#did struggles

[thesolarclustersys]

system's ladybug - comic by Charmy 🧸♥️

Introducing... Charmy Winslow!

Anxiety holder, guilt processor, and our system's little. He likes teddy bears, warm blankets, vanilla flavored things, and is generally the sweetest kid you'll ever meet, even if he is a bit quiet at times. :]

[cosmic-box]

Remember; you’re not alone

— 🦜🔎 [Any Prns] , 🌻🪽[She/They] , 🖤🌈 [He/They/She]

[beespaghettii]

If any systems have tips or tricks for how they do shifts at work, we'd be happy to take some!

Lately there's been a lot of dissociating while at work, along with trouble communicating with headmates. Also while we normally operate with at least two people in front at a time, work usually makes that impossible which slightly impairs our ability to stay grounded.

Also if you don't have DID but have issues dissociating at work and have any advice that would be nice too!

We work at an ice cream shop and usually there's 1-3 people working a shift at a time, anyone with experience in customer service or the environment of a place that sells food who has tips please share! But also I'll appreciate any advice from anyone willing to share, even if it's a different situation/experience.

I hope this is readable, we're super dissociated-

[evil-mindhive]

if a 007n7 fictive forms i will NOT behave btw

Boy do I have news for you

WHAT

Chat a new dweller is appearing just give them time

[etherial-exe]

We’re going ice fishing this week! I can’t wait to catch some beauties. I’ll post pictures if I remember to take any.

We’re sharing a hut with our boyfriend, mom, and step-dad. Luckily, they all know about our DID, so any switches won’t cause concern in such close quarters.

We’re very much looking forward to it~

[softgritspoonie]

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[moonjay-the-forest-spirit]

So had a new system experience yesterday, I switched out in a strangers house and it was dark outside. So turns out another alter was fronting all day yesterday, went outside and made friends with a group of people our age and then proceeded to get in a car with them and go to one of their Houses (just to make it clear I have very bad anxiety, I don't talk to strangers let alone get in their car.. I can't even get on a bus by myself) so I come out, was freaking out inside, told the group that it was late and I had to get home and left. Luckily the guy's house was only done the road from ours so I knew the way.

We typically don't have that bad amnesia between us mostly just emotional or greyout but I had no idea what the hell was going on when I first switched out. Some of yesterday has trickled back to me and I have the gist of what happened but its still very fuzzy and I'm having a hard time believing that whole thing was even real. I know it did because they all requested to follow our insta and our mom knew we were out until pretty late which she mentions is so odd and unlike me.

Honestly I'd of thought this would help soothe my denial being one of those more uhh "out there" and "hard to fake" experiences like I know I wouldn't go up to a group of strangers and just tag along with them. But nope now I just think I somehow made the whole thing up so I had a "good DID story" to tell people to "prove myself".

But I was scared, I was genuinely scared and I know that feeling was real. When I left that guy's house I bursted into tears, why would I do that if I was the one to tag along with them? Why can't I remember so much of yesterday? But yeahhh this post is basically just to help convince me that what happened actually happened.

~Ace 🔮🌲🦄

[rhyolight]

What people think being a system is like: 

one minute I’m your friend the next I’m gonna kill you

What being a system is actually like:

I found an old jewelry box covered in rainbow horses so I’m fixing it up for the little

fighting over shampoo scent, so we have both fruit and vanilla

why are there horses and stuffed animals on my desk?

suddenly I’m in the kitchen with a pot of boiling water and idk what it’s for so I’m making pasta

“who ate the last of my pasta?”

“I want tea” “well I don’t like tea”

ty’s best friend is my boyfriend so fighting over who gets to front and talk to him

accidentally denying that you know people the host has known forever cause you don’t know them

“I really don’t want to write this email will you do it for me?”

“where did we put the (insert missing object here)”

embarrassing nicknames that thankfully no one else can hear 

oh hey someone organized my desk and did laundry 

“why are we dressed like this?”

“can I borrow your stuff?” “no don’t you dare touch it”

accents