Can we get prompt 5 with Xaldin/Dilan and a reader having anxiety/panic attack?
first prompt back!! i emotionally dumped in this story because life is hell!! i’ve done a prompt similar to this in the past but you know. it’s been two years. so here we go again. i’m making a new masterlist for current stories btw.
i hope you enjoy. leave a tip on kofi!
prompt- “you’re safe. it’s alright; i’m not letting go.”
"safe."
It was too much. Everything was too much. The sound was too much. Everything itched. Everything burns. There was some sort of salt in the eyes that broke the skin, running down the limbs, a painful shiver that burned the muscles. It was scary. It is scary.
Everything was scary everything was going everything was loud- everything was screaming everything is screaming- everything is loud everything is throbbing-
“Hey,”
Warmth cut through. It wasn’t burning. It was warm. It didn’t hurt.
“Can you look at me?”
I can’t move. I couldn’t move. I can’t move. I can’t-
“Come here.” He pulled me, resting my body against his; warmth , grasping my chest, pulling the tightness apart. “Is this alright?”
I think so.
I nod, my muscles tight in my neck.
Dilan hummed as he held me, his hands resting on your back as the warmth and weight floated the pain, a certain soft type of comfort taking the reins. The warmth flooding my tightened chest, unravelling and relaxing as the anxiety untwisted.
“You’re safe,” Dilan whispered, “It’s alright; I’m not letting go.”
I trembled. It hurt. It hurts to panic. It hurts to cry. It hurt to not. Everything was hurting; there was no escape in my body. But there was some sort of peace in his arms. Some sort of comfort. It wasn’t enough but it wasn’t as painful with him here. He couldn’t fix it but he could quell it.
“Is this helping?”
I nodded.
“I’m going to hold you here as long as you need me,” He said, his voice soft.
I hummed in response, pulling myself closer to him, his chest rising and falling soothing me. I was tired. I am tired. I don’t know how to deal with it.
Just crumble. He’s here. You can crumble.
I choked a little, my breath catching in my throat as a sob rose in my throat.
“You can cry. You don’t have to hold it and hurt yourself.”
I broke- a sob painfully cutting through my throat, clutching onto him as I broke; his hands a comforting weight on my back.
“Why does this always happen?” I choked as he sighed, one of his hands stroking my back.
“I don’t have an answer,” He sighed, gently kissing the crown of my head, “but you don’t have to deal with them. You don’t have to deal with this.”
“I don’t have a choice,” I whispered.
“Rest here, for right now. We’ll figure this out together,” He tightened the hug for a moment, reassuring me, “But you don’t have to do this alone. I’m here with you and I’m not letting go. Alright?”
So I'm the mood for angst. Really key my heart out if you will. How would the original organization members (1-6) react to their SO dying to protect them? Headcanons are fine just cause I know it's a lot. Please and thank you 💕
ill do my best but i make no promises
Xemnas doesn’t even react as you lay dying. You always made the choice to stick around knowing he didn’t truly care for you, and now you had gone and sacrificed yourself for him. He didn’t ask you to do that, but it seemed a fitting end for a pawn to die for the king.
Xigbar cares, god does he care, but he doesn’t show it. He can’t show that sort of weakness in front of anyone, not even you. He’s got too much at stake. But his heart aches as he watches the life slip from your eyes, begging him to help you and he can’t.
Xaldin doesn’t know what to do. He knew nothing good could come from being involved with a regular human, but he went and did it anyway and now you had gone and gotten your stupid self killed and he was alone. He always said love was a waste and as he watched the blood flow from your split skin, he couldn’t help but blame himself.
Vexen was in near hysterics, working feverishly to stitch you up, begging you not to leave him, too many people had already left him, he couldn’t handle it if you died too. He wasn’t even aware of it when you stopped breathing, never told you how much you meant to him, how much he loved you, and now it didn’t matter.
Lexaeus was already a man of so few words, but now it felt like he might never speak again. He knelt down, cradling your broken body in his arms as gently as he could, but he could still feel the way you pulled away from him in pain. Even if he could find the will to speak, he wouldn’t know what to say anyway. It was his fault you had gotten hurt, and now he would have to live with that guilt.
Zexion was filled with cold dread, staring at you with apathy born from confusion. There was no way you could die, not now, not after he had taken the risk and let you in. What was he supposed to do? He knelt down beside you, listening to your ragged breaths, and brushed the blood soaked hair from your face, leaving behind a smear of crimson. He could see the life slowly slipping from your eyes, but couldn’t find the words he needed to beg you to stay.
idk that these are as heart-wrenching as you were hoping for but i didn’t want to go all out hardcore like i do with the usual scenarios. it would definitely have gotten out of hand lol
this is a new imagine blog that i’ve just started like, today. some of you ma recognize my style from other places that shall not be mentioned. this is essentially a new start.
so you can call me luna and i’ll hopefull be doing headcanons, matchups, and scenarios for all our kingdom hearts baes.
please read the rules before requesting. i won’t write for ones that don’t fit the rules sorrynotsorry
Aeleus, Dilan and Isa being horny and snuggly?? somebody had 2 ask love u stay safe!! jgjhj
um??? yes?? absolutely??? i love it?? also i began missing winter half way though whoops
thank you for requesting! i hope you enjoy~
a-n: smutty under the cutty
Aeleus, Dilan, & Isa being Horny and Snuggly
Dilan--
“Come’re,” Dilan mumbled, pulling you tightly against him on the couch, grabbing another cookie for him, “I’ve missed you.”
