#detrans tw

[whoryounow]

Yeah no if you're into detrans kink and in the same breath use tme/tma binary you're like. Not just on thin fucking ice you've crossed the line. Not sorry, will self-reblog this A LOT.

[lackinggravitas]

i love transing characters……. consider mtf stan. maybe she always felt like there was something off about her, something she couldnt place, an uncomfortableness in her own skin…

getting kicked out was the worst thing to happen to her by a long shot in her mind, even worse than tijuana or the trunk or any other bullshit she went thru, but it did give her something: a sort of freedom. while she was on the streets she met all sorts of people, began to actually discover herself and her identity beyond just being ford’s twin

she realizes shes trans, she even starts transitioning a little, as much as a broke homeless person in the 80s can transition. grows her hair out, even starts looking at some back alley experimental hormone therapy….

but then she gets the postcard. then she pushes her brother thru the portal and she has to take his identity…

she was finally starting to find herself but that doesnt matter. ford needs stan to save him and in order to do that stan needs to become ford, in order to keep the house and make money. and ford isnt a woman, hes a man

so stan detransitions. and maybe a part of him still aches for what could have been but whatever. after a while he gets used to the old familiar sting of being ‘sir’ and ‘he’ again. because getting ford back is more important. it doesnt matter what stan wanted, stan pines is dead. the woman that stan wanted to be is dead but it doesnt matter what stan wants

ford is more important.

[detransslutt]

Boobs and full naked with my deadnamr as i told :3

[cuntftmtf]

Not Kink!

Hi so i just wanted to say, it's totally okay if you don't post it or don't respond in anyway. I guess I'm just in my thoughts or feels rn. But I just wanted to ask if someone else experiences this.

So I come on Tumblr and look at all sorts of shit and try and get off, you know? As most of us on this side of Tumblr do. I'm into a lot of different kinks, ya know misgendering, noncon, orientation play, etc. The roster, ya know? And usually it's great and fun and whatever, but I've noticed that sometimes, after I get myself off, my mood suddenly changes. The best way I could describe it is somewhere between post-nut clarity and sub drop, but closer to sub drop. Like I get off and suddenly I feel almost empty and not like myself and sometimes feeling depressed and self loathing. And I'm sure I'm not crazy, and I'm not the only one who experiences this, but I never see it talked about anywhere so I guess I just wanted to see if that was something other people experienced. And if you or anybody had any tips on how to handle it ig, idk it's rough in here sometimes.

Again, it's totally okay and understandable if you don't post this or respond. It's not your responsibility to comfort a complete stranger on the Internet. I just figured it couldn't hurt to ask

hey, first off i hope its okay that i'm posting this publicly, i think you said something really important and i think other people would benefit from seeing this too!

to start off, those feelings are totally normal and i've been there plenty of times. especially after taking this kink out of fantasy i would sometimes get uncomfortable, regretful, moody, etc.. you're engaging in dark and personal kinks that sometimes come from a conflicting place. it can be hard to reconcile getting off to things that are also uncomfortable and even triggering sometimes, and when you're suddenly no longer horny that can hit pretty hard.

i guess what's important to figure out for yourself is what's making you feel like that. are you ashamed? did you trigger yourself? is confronting you with your identity in a way you find uncomfortable? sometimes that post nut depression is just a physical reaction too, plenty of people feel inexplicably down after they cum. it's not strange and you don't have to worry about it. but i do find it important to determine the reason for it, because you could be hurting yourself by getting off to these kinks if it's coming from a not so healthy place. remember that kink should be a rewarding exploration and not an actual punishment for yourself.

as for getting past the drop, look up aftercare guides for psychological bdsm scenes. my main ones are:

have something to drink and put some sugars in your body so you get some energy back

provide yourself any kind of self care you like. that could include wrapping up in a nice blanket, asking a friend about their day, maybe taking a nice bath or shower, but can also mean folding some laundry or any other mindless little task you would feel better about if it was finished!

remind yourself that your kinks are not indicative of your value or morality, dark kinks don't make you a bad (queer) person, they're just a way to get your rocks off

put on a show or a podcast to take your mind off things if you find your thoughts are running wild

i hope you feel a little less alone in this experience! lastly, if you're playing with a partner who's into this type of thing, let them know when you need some extra care after a scene. don't just let them drop you if you need to come down gently.

