#transition diary

[sayheyjrey]

This is your reminder that transitioning after 30 isn't too late. It's never. EVER. Too late.

If you do this for *you*, then don't listen to what anyone else has to say. They don't know your joy. Don't let them have it.

Transitioning saved my life. And it continues to do so every single day. I don't regret not starting earlier - I'm just thankful I started period.

Now I get to live my life.

[maybe-heinrich]

There's something so beautiful about trans man and trans woman friendships. My good friend and I had very opposite upbringings and current identities, but we also share so much?

My cage was her dream and vice versa.

Also she kicks ass at video games and I get to talk about halo with her 🙏

[crokoak]

☆∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠° 2 MONTHS ON T ☆∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°

i've been busy working on my portfolio so i'm a little bit late, the 2 months mark was on June 25th but !! we'll pretend it's today. my dosage is still at 0.5ml and the results so far are mind blowing, like i can't believe it

i anticipated how patient i'd have to be, i didn't want to be disappointed and frustrated if the evolution was too slow.

ᕦᕤ but i pass in public now? and ik it's summer and i'm usually more "masc" cz i wear shirts and shorts all the time lol, whereas in winter i like to layer and be more fashionable, but my voice used to be that one thing that would prevent me from passing ig. now it's deeper and i almost never get misgendered on the phone!

ᕦᕤ my voice cracks sometimes, like when i have to speak quite loud for a long time or when i scream wHAt.

ᕦᕤ being misgendered in public doesn't affect me as much now, because it's like a perfect balance between he and she lol

ᕦᕤ i still sweat a lot. found two ways to cope: deodorant cream and a clean towel in my backpack at all times ᕙ⁠(⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠∧⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠)⁠ᕗ

ᕦᕤ clit still getting bigger lol

ᕦᕤ my appetite is definitely more manageable now, although it's still quite high

ᕦᕤ new hairs on my sternum, thighs, stomach (and upper arms, but v fine). my partner said that my mustache is getting darker!!

ᕦᕤ no anger issues, no irritation at all

ᕦᕤ still cry a lot!! :)) /pos

ᕦᕤ i've put on some weight, not much, i'm trying not to freak out. it's hard because of my ed, but I've been trying to look up to more diverse masculine figures in my life. when i see my brother who's like, not a twink, i'm like yea sure i'd like to look like that. progress

recent makeup i did + my roommate on June 26th being like yea i think your voice got deeper ᕙ⁠(͡⁠°⁠‿⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)⁠ᕗ

[bogkeep]

me: hmmm what if i shaved the beard and left the moustache just to see what i'd look like

achievement pop-up: CONGRATULATIONS! YOU'VE UNLOCKED MANHOOD CLICHÉ #2823

me: what

achievement pop-up: STARING INTO THE MIRROR WITH DAWNING HORROR THAT YOU LOOK LIKE YOUR FATHER

me: oh god

[downloadspiral]

Transition diary: Part 1

Decided to document my transition (ftm) on here a bit as I'm a few weeks on T now! So here we go:

I'm one month on T (12,5mg cream) and these are the noticable changes that have happened so far:

•voice/singing: my voice feels a bit scratchy (esp when i try to talk more loudly) and voice drop has definitely set in (i can reach lower notes more easily when singing and maintaining voice control has gotten a bit trickier)

•face shape: people have told me that my facial features have started to look a bit sharper! I can see it too, esp in photos, but it's veeery minimal

•bottom growth: the hypersensitivity is REAL. it's borderline painful (especially in the morning?? hello morning wood!) but not unbearable - this feeling usually wears off throughout the first few hours of the day. Besides that: when horny, you can def see the growth as well (very minimally but still! my clit is def turning into a cock which is pretty exciting)

•body odor: it's so different already??? i swear my pussy smells like a brand new motherfucker. Kinda sweeter maybe? That's the most interesting/'weird' change for me so far because I feel like I smell like a completely different person and I still gotta get used to my own scent, which is a strange experience.

Conclusion: So many changes have happened already! All pretty minor, but I totally didn't expect that so many areas would be affected as quickly as they are! Totally stoked about it.

[lamuya]

[mxshr0mz]

transition diary

day 1:

voice: my voice sounds deeper than usual! it's a little scratchy.

body hair growth: idk what to say. i have a mustache,stomach hair,leg air, arm(pit) hair, and its growing nice.

hair: ive cut my hair recently and im getting it shorter soon! :)

idk how to so these sorry😭 have a good day!

[beans-tour-diary]

Day 146

My dearest readers, this one will not be for the ones, who don't like thinking about naked people. (yes, I'm talking to you, the one person I know in real life who sees my posts) 👀

Two weeks after I started t I felt the second brain growing between my legs. The one that makes you think about that one hot cosplayer you saw last weekend uncontrollably. And I knew I had to get some toys to keep it busy.

I looked into toys specifically for people with bottom growth and read some top lists of other ftm people. Air suction interested me even before, but it seems like it's also perfect for that little t bean. Important was the size of the nozzle, which is made with mostly cis women in mind. This article didn't just offer measurements but pictures with objects for size reference!

The 6 Best Air-Pulse / Suction Toys for Trans Men in 2023

Finding air pulse toys that fit post-testosterone on top of having gender-neutral designs definitely can be a challenge. Challenge accepted!

I followed the advice of this author and finally spent some money. The package arrived yesterday. I heard so much about other peoples' experiences but I was still completely overwhelmed. This thing just sucked/blew my brains out.

It took me some tries to get it to do its thing right, but when it did, there was no doubt that this was it's purpose. I don't have that much growth yet, but that doesn't really matter. As long as it fits, it will work. My dear ftm friends, don't underestimate trying out new stuff on your new body. Just enjoy yourself.

Sadly my body seemed to think, that I want to check if all my funny female organs still work and decided to demonstrate it's abilities by bleeding... Something I really didn't miss. Luckily my brain was still gone when I noticed, so it didn't annoy me as much as it would have. Still, just don't? Imagine I need that blood for something else!