#era: fml

[dragonflylady77]

Life update

Depression is kicking my butt. I'm lonely and touch-starved. Never mind 4 hugs a day for survival, I get a couple of hugs once a week and that's it. My kids are busy living their lives, which is great, and means I did a great job raising them, right?

Had a fall out with a close friend. Her life is shit at the moment and she lashed out at me. My way of coping is to shut down and remove myself. Which will just make things worse.

I unfriended my ex on FB to protect my mental health and I think she noticed and it hurt her feelings. I was getting the weekly attendance emails about my stepdaughter from her school but the new term started 3 weeks ago and nothing.

Talking about my stepdaughter, she seems too busy to see me or even message back. Trying to find a way to tell her that my feelings are hurt but I'm not angry at her and I'm not closing the door but I'm not gonna keep banging my head on the wall either...

I have deadlines for fandom events fics I need to finish. 3 of them.

I messaged a friend I hadn't heard from in a while and realised I had made her feel I didn't care when I do care so much about her. I apologised and we are mending the rift.

I miss my baby Willow (she lives 4 hours away now).

Work is going well. I started on October 6. Training and learning so far.

I'm sorry if I've been a shitty friend. Tism brain in survival mode.

Love you.

[dkarchives]

230722 Follow to Seoul

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[goingjeonghan]

Apr. (do not edit) 🪽 231010 | the fact music awards

[livelaughlovechai]

I will be chilling and all of a sudden some random ass terrible moment from my life comes to haunt me again and all i wanna do is kms

[prod-svt]

woozi live commentary

woozi about "power of love" album

he'd always wanted to do a carol-like song so this song was made even if it didn't seem like it but he tried hard to make it sound like a carol song

wonwoo's narration - before making this song, he watched "wolf children", the movie has a narration by the daughter and it was impressive to him. he thought that by explaning/narrating a bit what this song is about before it starts would be nice

woozi about "face the sun" album

this album was made while covid-19 was happening in internet meetings

he was complimented a lot with darl+ing

with face the sun, they wanted to show who they are

the goal of the album was "they wanted to be the sun"

some people in the company also questioned their theme and they couldn't answer it properly except saying "we really want to be the sun"

ash perf stage - they also want to show it.

hoshi really liked ash that he nearly sent message the CEO if it can't be the title track

woozi about "sector 17" album

they didn't really release repackage albums. only with love & letter and sector 17

woozi about "FML" album

why the title is sonogong - there were time where so many bad things happen (2022-ish) and they wanted to overcome it

bc of the bad things that happen, he couldnt even finish singing cirle bc he really just wanted everything to go back the way before

so he wanted to be a hero and for woozi it was sonogong

the hero was sonogong and in FML's lyrics there was a line referencing it

while/after making sonogong, like a miracle everything just went right

dust - humming part, hoo-woah is like releasing/breathing out the dust not that it didn't really have lyrics

woozi about "god of music" album

as the title says, really grateful to music. "if there is a god of music, i want to say thank you"

yawn - just like apum (pain), hapum, hapum, it was written like that but woozi pronounce the first as hapum, while the second was pronounced as "apum" (pain)

woozi doesn't really like talking about music bc it felt like bc he as the creator talks about how the song is made, it would feel like the song is caged(?) on it

to the members: for believing in me, for following me, thank you. it's an honor to make music for the kids so its okay if its hard for me. the members are my all.

[ciao-bye]

I DON'T UNDERSTAND BUT I LUV U

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Seventeen - FML 10th Mini Album (2023)

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She is stressy, depressy, lemon zesty

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I Don't Understand But I Luv U- Seventeen Performance Unit