why am I not outraged by Matty and GG 🌽? Well…

My ex that I have mentioned before was a 🌽 addict. We aren’t talking normal levels of consumption here. We are talking hours spent a day looking for the right material. Self pleasuring 6-8 times a day on a good day. Being abusive towards me because of the addiction. Doing and saying things I would never, ever repeat to anyone. Even when he knew my history… it never stopped it. It just made the things he did to me worse.

I also have spent a lot of time working with victims of sex trafficking. I myself was a victim of it - for a few decades at that.

I know the harsh realities of the 🌽 industry. I know that most of what you see on 🌽 hub or any of the millions of sites - including NSFW Reddit or OnlyFans are trafficking. The fact that someone is verified and seemingly willing to do said things - doesn’t mean they are. It’s amazing what you will be forced to make people believe. All the controllers need is some weakness. Need it be a child to threaten to harm or worse, family, loved ones etc or a slew of other things. Or the fact that deep fake technology is used on even the most basic of materials in order to keep things like their bodies completely unrealistic as well as hide the victims identity better.

And I know what you’re thinking - this should make me even more enraged at him and to hate his guts for it. Is it something I necessarily like about him? No. Not at all.

However - Matty is the type of guy that if he knew the deep underbelly of the industry and what it was really like… he would step away from it as a hole or try to be more conscious about what he consumes.

Remember - we also don’t know what his sex life is actually like. There are people all over the world who engage in that sort of degrading and physically brutal sexual acts by choice - and I am not referring to what he may have been consuming. I am referring to the private of one’s home. He has been in a long term relationship with a woman of colour to which he said he was going to marry one day and again - we have no idea what they did behind closed doors. It could have even been curiosity and someone happened to walk in.

The point is - attacking one man and shaming them is not going to fix the problem. It’s a witch hunt. If we go after Matty for this then we have to go to the men and women around you each and every day of your life. Including family members or friends. Most of the world’s populations have watched and used 🌽 to get off. (I’m talking teenagers and adults) and some of those you interact with day to day have seen things that make GG look innocent and it’s far more popular.

The issue isn’t with one man - because there’s 40,000 other people subscribed to that channel in the hub. The views of these videos are multimillion. But we live in a society where we are told it’s normal and you’re a prude or a liar if you don’t watch it.

Me raging and going after Matty about this is not only going to do nothing to solve the problem but shaming someone is going to make them more likely to do so it. Shame is a driving factor in addictions and 🌽 is no different.

I chose too, instead, educate people on the realities of the industry and how real trafficking is when it comes to that kind world. I fight for change and awareness and I do whatever I can for victims getting out and trying to heal and be out in the world again. I also work with victims of trafficking directly as well as partners of those who have sex / 🌽 addiction.

All any of this is - is a witch hunt. And the people who watch these things casually are not bad or horrible people. They believe whatever you see on sites like 🌽 hub or many others is consensual.

If the people ripping him apart took even a 1/10000 of that rage for one man and put it towards awareness… it might be a very different reality.

[iunstoppableman]

i want to talk about what corn does to your relationship with yourself because i think this is the darkest and most important conversation in the entire space and almost nobody is having it honestly.

corn teaches you to hate yourself.

not dramatically. not all at once. one session at a time.

here is the mechanism.

every single time you watch corn you experience a moment of profound internal betrayal. your values say one thing. your behavior does another. and in the gap between those two things shame is born.

the first time it happens the shame is manageable. uncomfortable but survivable.

but corn is not a one time thing.

it is daily. repeated. relentless.

and every repetition sends the same message to the deepest level of your subconscious.

you are weak.

you are disgusting.

you have no self control.

you are not who you pretend to be.

and here is the specific cruelty of corn shame that makes it different from almost every other kind of shame.

with most shameful experiences you can tell someone. you can process it. you can receive forgiveness and move forward.

corn shame cannot be spoken.

it lives in absolute secrecy. in the dark. in silence. carried entirely alone.

and shame that cannot be spoken cannot be healed.

it can only accumulate.

month after month. year after year. layer after layer of unprocessed self betrayal building into a structure of self hatred so solid and so familiar that you forget it was ever built.

you begin to believe it is simply who you are.

that you are the kind of person who hates themselves.

that the self hatred is a personality trait.

not the accumulated result of thousands of moments of shame that were never allowed to breathe.

and then the identity contamination begins.

you stop being a person who watches corn.

you start being a corn person.

and corn people do not deserve good things.

corn people do not deserve the relationship.

corn people do not deserve the opportunity.

corn people do not deserve to be happy.

and so you sabotage.

not consciously.

but systematically.

every time something good gets close the self hatred engineers its destruction.

because better to destroy it yourself than to let it be taken when they finally find out what you really are.

this is what corn does in the dark.

this is the conversation nobody is having.

but here is what i need you to hear.

you are not disgusting.

you are not fundamentally flawed.

you are not a corn person.

you are a person who developed a corn habit.

and underneath the self hatred that corn built is a person who has been there the entire time.

not broken.

not unworthy.

just buried.

and buried things can be uncovered.

Download PurePath — Because you were never as broken as corn told you.

[divinegoddess428]

[not-marita-again]

Giving up Corn for Lent

BYE GOONERS 👋