the way you did even that one blog deduction i saw was so cool! its amazing the social things you found or guessed, just so cool!
couldypudomeplease
90th
Your ask already gives away the central thing about you. You open with excitement about someone else’s deductions before immediately asking for your own, but the wording collapses together into couldypudomeplease, as if you and I are in a real life conversation and you half-expect me to ignore it.
Your entire blog reads like someone trying to convert internal chaos into external structure before it overwhelms them. It is funny on the surface, but underneath it there is exhaustion baked into the phrasing.
What I noticed is that you build identity through accumulation.
Most people make intros by summarising themselves. You make intros by stacking details until a silhouette forms. Pronouns, fandoms, wolves, musicals, shapeshifters, playlists, userboxes, random phrases about skin theft, Australia in all caps, MAO, Tangotek obsession, commissions, ancient mythology, werewolves, body horror jokes, mutual affection, sleep problems, Minecraft rain. None of these individually define you. Together they do.
That tells me you do not experience yourself as one clean, stable category. You experience yourself as a constellation of hyperfixations, moods, aesthetics, jokes, attachments, and emotional fragments that only make sense when viewed together.
Your communication style is deeply social, but in a very specific way. You are constantly trying to reduce friction between yourself and others (your ask is a good example). You explain your nicknames, explain your phrasing, explain your boundaries, explain your commissions, explain your tags, explain your comfort levels. That usually comes from someone who has spent a long time worrying about being misunderstood, too intense, or accidentally rude.
Therapy time because I'm like that: Don't give a fuck. Who are they to care? It's your life. Frolic around.
Anyways back to the deduction:
Yet despite all that explaining, you are not restrained at all emotionally.
You yell in text. You exaggerate constantly. You repeat phrases for rhythm. You use absurd humour to soften darker thoughts. 'Talking about hiding the body' exists right next to 'I love asks!' and 'cats >:3' (honestly? real twin). Everything gets thrown into the same emotional soup and somehow still remains coherent.
The strongest pattern throughout your blog is attachment.
Not just liking things. You do not casually enjoy creators or fandoms. You imprint on them. The title is 'I am crashing out over this end', which is most probably a Minecraft reference (I only know the Unstable smp so I can't. really be sure). The way you talk about TangoTek specifically is almost protective, like excitement becomes loyalty in your brain. You repeatedly frame interests in emotional terms rather than analytical ones. You don’t engage halfway.
That same intensity applies to people.
You repeatedly emphasise mutuals, asks, interaction, tagging, community, nicknames. Even your commissions are framed less like transactions and more like collaborative enthusiasm. You want interaction to feel alive. You want evidence that people are present with you, not just near you.
The shapeshifter, vampire, werewolf, goblin, monster imagery is not random fandom residue either. It all points toward the same underlying thing: discomfort with stable personhood. You consistently gravitate toward identities that are mutable, hidden, transformed, or partially inhuman. Not because you genuinely think you are nonhuman in a literal sense necessarily, but because those metaphors feel more accurate than rigid social categories do.
You also have a very obvious sensory and emotional orientation toward the world. Music, rain sounds, textures, aesthetics, old-fashioned clothing, Minecraft ambiance, playlists, visual boards. You organise emotion through atmosphere.
And then there’s the exhaustion.
Buried underneath all the humour and capslock and feral goblin energy(?) is someone who sounds perpetually overstimulated. You mention insomnia, anxiety suspicions, crashing out, inconsistency, forgetfulness, feeling trapped, not knowing who you are anymore. But instead of collapsing inward, you externalise all of it into performance, community, jokes, and creation.
Which is... honestly smarter than what a lot of people do.











