The Dimensional Collapse - Pandora 1 - The Godverse
TW: Gore, death, horror, lovecraftian themes
And so I had arrived at the universe of the Black Star, a populated world, perhaps one I can find the cure to my condition. The cure to immortality. For so long had I ran away from my fate, many spoke of me as a hermit, yet I do have a good reason for my travels. Verum Esse's grasp cannot reach me everywhere, right? Not in every universe, not in every world. Everything eventually needs rest, everything eventually forgets, no matter if it takes generations or even longer! For such is nature of all living things, and even gods are alive. And so I walk through the countless streets and buildings, a land not yet touched by the gods. Is it odd? That I envy them, I envy their naivety, lack of knowledge. For if they knew? Their entire existence may be shattered. This universe housed many sapient species.. had they figured out dimensional travel? Many looked so alien, countless limbs and heads, millions of eyes.. yet they all lived side by side. It was beautiful I must say. Would.. humanity ever experience such freedom, such peace if only allowed to exist for longer than it ever knew? A mystery, even to one that lived for millions of years. Nobody knows who I am, nobody knows what I am, as families and couples pass me. As fathers, mothers, children and grandparents walk by my side.. nobody even knows what I am. My odd appearence does not terrify them. Is this what freedom feels like? I had loaned a small home in exchange for manual labour, which I am no stranger to. Still, the fact I am treated so.. normally, with basic decency feels odd to me. And so I arrive to my new temporary home, and.. I look forward. To what future may hold. Such simple joys, joys of normalcy. Yet, despite all? I still do not try to achieve any sort of connections, I do not wish to meet other beings, I do not with to make friends, acquintences or perhaps more. Millenia of wandering through the worlds alone takes a heavy toll. Why would I wish to make friends..? Even if the pale dragon does not arrive.. will I not outlive them? Will I not merely exist until the ones I Begin to love, to cherish turn to mere ash and dust? What is the point? At times like this, even I fear.


















