𝓓𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓓𝓮𝓿𝓸𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓮 ~ 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝓆𝓊𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓃𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓈
Credit: 28 Days of Devotion
·͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙ ·͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧
𝓓𝓪𝔂 𝓢𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷 ~
My favorite thing to remember is the switch that flipped inside of me when Andras said something shocking to me. He called me something I didn't expect and it sent a jolt through me. It made me feel like I could connect with divinity and see him through an unbiased lens, where I could be shown his emotions and thoughts and needs. To have personal moments without the communities scrutiny.
In deity work it can be hard because you can become filled with thoughts of shame, guilt, worry, and anxiety. But here? I relaxed, I understood, and I felt safe with his presence as he expressed himself truthfully to me. It made me fully realize that I could connect with the personal emotional side of Andras and that we could bond through any moment together; That I was learning to see this side of divinity more fully.
I am grateful for this moment and I look back on it with fondness and joyful laughter. I am content with him by my side and as he continues to show me over and over again through our communication that he will always be there through thick and thin.
·͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙ ·͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙˚⁺‧
Day seven complete! I know it wasn't very descriptive of our moment but I do think of other moments of feeling his energy weighing and encompassing me. Seeing him in my visions, dreams, and the astral. Like waking up, just to see right before I do, him holding me and sharing a moment together. To sense him playing with my hair and looking at me with adoration- I am in awe of him.