“I’ve missed you too,” You quietly said, holding the sugar cookie up to his mouth while he took the cookie, his eyes darkening while he quickly ate it.
“You’re the only man I know who wants to fuck me after I feed him a cookie,” You teased, grinding your hips against yours, his hardened length rubbing you.
“Good- you’re mine, i’m the only one who should be wanting to fuck you at all,” he mumbled, a sentence that would normally make you crumble under him making you giggle at his sleepy tone.
“Hm, that’s true,” You quietly said, his hand pulling your shorts down far enough for him to stick his hand in your pants, immediately finding your clit as he slowly rubbed over it, a sharp gasp leaving your lips.
“DIlan-”
“You make me want to fuck you into a wall but I don’t want to get up,” He quietly commented, dripping his fingers lower as he teased your enterance, slowly dipping his fingers inside of you.
“Hmm, then do it here,” You whispered, his lips tickling your neck as he kissed up to your ear.
“I intend to, darling.”
Aeleus--
“It’s cold,” you mumbled, nuzzling your head into Aeleus’s neck, his hands wrapped around your back as his focus was on the snow falling outside.
“I know,” Aeleus chuckled at your clinginess, kissing your forehead before his hands cupped your ass, teasingly massaging you.
“I don’t wanna get up, Aeleus,” You whined at his massage, his lips lightly trailing down your neck, pulling you to his right to lay you down on the couch.
“You don’t have to then,” He simply said, kissing your lips as he caged you down on the couch as his forearms rest beside your head, your arms continuing to stay tight around his body- his tongue roughly invading your mouth as he groaned ever so softly.
“What do you want to do?” You softly asked, lips barely leaving your skin as he pressed kisses against your neck, slowly working down as his hands pushed off your loose sleeping shorts.
“Eat you out,” He bluntly said, making his way down to your panties, a soft chuckle leaving his lips at the little pink bow on top.
“Hopefully that’ll warm you up enough.”
Isa--
“Fuck-” you cursed, burying yourself into Isa’s arms at the crash of thunder outside, pulling yourself tightly to him while he stroked your back.
“Do you want a distraction?” Isa quietly asked as he picked you up, carrying you to the fort on the floor the two of you made earlier in the day.
“Mhmm,” You quietly said, nodding as he carried you, your legs wrapped tightly around his back as he placed you down, chuckling at your hands grabbing for him as he pulled you down into the fort- fairy lights and pillows comforting you form the loud storm outside.
“Pull off your shirt, little one,” He quietly said, watching as you sat up and did as you were told, licking his lips as he pulled you to switch spots with him, your back to the ground as he gently stroked over your panties.
“You always look so cute for me, little one,” He quietly praised, pulling you on top of a stack of pillows while he knelt in front of you, your dusty blue panties soaked through just for him to pull them off and toss them beside your skirt- another crash of thunder making you jump.
“Focus on me, little one,” Isa quietly reminded you, kneeling in front of your aching core, “And be a good girl for me.”
AU-ish? Okay- let's say reader helps Ienzo and Even with some experiments regarding magic, but reader's magic seems to not enough. Research leads to discovering that magic/mana can be enhanced by pleasure/sex~ Are the scientists willing to help out themselves? Do they enlist the guardsmen while they watch?
it took a lot for me to think about the mythology and flow of this story, it took a while- i’m sorry about that- but i feel like i’ve finally figured out how to organize the story :) this definitely pulled me from my comfort zone and i love it.
according to this mythology as i finish this at 1:48 a.m. is that donald duck as been bangin’.
this is, in short, a collection of drabbles with a continuous plot. so. also… i couldn’t not have a cheesy ending. became only the guardsmen and even because parental undertones for Ienzo.
thank you for requesting! i hope you enjoy~
a-n: smutty under the cutty | word count: 5.3 k.
Even/Reader/Aeleus/Dilan | Philomath
“Do you have any idea of how it could be stronger?” Even asked, rubbing his eyes at the time of night, his exhaustion setting in while he finished up the work for the night, the lab dimmed with the lateness of your work.
“Not from what I know, but there must be something, right?” You sighed, walking over to Even and rubbing his shoulders, the tension leaving him while his head rested against your stomach.
“There has to be, there’s no other way to go about it,” He glanced over his notes, “It’s not combative magic, so it’s not strengthened through training.” “Right, it’s healing, but it’s odd,” You sighed, wrapping your arms around his middle, “It’s pretty lame, it doesn’t grow in strength or weaken.”
“I have noticed, once, when the magic strengthened,” Even said after a pause, “After our anniversary.”
“Excuse me?”
“After our anniversary, your magic strengthened,” He repeated, reviewing over the notes again, “If you don’t believe me, you can read Ienzo’s notes on it.”
You read over the papers he handed you, noticing the date and notes review-
“Huh. You’re right,” You finally mumbled.
Even stood as you handed him the papers back, his eyes dark as they rested on you, his hand on your back pulling you to him.
“You know, we could work on that,” Even smirked against your ear, his voice a hushed whisper as his breath against your ear ignited a shiver down your spine.
“Hm, we could, or we could go to sleep,” You teased, his hand continuing down your back to hold your ass, his other hand gently cupping your jaw as he brought your lips to his- your lips pressed against his in a spark as he softly hummed against your lips.
“If it’s important to our research we should make haste, then.”
—
Day I-
Hypothesis- “Healing/medical magic pertaining to the emotional and mental state of one’s own health is strengthened by physical pleasure to the magic wielder”.
