i keep coming back to spies are forever like a toxic ex like my friends are banging on my windows going "noooooooo!!!!!! please!!!!!! don't go back to him!!!!!!! you came home crying after every date!!!!!" and im standing here like yeah ik but i don't think you know him like i do bc he only made me cry because he made me care so much and ik i started feeling nauseous when i thought about him but it was out of passionate love and he was so prettyyyyy, and they go "please god no please please step away from the phone no we can't bare listening to you cry about him more we don't care if you love him he made you feel bad" and now im on the floor sobbing again, not because i started thinking about him but because i started thinking about starting to think about him again. but it's all about this gay musical
















