#deathaversary

[sansland]

Making this post in honor of my late familiar. It’s hard to believe it’s been over a year without you. If you asked me a year or two ago where I’d be without Sans, I’d have said I’d be dead alongside him. I’m very much alive even though I’ve been without him for a year. Even if he haunts me on this Earth still, he’s a great boy. He was a great boy. Rest in peace Sans Papyrus Gaster, you handsome late sheltie you. I miss you every day. This post also goes out to all the late familiars that my fellow mages may have lost in the past. I understand your pain and sufferings

[erinella98]

Me: "C'mon, Ianto, let's see what crazy hijinks the team are going to get into today!"

Ianto: "Erin, don't you remember? I died 16 years ago."

Me: "Wh-"

Ianto: "You've got to let go."

Me: "No, I-"

Ianto: "It's getting out of hand, you need to stop."

Me: "You're lying."

Ianto: "There's a whole shrine in Cardiff for Christ's sake."

Me: "I figured that was just decorating..."

Ianto: "Sixteen years."

Me: "I don't appreciate this attitude from a grown man who's absolutely alive, totally alive, not dead, who I obviously haven't grown older than and who I would die for."

Ianto: "You don't need to die for me, I'm dead."

Me: "Okay, wow."

[mercysarts]

We live our lives taking each second for granted.

But what would you do if you knew how much time you had left?

Unus Annus.

One Year.

@markiplier @crankgameplays

This channel, much like all of you, has a limited amount of time.

And everyday we march ever closer to this channel's

inevitable doom.

[wolfsbane54]

Draw with me: One Year Deathaversary Video & Drawing for Unus Annus

[idyllicsunrise]

This year I stopped counting down the days til we would see another year without you.

It is at 12:39 AM the next day as I’m looking through my memories that I notice that it has now been seven years

With every passing year, it feels almost like an out of body experience to remember that this was something that broke me. That there was a time when I had to constantly repeat the fact in my brain because I didn’t want it to be real. I couldn’t process it as something that was real. I couldnt live in a world without you in it.

Then months passed, and I wondered when I would get used to a world without seeing you randomly in public and being excited to see my favourite person. I wondered when I would start to forget the sound of your voice or how your hugs felt. Of course I never wanted to. I knew it would happen eventually though. I wondered if life could ever feel the same as it was before you died. I constantly told myself I’d never forget you and that I’d keep our stories close to my heart to tell the people I meet. The family I create throughout my life

I do still intend to keep that promise.

Now we’re at seven years. That just seems crazy to me, like every year before this one. Where did the time go? Five more minutes with you just wouldn’t even be enough to show you the type of person I’ve grown up to be.

I hope you’d be proud. If you were still here.

[roshroslin]

Happy lifeaversary/deathaversary to me. Some of you know the story: I don’t celebrate my birthday, I celebrate today as my death day. The day I almost died on a plane and came to the first realization that I won’t be the first human being to live forever. I still keep this hospital bracelet as my most precious souvenir. It’s important to meditate on our mortality. Let every third thought be of the grave, as Shakespeare said — To realize that death comes for us all, eventually. But, when you get the opportunity to stand bold and defiant in the face of it, it’s important to celebrate the day you gave mortality the middle finger and said “Fuck You. Not today.” So, today serves as a reminder not to squander my precious time as if I have an ever abundant supply. To not waste it on things that serve no purpose. To be relentless in the pursuit of life. So, that when death finally comes for me and succeeds, I wont go quietly. It’s going to have to work pretty damn hard to take me, dragging, punching, kicking and screaming into the dark with a middle finger raised up the whole way. #stoicism #mementomori #lifeaversary #deathaversary https://www.instagram.com/p/CnkVkVlPA1J/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[adamthealien]

It's been six years since the last of my grandparents passed. Miss you, Art. #memories #deathaversary #Timehop (at Canby, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/COPB4CED69b/?igshid=3vgfncrpls6j

[budgie]

NEW on the blog:

Twenty-three years

Every year I write something, but a change this year. More about what it was like to have him as a big brother.

So, yes, my brother died twenty-three years ago today. This is about him. And that. And me.

But mostly about us.