Procedures of the test- Shower sex.
“Come here,” Even breathed against your neck, pulling you into the shower as your bare skin met his, his lips crashing into yours- his soft moan vibrating against your lips. The warm water running down your skin as his hands intertwined into your hair, his body pressing against yours as his hardened length pressed against your stomach, a hand leaving your hair to trail down your back-
“Even~” You whimpered as his lips left you, softly pressing into the skin of your jaw, a hand moving from your back to your core, gently rubbing two fingers between your folds.
“Please, Even,” You begged as he quietly hummed, pulling your head to rest against his chest while you moaned, feeling the dull pulse of pleasure rush through you.
“Patience, my love,” Even chuckled at your growing neediness, your eyes meeting his in a plea, “I need to make sure I take proper preparation to conduct this little experiment.”
“Please just fuck me,” You finally snapped, glaring up at him while the warm water continued to cradle your body, his jade eyes meeting yours in a playfulness.
“Hm, as you wish,” He said after a moment, pinning you to the shower wall in a quick motion as the two of you were able to somehow keep your balance, your back facing him as he entered you.
“I need you to cooperate,” Even warned lowly in your ear, his hips pinning yours against the wall as you attempted to gain friction against him, “Or else I’ll have to repeat this experiment.”
“And you say I have a mad scientist fetish,” Your retort was cut off with a moan, his hips slowly moving against yours, his pants heavy against your ear while you whimpered at the sweet friction.
“Yes, but this is an actual experiment, darling,” Even said coolly in your ear, a sharp contrast to his loud pants.
“Of what? Ah-”
“Of your magic strengthening,” His breath fanning against your ear, his chest hot against your back- his length slowly dragging across your velvet walls, his gentleness making your chest swell with love while your core burned with impatience.
“Please, can you move faster?” You quietly asked, his lips attached to your neck, his teeth grazing over your sensitive flesh.
“Since you asked so nicely,” He smirked against your skin, his hips moving against yours with new vigor, his soft pants fanning against your damp skin- the feeling of his eyes boring into you while you felt his length twitch inside of you.
“You feel lovely,” He quietly praised you, his hips slapping against yours as the sound of the shower drowned out your pants, a hand creeping down to gently stroke over your Clit.
Your loud moan echoed through the shower as his hand sped up against your bundle of nerves, gently pinching it as you felt your walls start to convulse- your quick orgasm making you cry out as you clutched onto the shower wall- everything quickly becoming white as Even sped up further, his orgasm filling you as you finally came down from your high.
“Good girl,” Even mumbled in your ear, pulling out of you while pulling you back into his arms, his soft kiss making you melt into his arms as the warm water flowed over you.
“Let’s see if you’re any stronger tomorrow.”
–
“Your magic has strengthened, how could that be? You said you can’t train it,” Ienzo mumbled to himself, his thoughts preoccupied with the data as Even briefly made eye contact with you- his jade eyes burning into yours- all for him to pull his attention back to Ienzo.
“I’m looking into a way she can increase it, but that could have just been a surge,” Even avoided mentioning that he railed into you in the shower, his focus on making sure Ienzo hadn’t found out just yet.
“That’s true,” Ienzo completely ignored the first part of what Even said, mumbling to himself before leaning a little too far to the left, his balance giving out-
“Will you please attempt to have a sleeping schedule?” Even snapped, his concern showing through his voice as he caught Ienzo in his arms, “Go to bed, we’ll take care of this.”
“But-”
“Bed. Now,” Even interrupted, “You can’t work if you’re passing out.”
“You’re one to talk,” Ienzo pursed his lips, a soft laugh escaping him at Even’s glare.
“I know it’s rich coming from him, but you do need to rest Ienzo; we’ll clean up and finish up tonight,” You reassured Ienzo, his nod reassuring as you watched him make his way out of the lab: the only ones remaining being you, Even, and Aeleus.
“Darling, I have a question for you,” Even quietly said, his eyes meeting yours for a brief moment before darting up to behind you.
“Hm?”
“Would you be alright with these… Experiments to have others help us?” He quietly asked, gently cupping your jaw to look up at him, his thumb stroking over your skin soothingly.
“What do you mean?” You felt someone behind you while your focus was locked on Even.
“Would you consent to others in this castle helping me with this experiment?” “Like, physically?”
“Yes; like someone with me or in front of me, to help me along with it,”
“Why?”
“Have I ever been able to go at it like a dog for days on end?” Even bluntly asked, the composure to his sentences leaving as he grew impatient.
“Well, no,” You finally said after a moment, “But who are you talking about?”
“The other two.”
The other two. Your husband was asking you if you were okay with other men fucking you with Even for the sake of an experiment- the other men being the closest friends of you two, the other apprentices. You had to be insane to agree to that; the idea of your husband watching or adding someone else to the intimacy for the sake of magic possibly increasing left you baffled and intrigued. You had to be insane to agree to that.
Good thing you’re insane.
“I.. I’m okay with that,” You finally said after a moment, Even’s jaded eyes darkening while he gently rubbed your skin again, pulling you up for a kiss.
“Good; can we start now?”
“Now?”
“Now.”
“Yes,” You breathed out, Even roughly kissing you while hands rested on your hips as other lips attacked your neck- your surprised moan making Even chuckle against your lips. Leaving your lips, Even kissed along your cheek, gently kissing your ear-
Day II
Procedures of the experiment: rough sex
“Aeleus,” He whispered, your hair moved from your neck as Aeleus kissed down your neck, his teeth grazing your sensitive skin while you wiggle in your seat.
