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to be held and have someone's fingers in my hair but also to hold someone close and help them relax....to be someone's safe haven but also to feel safe with someone....to be okay with being loved but also to accept being in love....to be loved by someone and to feel cherished but also to love someone and know my heart is safe with them.
in the moments when my body feels so heavy and weighed down by life, i yearn for a cute little thing to just rest on my chest and yap about their new interests or a hobby they'd want to try while holding my hand.
to be lovingly pulled out of my head? honestly the greatest thing someone can do, i value it so much when people can realize i'm spiraling before i even do <3
out of curiosity how many trans men or women liked who they were as a person pre-transition but just didn't fuck with their gender. this can work as a "oh i love myself but i don't feel i was meant to be my agab" or "life is great and but yk what would be the cherry on top? transitioning" did you like what made you, you sorta thing. for those who detransitioned (not kink related, but if you think it counts then power to you) a personal choice (not a forced one or because of the costs- but ofc my heart goes out to those in those situations), i'd also like to hear your thoughts too. the gender journey experience is very interesting and i wanna know if i'm crazy or not-
if you could share/reblog for more engagement that would be appreciated, even if you just share your experience in comments it would help me a lot. i've been wrestling with some feelings and hearing from others will kinda help me gauge if i'm crazy or not...
did you like yourself before coming out/transitioning?
yes i liked myself but didn't agree with my agab
yes i liked myself but wanted to see if transitioning was right for me
no i didn't like myself at all so i transitioned to start liking myself
no because my agab is only reason why i didn't like myself
doggy's real stimulated in the wrong ways, doggy would love kind words and pets...he's just so anxious rn ☹️
hey so very different post from usual but recently been a bit conflicted health wise yeah so if this does get any reach i'd love some comments with feedback or help to get reach 🙂↕️
i'm considered chronically ill with something doctors aren't sure of, but so far it might be autoimmune (more likely fibromyalgia but not diagnosed). i'm also not diagnosed with anxiety and depression but it's acknowledged that i've had it since i was in elementary.
that being said i've been having some tell me "yes push for diagnosis" and others (mainly nurses or people within hospitals professionally) tell me "no DONT" because apparently being labeled by said problem will mean i'll be treated with said problem by everyone else...which i thought is what i'd need in order to better my symptoms no?
physical health aside, i've felt i've always had more than just anxiety and depression- possibly some neurodivergence as told by my psych and neurodivergents i knew in the past -or it's just that i'm "being quirky" and hopefully i have something else ig idk
my dilemma is that i've been having this issue my whole life, now approaching the tail-end of my teenage years i'm now being encouraged to get help (before i was denied) and i have conflicting feelings about wth to do because of the advice i'm being given yet i'm supposed to know what to do.
so correct me if i'm wrong with anything i said and any advice from people who've been in this similar situation give me something to start with please and thank you
i'm actually deterring the huzz bc i'm not mentally stable im so sorry 😭
one thing i hate about taking breaks is trying to remember the normal from beforehand... i'm gradually acclimating back to how things were but i'm still a tad scared of pms for no reason 😓 moots bear with me, i'll be freaky eventually...
we tried it out and i'm all the more perplexed bc nobody here knows a single thing about themselves, love that!
