[NAVER] 170529 ASTRO BABY MV FILMING BEHIND.





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[NAVER] 170529 ASTRO BABY MV FILMING BEHIND.
dream diary #01
never thought i would do this but i need to and i think this will help me a lot.
today i dreamed about my human resources teacher telling me “please, don’t be sad, i don’t think you see how strong and smart you are. i’m getting this vibe from you but i don’t think this is you. every time you get sad, it impacts this hole area, every time you express your happiness it also impacts this hole area, this is how big and powerful you are.”
it was extremely meaningful since i’m really connected to this teacher when it comes to spirituality, and last year while i was in the middle of a big family issue he just talked to me about how much i didn’t see my worth, and if i only knew how great, bright and powerful my soul was i would never doubt myself.
colors who stand out in it: green, grey and yellow
dream 01
so i had a dream
it was kind of weird. then again a lot of them have been weird lately with these meds im on. heh.
i dreamed about DeWolfe, except he wasnt in his usual self he...looked like an actual wolf? but it wasnt realistic though it looked more like a cartoon or an animatronic or something...something maybe ive seen before in some dying out arcade pizza place or whatever, i dunno
anyways, he was saying all sorts of stuff to me. i couldnt understand a word really, but whatever it was made me really upset and like, sad i guess. i tried to run away from him but he and his voice always seemed to keep up; or that my running never actually got me anywhere
the dream was very dark, color-wise. lots of deep reds and blacks and other muted colors if there was color at all. the only bright hint of color came from DeWolfe's yellow/green eyes
and he just kept talking and whispering and sometimes both at the same instant until finally i managed to get away. there were words being yelled at me then
'the beast the beast the beast the BEAST THE BEAST THE BEAST THE BEAST THE BEAST'
it was a weird dream, really. but strangely, not weird or bad enough to be a nightmare. i just kinda woke up confused is all
Dream
Last night I had a dream about you and this girl friend of yours. She actually is winona. I slowly realized who she was but I didn't know what's her name in my dream. She wanted to sleep with you at night. I got really mad. Actually, all the trust I had for you just vanished into thin air. I was really heartbroken.
I wanna laugh at myself sometimes. I can't believe I am heartbroken because of you when we never started dating yet. I am pretty stupid when I told you I don't want to date you until a year. Yet I am very impatient. I am confuse about what I really want sometimes. Should I consider my own feelings first or how other people think of me and how other feels?
weird dream
I was locked in a basement. My captor was coming to bring me food or something while I was trying to get out. He was looking for me 'cause I wasn't where I was supposed to be. I tried getting out through a window but chickened out for some reason, I don't know. But I managed to get out of the basement and ran through the front door that was, fortunately, open. I ran down the street to the right. I was going to hide in someone's back yard but cut through some houses on the left instead. This brought me to some wooded area. I saw someone on a bike that I knew. I called to them and they somehow gave me a ride through the woods to the other side. Uh from there I got off the bike and ran to someone's house that I knew. But SURPRISE! The person I knew was this kid I called "Spiky Hair" before I graduated. He looked all surprised at seeing me before he said something like "You were right, I did like you" or some shit. Dear god. What is wrong with me???
Playing the Piano~!
This is my favorite instrument! I love hearing the music coming out of the piano. It gives a me an indescribably satisfying feeling that I don't feel from any other instrument. Sad to say, I don't know how to play the piano. I wish I really am capable of playing it. I want to learn playing the piano and I hope someday I do, so that I would not only listen to the people playing it, I can also play and be amazed at myself! :>