“Be a good girl for him,” He whispered again, pulling off your coat while you heard the rustling of Aeleus taking off his uniform, “I want him to fuck you; you’ll suck my cock- understand?”
“Yes, sir,” You quietly whispered, Aeleus’s bare hands returning to your back as you were stripped by your husband- still facing him as a table separated the two of you as Aeleus moved you off of the seat to stand in front of him, pulling off your bottoms and panties- leaving you bare in front of the man who always stood in the lab with you.
Aeleus was silent as he kissed down your back, feeling you shiver under him as his large, calloused hands worked opposite of his lips, gently running across your stomach before grabbing your breast; gently massaging your breast in hand as he twisted your nipple- Even making his way beside you as you felt him finally touch you again.
“Such a good girl,” Even praised you, pulling up your head by your hair, his lips roughly capturing yours as his hands replaced Aeleus’s on your breast, Aeleus’s hands pulling your legs apart. Even’s tongue forcefully making its way through your mouth while you whimpered, his tongue intertwining with yours as Aeleus’s tongue ran across your bare folds, massaging you experimentally.
“Fuck-” you whimpered, attempting to push your hips back against his face while he held you securely in place, his tongue slowly moving across your core while you felt him squeeze your thighs.
“Such a good girl, letting him eat you out like a little whore,” Even teased in your ear, gently pinching your nipples between his fingers while Aeleus ran his tongue across your clit- your sharp gasp resonating through the room. His soft chuckle vibrating against you while you moaned again, Even’s fingers continuing to torture you while Aeleus’s tounge circled around your clit, lightly flicking it as he massaged the nub with his muscle.
“Please,” You whimpered, Aeleus’s hand running up your back to sooth your whimpers, his large, calloused hands rubbing over your softer skin as the stimulation began to overtake you.
“Please what?” Even quietly asked you, Aeleus’s lips closing around your clit as he suckled on it, shots of pleasure shooting through you- a sharp cry resonating through the room while you leaned forward against the lab table.
“Please- someone take me-” you groaned, a thick finger entering you, your walls fluttering around him as he slowly fingered you- the simplest of touches driving your head to lighten as your head spun with pleasure.
“Not yet,” Even quietly assured you, a hand running down your back to knead your ass in one fo his hands, Aeleus’s hand joining as you groaned again at the multiple touches, “He has to make sure you can take him, yes?”
“I want him~” You whimpered, Aeleus finally breaking with a moan as he shoved another finger into your entrance, his tongue massaging your clit as you felt your walls start to flutter, your thoughts becoming hazed.
“Please- ah!- Aeleus, please,” you whimpered, your begs making him curl his finger in you as you groaned, Even’s eyes locked on yours as he fought off his belt, palming his hardened length in his pants.
“Fine-” Aeleus said lowly, his voice teetering on a growl as he stood up, pulling you against him as Even sat down in a chair horizontal to the table, Aeleus turning you to face him as he pushed you onto your knees.
“Good girl- Come here,” Even commanded you, crawling over to him as you rested on all knees, your hands by his ankles as you felt Aeleus run a hand down your back one more time to relax you.
“Stop me if you feel uncomfortable, understand?” Aeleus said, a command coming from a new voice as your husband gently stroked your hair, leading you to suck on him while Aeleus finally pushed into you- your mouth full as you groaned at the thick intrusion, the tightness of your walls clenching around his length as he stopped to let your body adjust, only to push into you fully.
Your head shallowly bobbing as you distracted yourself from the distinct stretch of your core, Aeleus’s length filling you up completely as his hips rested against yours, his low growl making your walls clench around him. Even’s hand gently tangled through your hair, pulling you up to face him- his face flushed with a blush at the sheer magnitude of the situation, his lips swollen from him biting it to retrain his moans, his hair ever so slightly ruffled with the hasty removal of some of his clothes- leaving him in his white shirt and black pants, his boots long discarded. Watching his jade eyes for a moment, Aeleus softly kissed your neck in a soft comfort, Even’s eyes blown as he brought you in for a kiss, his lips soft but hungry.
“Focus on me for a moment,” Even quietly instructed you as he brought your head back down onto his length, his soft moan filling the room as you shallowly bobbed your head again- Aeleus’s length twitching inside of you at the sound of Even’s moan.
Gently running a hand up your back, Aeleus gripped your shoulder as he slowly ground his hips into yours- your eyes rolling to the back of your head as Even watched, your moan loud but muffled by your husbands cock, only to be amplified by his soft cry of pleasure at the vibrations. “Can I move?” Aeleus quietly asked you, your head nodding as he slowly ground his hips into yours again, his hips rolling shallowly as he became accustomed to the tightness of your walls. A soft hiss came from his mouth as he slowly ground into you, watching your head bob on Even’s length, your focus entirely on your husband while you were pleasured- your hips starting to move on their own to met Aeleus’s thrust.
“Do you want him to go faster?” Even shakily asked, your head quickly nodding as you groaned on his length, a rough thrust coming in response as you moaned, “Was that alright?”
Quickly nodding again, Aeleus’s length filling you up quickly as his hands moved to your hips, your walls massaged with a fullness and a precision as you groaned, his roughness taking over despite the underlying care in every thrust. You groaned around Even’s length, his head falling back as you continued to bob, a soft whine leaving your throat at the loss of attention.
