this one goes out to all the bitches with sad forever disorder!!!
HELL YES the woods are lonely dark and deep! but sometimes there's moss! even in the fucked up sad forever woods! and we! love! moss!!!
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this one goes out to all the bitches with sad forever disorder!!!
HELL YES the woods are lonely dark and deep! but sometimes there's moss! even in the fucked up sad forever woods! and we! love! moss!!!
so I’m like ninety percent sure I’m in my way to a meltdown of epic proportions. my behaviour is erratic, I’m twitchy and having mood swings, and I’ve now gotten to the point where I can’t sleep without the light on. normally, I’d say send help, but tbh, I think everybody might want to run the fuck away.
any other dysthmics out there?
you’re not alone, I promise
Zul Muchasin Hadirkan Perjalanan Baru Dalam Album ‘Dysthmia’
Zul Muchasin, solois yang mengusung kemasan musik Indie Pop ini baru saja melesatkan mini album bertajuk “Dysthmia”. Spesial bertepatan dengan gelaran Cassette Store Day 2019, Dysthmia dilepas dalam format kaset oleh record label asal Surabaya yakni Paska Records. Zul Muchasin sendiri adalah musisi asal Purwokerto yang kini telah singgah ke ibukota.
Sebelum hadirnya Dysthmia, Zul merilis Secret Quest of A Lover sebagai debut albumnya pada 2018 lalu dibawah naungan Heartcorner Records. Ada 5 track dalam Dysthmia yakni Should Be Better, Mr. Sun, Poison, How Come?, dan Roomy House. Satu single sebagai perkenalan menuju album Dysthmia, Zul memilih Roomy House terlebih dahulu dimana mengangkat tema kenyamanan di dalam rumah bersama pasangan. Simak penggalan liriknya “In the room I look at to the fan / Spinning around as if to take me to our memories / There’s a laugh but often feel the sadness / We face it together, under the yellow sun, under moonlight.”
Terlepas kenikmatan single Roomy House, single favorit saya ada di dalam track pembuka bernama Should Be Better. Sangat tepat juga track tersebut dijadikan urutan awal karena punya nyawa tersendiri untuk bisa membuat kita bersing a long. Bagi pemuja musik Indie Pop ala Secret Meadow, The Cure ataupun Reality Club, mini album Zul Muchasin ini bisa kalian jadikan playlist baru andalan. Dapatkan format fisiknya juga langsung via Paska Records.
Link streaming audio “Dysthmia” : https://paskarecords.bandcamp.com/album/dysthmia
Ditulis oleh Fadly Zakaria.M
People with dysthymia often find it difficult to be “upbeat”, even during good times. They might be perceived as gloomy, pessimistic, or a complainer.
https://www.psycom.net/depression.central.dysthymia.html
okay then. the term ‘persistent depressive disorder’ is the new term for dysthmia,and much more understandable. i’m sure i’m perceived as a complainer,because i AM one. i find it hard not to complain,honestly. i feel a need to do so,and it helps me to do so up to a certain amount,though of course then i feel guilty because it’s a ‘bad’ thing to do. it makes my life a little bit easier though,if i don’t have to keep myself from expressing these feelings. fortunately,i like to be complimentary and friendly when i can.
sometimes i won’t go out to do errands in public if i am too depressed,or even remove myself from others’ presence. this is why it is easier to live alone. living in a small space,i don’t have many options if my sister wants to be in the living room at the same time as i do. i miss being able to sit on my couch and be grumpy and not be bothering anybody except the internet,who can at least ignore me easily if wanted or needed,thank goodness.
luckily there are positive aspects of living with my sister,though we BOTH prefer to live alone. not an option these days,though,as she is not well enough to work.
my therapist lady says she thinks I have chronic depression probably
I’m ruining myself
When I’m in a bad mood, I like listening to melancholy songs. But they make me feel worse.
What’s wrong with me?