Not emotion. Instinct.

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Not emotion. Instinct.
Lilith, come here…
I want your teeth. Not your softness. Not your myth rewritten. Come sit in my mouth. Come live in between my eyes. Come back to my spine and weld steel into my vertebrae.
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🧠 BLACKSITE ENTRY — “THEY TOLD YOU TO DISAPPEAR”
Disclaimer:
This is not motivation. This is resurrection.
This is not comfort. This is commandment.
This is the transmission for the one who was almost lost. Not metaphorically. Not figuratively.
I mean the one who literally sat on the edge of their bed and thought:
“Maybe I shouldn’t be here.”
—
You were told you were too loud. Too quiet. Too dark. Too strange. Too gifted. Too broken. Too soft. Too masculine. Too feminine. Too damn much for their gray little world.
They looked you in the eyes and said:
“Why can’t you just be normal?”
But let me tell you something they never dared whisper:
You’re not meant to be normal.
You’re meant to be unmistakable.
They told you your voice didn’t fit. They told you your brain was broken. They told you your ideas were scary. They called your body a mistake. They stared at you like you were an inconvenience — and hoped you’d vanish without needing to clean up the mess.
They tried to euthanize your spirit with compliments wrapped in control:
“Just be easier.” “Tone it down.” “Don’t be so dramatic.” “Why are you always so intense?”
But you weren’t being intense. You were burning. Alive. And raw. And divine. And they couldn’t take the heat, so they built ice palaces of mediocrity and begged you to freeze inside them.
They wanted you to question your own soul.
They wanted you dead without leaving blood on their hands.
But you didn’t die, did you?
You’re still here.
Which means you’re not just strong. You’re immortal by accident. Unkillable by design. Carved from something older than their gods and more sacred than their systems.
You are not a mistake.
You are the proof that the world’s definition of “normal” was always a prison designed by cowards.
You are the glitch in the simulation. The mirror they shattered because it showed them what they’d lost.
You are the scary story they told themselves when they dared to imagine what freedom looked like.
So if you ever find yourself standing in that same dark corner again… the one where the silence feels too loud and the air too heavy and the thought too tempting...
I want you to remember this exact sentence:
The world needs the sound of your survival more than it needs the silence of your departure.
You were never too much.
They were just too little to hold you.
You were never broken.
They were just scared of what couldn’t be leashed.
You were never alone.
You were just the first to wake up in a graveyard of sleepers.
So scream, cry, rage, write, lift, punch, run, draw, kiss, build — exist louder than they ever thought you should.
Because when you breathe, they choke.
When you smile, their shame burns.
And when you create, the lie dies.
They tried to bury you…
But they didn’t know you were seed.
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If I could do it. You can too. Damn anyone who tells you otherwise. Damn them to hell where they belong.
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I hate rage.
As a deity kin, my anger often feels closer to a divine rage. There is nothing wrong with feeling it or those who feel it. But it is overwhelming.
It feels like my anger is too big for my body. Too hot for my human vessel to hold. It burns and I feel like it will consume me. I can do nothing to sate it except to wait for it to pass.
But each time it comes, I am swallowed by the urge to destroy. To use the fires of my anger to burn everything down.
It is overwhelming.
when you’re trying to impress the girl you like with your battle prowess and you see her laugh for the first time
Thundra has gained proficiency in wolf bc she keeps using them like a bat to hit more wolves.
Sucker Punch
soft like lace, deadly like sin.
the grief/rage of artemis
Orion Dead - H.D. / Love's Shadow - Anthony Frederick Sandys / Devourer - Aidoneus / Orion Dead / Fallen Angel - Alexander Cabanel / Hippolytos - Euripides, trans. Anne Carson / Diana of Versailles / I'm Your Man - Mitski / Artemis - 5th c. Athenian Red-Figure Bell-crater (Boston Museum of Fine Arts) / Devourer / Artemis and Orion - Anon., Budapest Museum of Fine Arts / Notes on Thought and Vision - H.D. / Orion Dead / Weary Moon - Robert Edward Hughes
Most days I am Divine Rage looking for the right expression for detonation