“Even,” Aeleus abruptly said, his voice never phased by the roughness of his motions, “Look at me.”
Moving his head up, Even met Aeleus’s eyes as a hand roughly gripped his hair, Aeleus pulling him to him as he roughly kissed your blonde husband- a low growl leaving his lips as you clenched around his length at the show on top of you.
“Pay attention to your wife,” Aeleus lowly warned, Even’s quick nod making you whimper at his quick submission, his eyes falling back to you- your head shoving all the way down on his length as you deepthroated him- a soft, strangled cry of pleasure leaving his mouth.
“I’m going to cum if-if you keep doing that,” Even panted, Aeleus’s hips never faltering as he sped up his pace, his near to silent pants gracing your ears as he hissed, his hands clutching onto your hips- an orgasm rushing through you as you groaned on Even’s length, his cry mixing with your own muffled one as the two of you orgasmed, Aeleus’s thrust stopping as he felt you cum.
“You haven’t cum,” You hoarsely objected as Even’s length left your mouth, the oxygen rushing back into your head as your body continued to tingle with pleasure.
“Do you want me to continue?” Aeleus asked you, your nod coming quick as Even continued to pant in the chair, his hand petting your hair.
“Are you sure you want to be overstimulated?” Even asked you, your quick yes making him chuckle as Aeleus started his thrust again, his momentum slowly building again as you held onto Even’s legs, your head at the edge of the chair as you groaned.
“You look lovely like this,” Even quietly said, his voice tired and lustful all at once, his focus on your whimpers and moans that freely left your mouth- his hand gently petting your hair. A sharp hiss left Aeleus as your walls started to flutter again, your orgasm seeming to never end at the roughness of his hips-
Aeleus abruptly pulled out as he turned you to face him- his normally stoic but soft eyes turned dark with lust as he stayed on his knees as he moved beside Even, your lips brought to his length as his hand held your head with a feather light touch. Slowly taking him in, Aeleus moaned as Even continued to watch- his length twitching as he watched your head down as much as you could of Aeleus’s cock- your tongue lapping at the underside of his length as you drank up the juices that remained, your soft groan vibrating through his cock.
“Are you really hard again?” Aeleus’s voice cut through your ears as you looked up at him, Even’s length hard and weeping again as he held it in his hand.
“Yes- what are you- fuck-” Even tried to ask Aeleus, moving over in front of him as he gently lead you with him- Aeleus facing you as his left was to Even, his head turned as he took your husband’s length into his mouth. Your soft whimper vibrating through his length as you watched him effortlessly deepthroat him, the head of his length bulging in Aeleus’s throat- your hands playing with your clit as you watched the two men before you. Bobbing your head quickly, you attempted to take the bigger length down your throat- relaxing your throat as you slowly brought yourself down and moaned- Aeleus’s moan loud as he moaned around Even’s length.
“Fuck-” Even abruptly cursed, his length overstimulated as he came in Aeleus’s throat, your fingers moving quickly over your clit as another orgasm crashed through you, your clit puffy and used as Aeleus pulled off of Even’s length.
“Just a little more,” Aeleus quietly said, his hand leading you to relax as the head of his cock teased the top of your throat, suppressing gags as he panted over you- exhaustion setting in as you continued to bob your head- his sharp gasp bringing your attention up to his face- his face completely relaxed in a moment of bliss, his mouth slightly open as he came in your mouth, the hand on your hair still soft as he came.
Pulling off of him, you whimpered as your body ached with exhaustion, your legs giving out from under you as you collapsed- Aeleus pulling you into his arms quickly just before you hit the floor as you closed your eyes- your body giving up on the endurance of the experiment- an odd feeling rushing through you at the softness and gentleness of Aeleus-
No, you’re married to Even.
Don’t think like that.
-
“Where has your wife been today?” You heard Dilan ask from the hall, his voice always carrying as you heard him walk with him.
“She’s having lady issues today.”
Well, not those, but he’s not wrong.
Quietly grumbling to yourself, you tried to sit up as you hissed at the soreness in your core, a glass of water and a bottle of ibuprofen on the bedside table holding down a little note.
Picking up the bottle, you took two pills out of it, downing them with the water as you picked up the note-
“I sincerely apologize for your soreness today- A.”
Softly chuckling, you placed it back on the table as you glanced at the clock on the far wall-
11 a.m.
“Even can deal without me for one day,” you quietly said, pulling yourself back under the covers as you fell back asleep.
-
The sound of shuffling papers pulled you out of your daze of boredom, Ienzo frantically laying out multiple lab reports of Even’s- unfinished in what you two did in the procedures.
“You took two days off and your power still increased? How? How is this happening? Is it hormones?” He mumbled to himself, taking a sip from your glass of water while he frantically looked over the lab reports, “Wait, why is some of this blank?”
“You’re just now asking?” You teased, softly giggling at his playful glare, “He has it written down separately.”
“Can I see it?”
“Not yet, no.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s going to be a surprise,” Dilan interjected as he walked in the lab, his uniform unbuttoned as he relaxed for one of the first times today, “It’s something he wants to make sure he gets right.”
“Still, he shouldn’t hide it from me,” Ienzo mumbled, dejected.
“He’s not hiding it, Ienzo, we’re just messing with you; he keeps on forgetting to write it in the correct lab report form. He just has it in a notebook that he keeps misplacing,” You explained, yawning as you checked the clock, “It’s one in the morning Ienzo, why don’t you go to bed? You need to have a semi-okay sleeping schedule.”