[ftmcity]

Anyone wanna play dirty true or dare with me in dms😍

[confusedcunny]

Detrans December Challenge

Alright I'm doing it! A notes game going from now until 1 December 2023 00:00. The results of the notes will dictate what I'll do during Detrans-December!

Every 10 notes is a day of wearing lace panties. 20 notes: I grow out my hair further. 50 notes: I shave my pussy smooth and keep it smooth. 75 notes: I'll write my deadname on my body. 100 notes: I lower my next T shot with 1/5th. 125 notes: Every 50 notes beyond this point my T is reduced another 1/5th. 150 notes: I shave my whole body smooth and keep it smooth. 175 notes: I draw a womb and ovaries on myself. 200 notes: I dress up in thong, bra, skirt, stockings (as fem as I can with the clothes I have) and share it here. 225 notes: I do more body writing based on your suggestions. 250 notes: I masturbate in girly clothes. 275 notes: I upload myself humping a pillow. 300 notes: I watch a feminization hypnosis every other day. 325 notes: At this point my first shot is skipped. Every 50 notes beyond this point I reduce a fifth of my next shot, and then the next etc. 350 notes: I practice penetration once a week (I'm kinda bad with that right now). 400 notes: I get a pink piece of jewelry for my bellybutton piercing. 450 notes: I watch a feminization hypnosis every day. 500 notes: I go outside dressed in a skirt. 525 notes: I add new goals...

I'm excited to see the results, and who knows, maybe in January I'll really get to say:

"New year, new me!"

[trannysuicide]

Why is it that everyone can agree that white people and non-Jewish people shouldn't be involved in raceplay because raceplay is inherently a trauma-based kink that gentile white people are not systematically oppressed by and therefore won't understand the appeal of, but the moment I say cis people shouldn't be involved in misgendering/detransition kinks directed at trans people for the same reason, a million bootlickers with racist cis partners come at me like, "Uhh actually it's trauma-based for them too 🥺 being encouraged to oppress people is sooo traumatizing so it's basically the same thing for them to do it 🥺🥺🥺 I'm not going to question their intentions AT ALL!"

It's like no one questions any kink anymore because for some reason everyone thinks your real life beliefs disappear the moment you're horny. Nothing exists entirely in a vacuum. Sorry to break it to you but the fact that cishet transphobic MAGAts constantly prowl around ftM porn subreddits looking for young trans guys to groom to force them to detransition because they claim to have a "misgendering kink" IS related to the fact that those people are genuinely transphobic in real life. Ask literally any trans man who has taken interest in dating and you'll hear a million different horror stories about that specific kind of person. That's how dangerous and how common they are but none of you question it because they hide it all behind "It's my kink, stop kinkshaming me!!!" and you all just eat it up. You're all so fucking dumb no wonder why you get trapped in abusive relationships with cishet guys who lie about being bisexual to you, you constantly come up with reasons for why it's okay for cis people to fantasize about forcing trans people to detransition.

No wonder why trans men are the punching bags of the queer community, you've all been taught that being a bootlicker is praxis because "think about how hard it is for the poor little cissies! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺" No actually I think if you're a cis person who misgenders trans people as a "kink" you deserve to be hung upside down and skinned alive like a deer. Grow a fucking spine or else it's gonna get you killed.

[whoryounow]

Just had some moron's post on my dash that was talking about how "hot" it would be to be blackmailed into detransitioning.

I just recently had the situation partly settle down in which I was forced to socially detransition because of blackmailing. I have ptsd because of the whole thing, I have nightmares about the people who did it and every single night before going to sleep I check my dms just in case those bitches decided I didn't get enough shit alredy.

TAG YOUR FUCKING FETISH SHIT, WILL YOU? ESPECIALLY IF IT'S SOMETHING AS DISGUSTING AS FORCED DETRANSITION. STOP DOING YOUR BEST TO TRIGGER VICTIMS OF THESE THINGS.