#day 1300

[jaina-chaosweaver-of-fate]

Held so tightly and so dear, Brought to the one who knew them true, Held so closely and so near, So that we could find a reason for you.

[haiku-every-day]

Good and bad, life’s curse, /

is that they both coexist, /

with one comes the next. /

[rankohoshino]

Played on: October 10th, 2023 (UTC-4:00)

Current Neighbors

Felicity Gabi Kiki Chrissy Purrl Francine Pippy Mitzi Caroline Hazel

[smilingpepperonisgirl]

I have been asked how I’ve managed to keep this streak going. Here is what has worked for me:

Find a time where you can study every day. Just before bed works for me. Be flexible until you find a time that works for you.

Set you lesson goal small to start. You can always set it higher and do more lessons if you have extra time.

Use Streak Freeze. Buy it once and it’s good to go until you need it.

Don’t give up if you forget. I started with a 250 streak and lost it. You will be surprised at how much your going to learn by being consistent.

[ilovejimindaily]

JIMIN IS PURPLE AGAIN 💜💜💜💜

[intronautify]

Are They Avoiding You?

[trans-and-proud]

Day 1300 - Milestone

July 24 - hey look I'm actually updating on the day holy shit A milestone day...and yet my struggles are as bad as someone who has yet to come out of the closet. I've heard life gets easier...maybe it will when I'm out in my own house, but right now, life is just getting harder and harder. I want to see my partner, but I don't want to expose them to my mother. I want to see my little sibling, but my mother doesn't like them. I want to invite all my friends still in high school over, but my mother doesn't like them. My mother doesn't even really like my fellow graduate friends that much. She wonders why I don't invite any one over any more...I'm tired of her judging my friend choices. If they're a bad friend, I'll stop talking to them. But I need to make that decision on my own. So far all the people I've had to stop talking to because of her - I still talk to them - were close friends and those friendships were ruined because my mother didn't like who I was hanging out with. She says I'm not confident in myself. She hasn't let me make mistakes with people that aren't her on my own to learn from them, so yeah, I can see why she's worried. She never let me make mistakes and learn from them. She's punished me for being honest, so all I do is tell half-truths now. She's punished me for being anorexic, for being depressed, for having panic attacks, for self-harming, for causing drama...and she wonders why I don't talk to her. I can't wait to one day move out of this house and never talk to her again. My new car is one step closer to that independence. An apartment is second. Not to mention most of the dysphoria I feel at home is because of her. I haven't shaved in two months. Her response? That's gross, you shouldn't go out in public like that. Do it or I'll pin you down and do it for you. Like? Why? I don't care what I look like. I am my own person, and I feel more comfortable not shaving. It brings up bad thoughts and memories one, and two, I feel naked when I shave. I just don't like doing it. But of course she wouldn't understand this... I'm hoping she doesn't pin me down. If she does, I'm leaving. Plain and simple. I am thinking about posting a short milestone video on my Facebook page, sort of as a thank you and a FYI. I don't know when I'd be able to do it, though. Probably tonight at work. I've been honest with myself for quite a while. And I want to personally thank the people who have supported me. So I'm pretty sure I'll be making a video in a few hours...but I am not really sure yet.