“That’s true, I am tired; will you put these up for me?”
“Of course.”
“Thank you; good night you two,” Ienzo said, stifling down a yawn as he walked out of the lab.
“Did Even talk to you?”
“Yep.”
“Where is he?”
“Here,” Even’s sudden voice made you jump, “Sorry; I needed to speak with Master Ansem about something.”
“You’re not adding him to this are you?” Dilan asked, eyeing your water.
“No, of course not.”
“You can have some of my water if you want,” You sweetly offered DIlan, your voice softer than normal as you melted into what was to come in the night.
“Are you going to join us, Even?” you asked, your mentality already glazing over your thoughts as you ran a hand up Dilan’s leg, choking on the water you offered him.
“No, not tonight if that is alright with you,” he quietly said, rubbing over his eyes, “I have a headache.”
“Well if you would actually rest after you’ve been exhausted that wouldn’t happen,” You commented, “Do you need any medicine?”
“No, but I would like to do it in our room, if that is alright,” Even said as you gently palmed Dilan through his pants, his teeth biting his lip in an attempt to cut off a moan.
“That’s perfectly fine with me, are you alright with that?”
“Yes.”
Day V- two days after a rest.
Procedues of test: softer but detatched sex.
“Come here,” you quietly said, pulling DIlan to you as you gently kissed him- his lips soft but firm against yours as his teeth nipped at your lips, pushing him down onto the bed.
“Are you sure you don’t want to join, Even?” Dilan asked as you had him pinned to the bed, Even sipping on a cup of tea as he watched the two of you.
“Positive.”
“Com’ere,” You quietly said, Dilan’s hands already pulling off your clothes as you pulled off his open guardsmen jacket, his boots being kicked off as you kneeled on top of him, your knees on either side of his hips.
“Take off your clothes,” you instructed, pulling off of his lap to strip yourself, making sure Even and Dilan were both able to see; letting your lab coat fall off of your shoulders, quickly discarding your shirt, kicking off your pants and socks as Dilan watched- his hands slow and messy as he watched you strip.
“Damn,” Dilan quietly said, looking over your body before finally pulling off his undershirt and pants, leaving him in his underwear and socks.
“You’re allowed to touch,” you teased, his unnatural innocence making you melt the tiniest bit-
Don’t think like that.
Your husband is watching you.
His hands gently circling around your back, fiddling with the hooks for a moment before pulling your bra off, looking at your breast as he moaned softly, gently massaging your breast in his calloused hands.
“You’re gorgeous,” Dilan quietly praised, kissing your collarbone as he played with your nipples, gently twisting and pulling at them while you moaned.
Softly humming, you cupped his jaw as you brought him up for a kiss- gently pressing your lips into his as he moaned, his hands deliberately running down your body as he pulled off your panties.
“What do you want to do tonight?” you gently asked, running your hands onto his shoulders as he blushed from the tips of his ears, his skin burning with the consciousness of Even in the room.
“Um…” Dilan trailed off, his unnatural shyness poking through.
“Hey, are you alright with this?” You softly asked, cupping his face in your hands to look him in the eyes.
“I’m perfect with this,” He whispered, “I just don’t know what I’m allowed to do.”
“Anything,” Even interjected from across the room, sipping on his tea as he pulled out a book.
“Anything?” He breathed out softly, his hands running up your back to intertwine in your hair, pulling you down for a soft kiss as you palmed his boxers- a loud moan escaping him as you did so.
“Anything,” you breathed out against his lips, his amethyst eyes locked on you as you gently stroked his cheek, his fear melting away from his eyes. “I want you as if you were mine,” Dilan quietly said in your ear, his hands running down your sides again, gently cupping your core softly, “but you’re not and never will be- I can’t bring myself to do that.”
Gently picking you up, he turned you to lay back down on the ed, his eyes locked on your movement as he moved you farther back- in direct sight of Even. Why did he say that?
“I want to make sure you’re taken care of,” Dilan quietly said, falling onto his knees from the edge of the bed, his hands pulling you by your thighs closer to him, “I don’t want much tonight.”
“Alright,” you quietly said, Dilan’s behavior odd you noted- the usual seriousness but careful personality completely replaced with a boylike innocence at the idea of having sex with his friends wife for an experiment.
Anyone would be-
Right?”
Pulling you a little further, he gently spread your folds apart with his fingers, gently rubbing his fingers down your folds as he leaned forward- his tongue softly circling your core as he teased your external most parts.
“Please, Dilan, more,” you begged, his soft growl alarming you as he took in his name falling from your lips. “You feel good~,” you encouraged him, his tongue dipping into you as you whimpered softly, your legs spread from clamping around him as your chest swelled with a soft warmth of adoration-
Don’t think like that-
Your husband is in the room.
He loves you and satisfies you.
This is just work.
Dilan’s tongue gently circling around your clit as he softly groaned, his cock twitching in his boxers as he neglected himself, your hands gently gripping his head as you shoved him towards your core. His fingers gently teasing at your entrance as you continued to have pleasure coursing through you, his soft groans against you only making you melt into the bed at his touches.
“Focus on her clit,” Even quietly coached, his focus turned from the book to the two of you, his head resting in his palm- Dilan following his instruction as he swirled his tongue around your clit, his lips teasing to close around it as you moaned, your head falling back against the bed as you rest your feet on his back.
“Good,” Even commented, returning to his book as a soft vibration of a whimper vibrated against your clit.
