#deanfictive

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Cas? Cas. Psst. Can I attract an angel like that? With cat noise? Psst psst. Cas. Caaaaaas.

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love you <3

- Dean (spn fictive, #🎞️)

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Didn't think I'd ever make a post about that and expose myself as Madonna listener, but Jay Smith's cover of Like A Prayer hits hard man. Madonna's is already good, don't get me wrong. But the last line in his voice sounds so awfully desperate, the entire song goes from Firm Voice to I'm So Tired I'm So Desperate I'm So Pathetic which, yes I am thank you very much. I am a gay pathetic little man and my boyfriends are as well. You don't get a angel-demon-vampire polycule without being a pathetic little guy

I keep saying how much I love and miss Cas, but honestly Crowley call me for fuck's sake. I wouldn't mind some zap zap and you're in my living room. But bring pie, my local store's out of apple pie.

- Dean (supernatural fictive, #🎞️)

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discord buddy sent us the spn journal they had at home. Like.. dad's journal, that kinda journal.

.. Please stand by as I curl up in a dark corner.

Uh, on a lighter note. I have a pocket sized crocheted Cas now and I take him with me everywhere. People outside who spot his head peeking out of my pocket are pretty amused :) Wonder how many of them are spn fans, I wear a led zeppelin shirt, headphones are blaring acdc, there's salt and a hunting knife in our bag and I keep a little Castiel in my pocket. There might as well be a comedically large neon sign over my head.

- Dean (supernatural fictive, #🎞️)

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i really hope this thing is still active D: anyway. finding canonmates is so annoying esp when people try and treat it like it's a crime like maaan i'm just trying to talk to people i already know. wild

- dean 🩸🪵

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canon drugs;

I was actually a smoker. Dad smoked, though it looked cool. Young and stupid. Never kicked the habit, but god forbid I smoked when Bobby was around. Nothing scarier than a disapproving parent you actually respect. But sitting in the car, cigarette in my hand, leaning my arm out the open window- that just has aesthetic! Or tossing a lit cigarette into the grave of some ghost to light them up. Kids don't smoke, it's not cool.

Me? An alcoholic? Where'd you get that idea? ..shoves the whiskey bottles under the rug. It comes with the job y'know, you can't stay sober And live through what we went through.

Also I had a well in use bong, you ever seen a high angel? Funny as fuck!

- Dean (spn fictive, #🎞️, doing a separate post for myself, sorry)

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Your week is the standard Monday Tuesday Wednesday? Boring.

Mine's Misunderstood Monday, This Ain't A Love Song Tuesday, Wanted Dead Or Alive Wednesday, This House Is Not For Sale Thursday, Forever Friday, Something For The Pain Saturday and Saturday Night Gave Me Sunday Morning Sunday.

Yeah those are Bon Jovi songs. When I said Bon Jovi is good on occasion, I meant every second is a good occasion to listen to Bon Jovi, read between the lines people /j

I'm being held back from doing this with AC/DC, Madonna and Led Zeppelin as well, can't do silly posts in this sys I swear /j

- Dean (spn fictive, #🎞️)

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Canon outfits;

Dude if I see myself in another normal pair of jeans I'm gonna lose it. I did not wear normal jeans. I wore anything with patches, chains, belts, buttons, pins, extra pockets, the kind you could buy in rock/punk stores. Also, exclusively leather jackets. And sure as shit not flannels. Don't even get me started on the flashback episodes, hell I did not wear that stuff, I looked even more punk when I was a teenager back when I didn't have an aversion towards eyeliner.

Sammy's the flannel kinda person. Also skirts. Lots of them, they made it work even during hunts, don't ask me how. And fingerless gloves. And some orange Hozier hoodie that doesn't even exist in this life.

Crowley in a suit? Are you crazy? The man is scottish, he wore a kilt, even in hell. I called it a skirt once. Never made that mistake twice. He also had a liking for heeled boots.

When Cas didn't have to go outside, he wore anything that didn't belong to him. My and Benny's shirts, my pants, Crowley's jackets, Sammy's hoodies, I think at some point he even wore stuff from Eileen and I'm so sure I saw him in Bobby's flannels at least once. I thought it was a boyfriend thing at first. It wasn't. He was just too lazy to expand his wardrobe beyond anything suits and trenchcoats. That's shit they should've showed on the show! Horrible combinations of patterns and colours came out of that.

- Dean (as always) answering for also Sam, Castiel and Crowley for tagging purposes (spn fictives, #🎞️)

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Did I date.. Jo and Ash when I was younger. Like really young, 16/18. I don't remember the official canon age shit but I believe Jo was like, closer to Sam's age so it's worth mentioning that we were all the same age in my canon. Just in case. I think we did date? We did a lot of shit together, accidentally setting fire to a car, stuff like that. Drinking, smoking, dressing like punks in 1995. But I get all warm and fuzzy thinking about them. So uh, shout out to Jo and Ash. Raising a glass. Good times, love you guys.

- Dean (spn fictive, #🎞️)

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