Im tired of trying.. its wearing me down
Which is contradicting cause its supposed to motivated me, no?
Story of my life...

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Im tired of trying.. its wearing me down
Which is contradicting cause its supposed to motivated me, no?
Story of my life...
i'm not coughing up the blood you left me to choke on anymore. i know you always wanted to keep everyone under your influence, but i will not be sorry that i got free from you. so don't blame me for wanting to live a life that is not tainted with your memory. if i was still hanging on as desperately as i used to, i would never be able to stop weaving your name between my fingers. so no, i will not be sorry for clawing my way out of your reach. i will not be sorry that i didn't let you ruin me. you have not broken me but i will be damned if i ever let you get close enough to try again. find someone else that will let you. but it will never again be me.
i have rebuilt myself//alix rose leary
who love bread more?
Hispanics
Italians
i fear hispanics do because im latina & i jus had bread with my curry ramen i made🤣🤣🤣 I could eat bread with quite literally ANYTHING
I wanna escape to the in between
We come close to it when we sleep & eventhough there are bad scenes, they dont outweigh the peace
I dream the in between & its fun- it shows people I used to love, people I used to call family, places that were my comfort
Thats my safe space, not this catastrophe of a being awake & present with no love, no people to love, no people to call family, no safe space
I wanna escape to the in between cause atleast I know ill finally be happy
Doll
Its weird & kinda amazing the control i got with & for those small oval or circle things
As many attempts ive had, somehow im not addicted & can still adjust for when I need them for their actual purpose
Headaches
The taste & settlement does make my body shake in disgust, need to have water or something sweet in my mouth to conceal it from my tongue
With all the small oval or circle things just out in the open, its weird & kinda amazing the control I got with & for them
Doll
what if i used people?
would i have everything i need & want?
what if i didnt let fear of another person make a decision for me?
would my baby be here right now?
what if i didnt be so strong minded & sensitive?
would i still have people to call my family?
what if i didnt have boundaries?
would i be with a high school sweetheart?
what if i never said anything at all & kept tolerating?
would these people: sister, mom, dad, grandma- still hold those titles?
what if i didnt grow up learning the hard way, with no guidance?
would i be a dancer, a model, have a degree, no struggles?
~What If? Doll
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should I post other content on here again besides poetry?
yes, I loved it🤗
no, the poetry stuff is fine♡
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