Was he enjoying praise from Even?
Pushing in a finger, Dilan gently moaned at the feeling of your walls merely tightening around his finger, his lips locked around your clit as he sucked, his tongue flicking over the trapped bud.
“Dilan- Fuck-” you whimpered, pulling him forward as your walls threatened to collapse, “Add another finger, please.”
Quietly groaning at the instruction, Dilan added another finger to your core, your walls tight as your orgasm approached- your body alight with pleasure that tingled across your entire body.
“That’s it, just a little more,” you whimpered, your head thrashing on the bed as his lips continued to stay locked around your clit, a rough suckle making your hips jerk as he pushed you over the edge-
Your walls convulsing around his fingers, your clit puffy and abused as he continued to suckle on it, your vision going white as your legs spasmed around him.
“Fuck, Dilan,” you panted, pushing him away as your face heated, Dilan coming beside you on the bed to pull you into his arms.
“It’s not fair if you aren’t relieved, Dilan,” Even quietly said, placing his book down as he joined the two of you on the bed, gently palming Dilan’s bulge. A loud groan leaving Dilan’s mouth, you pulled him closer to you as you gently kissed his neck, Even’s lips capturing his as he pushed his boxers down far enough to pull out his length, gently stroking the inflamed length.
“There you are- Isn’t that better?” Even softly asked, gently stroking his sensitive length as he moaned, DIlan’s head falling onto Even’s shoulder- his loud, open mouthed moans making your walls clench.
“There we go, this is just enough to get you off, hm?” Even said quietly, his voice at a softness only you were shown, Dilan’s pants and groans growing in volume as Even increased the speed of his hand- an exhausted, strangled moan leaving DIlan’s lips.
“Good boy,” Even quietly praised, pulling his boxers back up as Dilan slumped against Even.
“Let’s keep you in here tonight, you’re exhausted.”
-
“Darling?” Even quietly asked you, pulling you from your slumber as you were made quickly aware of the other sleeping body among you.
“Yes?”
“Would you be opposed to having others with us?” he asked, his arms wrapped around you as DIlan clung to Even’s middle.
“What do you mean?”
“Aeleus has spoken to me about his developed emotions for the two of us, privately, of course,” Even explained after a pause, “Dilan has wanted it for a while.”
“Are they both okay with each other?” You asked after a moment, snuggling closer to Even.
“I believe so, yes- seeing as they sleep with each other.”
“They what!”
“You are a heavy sleeper.”
Pausing for a moment, you pulled yourself up to gently kiss Even, his lips soft and as passionate as ever.
“Are you okay with this?” You asked. “Yes.” He said, his body pulled closer to DIlan’s sleeping form. “Then get Aeleus in here- he doesn’t deserve to sleep alone.”
-
“Why do you have three different sized hickeys on your neck?” Ienzo deadpanned, looking under the collar of your lab coat.
“Because you have three dads and I’m your mother, that’s why,” You purse your lips, “Now what were you asking?”
a-n: this is after Dilan is restored! implied previous relationship.
Dilan/Reader | Reunion in the Night | A.W. 2020
Pulling on your robe, you checked the clock one last time before making your way to your bedroom:
12 a.m.
“I need to stop staying up late after waking up early,” You mumbled to yourself, pulling the robe closer to you as you pulled on your reading socks, a melancholy gaze upon the most basic of clothing items. They were a gift after you kept complaining about having cold feet at night. You had somehow kept them for so long and only wore then when you missed him- an odd sentiment that added so much to you.
Your house was dark. You didn’t like keeping on too many lights, it made you see shadows that weren’t there and hear people who aren’t there. It’s terrifying. There was a time where you could keep your lights on and happily go about life without your brain telling you to be awake, but that time has passed.
A knock at the door pulled you from your thoughts as your heart raced a little faster- it’s midnight, who is coming over at this hour?
Making your way to the door, you stood on your tippy-toes to look through the peephole as your knees trembled at the sight of it-
No-
He couldn’t be here- he’s gone, right? They’re all gone-
Your mind going blank, you opened the door as you froze in place, his amethyst eyes meeting yours as yours stung with young tears.
“Dilan?” You whispered, your body weak and trembling as you stared at him, his eyes darting over your face before he pulled you into a tight hug- your soft sob muffled by his chest as he clung onto you.
“You’re here- You’re here again-” Dilan chanted, his voice broken as he squeezed you in his arms.
“Dilan- I-” Your voice got caught in your throat as both of your legs gave out, Dilan pulling you on top of him in the foyer of your house, sitting in his lap as he continued to cry, “What happened?”
“I don’t think I could explain it in one night,” He choked out, pulling your face to meet his; his eyes red with tears as he gazed at you with a love that you never thought you would see again.
“I don't care- you’re here-” you let out another sob, his hands cradling your cheeks as he kissed away your tears, his hands holding onto you tightly.
“I love you- I’ve loved you for so long,” Dilan softly said, his voice thick and raspy as he clung you tighty against him, his eyes scanning over your body.
“I love you too Dilan,” You softly said, cupping his cheeks as you gently kissed his lips- the softness long forgotten as you melted into the kiss, the gentleness making you smile happily while you were still attempting to process it all.
“Ten years,” you quietly said, pulling yourself to rest against him, “Will you stay for the night?”
“If you would like.”
“I would love that.”
Dilan was quiet for a moment, looking over your body as his eyes snagged on the socks you wore,
“You still have those?”
“That’s all I had left of you, DIlan,”
“Hm,” DIlan hummed, picking you up as he carried you to your bedroom he had been so many times before yet it was so long ago, “I’m going to buy you more and something I've wanted to get you. THen it won’t be the only thing you have of mine.”
a-n: so this is apprentice week! i’ll be doing one per day following the prompts for apprentice week along with my regular request :) as in fashion of this week, these are all bbs/pre-bbs- not my typical “in canon” time line.
@apprenticeweek
Dilan/Reader | Flowers at the Fountain | A.W. 2020
“Meet me at the fountain at the courtyard of the castle- D”
Silently walking along the stone walkway as the moonlight graced your shoulders, the night peaceful in its own right as it calmed the commotion of the day, illuminating your path as you went to meet the man you so often did.
It was normal to come to the gardens, but never this late; the two of you regularly met in the day, the sun warm while he was technically supposed to be tending to the flowers as he instead tended to you. Everything he did seemed to be for you, every soft fleeting touch and kiss, every gentle motion between the two of you, dancing around the idea of being one anothers while also submitting to the idea- everything making your heart face and your body as light as air.
“There you are,” Dilan smiled at you as you approached the fountain, a meeting spot so often used that someone was normally there to tell him to get back to work, your own smile spreading across your face.
“Here I am,” you teased, poking his nose while he playfully rolled your eyes at his antics, your smile only making his spread wider.
“Beginning to think you got lost,” He teased back, taking your hand in his as he gently kissed the back of it, his eyes meeting yours with the spark of want.
“At this point that would be impressive,” You smiled, pulling yourself closer to him while you rested your hands on his shoulders, one hand resting on your middle, “DId you just call me here to stare at my eyes?”
“Maybe,” He smirked at you, gently pulling you closer as a soft kiss was pressed against your forehead- your gut fluttering with the soft idea of him being yours gracing your thoughts- “Or maybe I asked you to come to ask you something.”
“And what would that be?” You quietly asked, his eyes locking with an intensity that made your walls tense before they crumbled, everything seeming to come to a halt as he swiftly brought you against him- his lips gently pressed against yours as you brought your hands up to his neck, pulling him closer to you as a new fire was ignited at the soft touch of his skin, your head spinning as you left the garden in a swirl of happiness, only to be brought back by Dilan gently pulling away.
“Be mine,” he whispered against your lips, his eyes half lidded as he pulled you back in for another kiss, his tongue teasing your bottom lip before pulling back- his eyes alight with anticipation.
“Under one condition,” You whispered back, gently rubbing his neck before pulling him down far enough for you to gently kiss his jaw, “you’ll be mine.”
“Deal,” He smiled, gently kissing your forehead, lingering longer as a flare of happiness set in, “here, these are for you.”
Dilan handed you a small bouquet of roses, the very roses that brought the pops of color to the garden.
“I know that you liked those a lot, so,” He trailed off, growing shy before you gently pecked his chin, giggling as you rested your head against his chest.
“Thank you, I do,” you quietly said, “So that's how you won me- some flowers by a fountain.”
“Oh come on, that’s not all I did.”
“True,” you giggled again, his hands resting on your hips securely as he peppered kisses on your hair, “But the roses were a nice touch.
If it's not too much to ask, could you write a bit of how Dilan comforts or generally deals with his s/o who's an empath? Like, they can feel when their friends are not feeling well, so far as even waking up at night. When i wake up, it's my first instinct to check my phone and see if someone needs comfort or support. Sometimes it's just a little draining, when you have some personal troubles yourself -🥀
of course- and i’ve experienced you being so caring before- thank you for that.
thank you for requesting! i hope you enjoy~
Dilan with an Empath S/O
Dilan is typically good at reading you over being able to feel when you’re feeling bad; he tends to make sure there’s nothing he’s doing that is causing you stress.
If you keep waking up at night to check your phone, he doesn’t enjoy it because he knows someone may need you- but you need sleep too. If you’ve been waking up on a nightly basis- he doesn’t like doing this- but he’ll take away your phone for the night and sit it on his side. If someone needs you really badly, he’ll keep up with it- but Dilan wants you to sleep.
“You need sleep, darling, even if they need comfort.”
Dilan doesn’t get offended, per se, but he gets irritated if you’re constantly taking away personal time to help your friends. He knows they’re important but getting away from everything- including him and your friends- to have your own time to yourself.
If you’ve been stressed out from a mixture of your stuff and your friend’s stuff, Dilan pulls you away to just relax- putting away your phone, just helping you focus on you the best he can, and if you’re unable to focus on yourself, to focus on him.
He likes running a bath and just sitting with you to help you refocus; resting you against his chest while he simply sits with you- no talking, no noise, just being quiet and being in each other’s presence.
Or if the two of you have been missing each other, running a bath and just drowning you in kisses and bath snuggles. He loves just subtly spoiling you while also helping you ground.
Dilan keeps a tab on your alone time/sleep just so that he knows if you’re in a good place mentally or not; he won’t control what you do or who you help. That’s not his place, his place is to remind you if you need grounding.
He loves you; he wants you to be able to be a good friend while also remembering to take care of yourself, and also making sure the two of you are spending enough time together.
“I love you, darling, and I know you love them- but please remember yourself during all of this,”
If you start getting overwhelmed by your troubles while also feeling the weight of your friend’s troubles, he doesn’t hesitate to help you work your way through it- typically pulling you away from your friend’s troubles before helping you through your own troubles.
