#everything is confusing

[pro-willo-miku]

i think the hardest part about trying to search up stuff about child development and personality integration is that the only results when i type that stuff up is DID related stuff. like why doesnt it seem to be mentioned elsewhere? why is the time of personality integration only relevant when it doesn't happen? isn't it important to know exactly when it happens? cause we know that trauma before the ages of 6-9 or maybe older can definitely cause some disturbance in whatever it is, but like. i haven't seen it properly defined, and i haven't seen how it psychologically works outside of "DID stops ur personality from integrating" and something about your hungry feeling being a "part" or whatever

[dragon-fat]

so you faked a food poisoning episode to cover the pretending you were your dead brother to his amnesiac boyfriend thing, sure

[kaigrozthemad]

My stage over half of the time lately 🕷

[cheesemenace]

Has anyone or is anyone taking Calc 2 or Calc B/C? Because.. I am struggling. Please, aro/ace (or not, just targeting my followers) mathematicians 🙏🙏🙏🙏 help a guy out.

[ragdollunravels]

I want only you.

That's all I've ever wanted.

I thought I had you.

The joy I felt to finally be chosen was unlike anything else.

You held me.

You said every sweet word.

We celebrated our victories together.

And our failures didn't hurt because at the end of the day we would go to bed and share our heat beneath the covers.

I don't know when it started.

You stopped holding me.

It was like pulling teeth to get a kind word.

You never were unkind.

But you stopped being mine.

And I was okay with playing pretend.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

That was never pretend.

I can handle it.

I can ache inside every day.

I can cry because I miss you.

I was okay because you still chose me.

I was okay because you kissed me.

I was okay because at the end of the day you were there.

That's love, right?

And I promise I held on.

I held on tight.

But I knew I had to let you go.

It hurt more than anything I've known before.

It still hurts every day.

But suddenly I found you again.

The fire in your eye ignited.

The passion that I've missed for so long.

I thought it was love.

I thought you realized your mistake.

I thought maybe if you held me again you'd remember.

And everything would be okay.

The fire is gone.

It's my fault for being so stupid.

It's my fault for trusting my gut. It's my fault for letting myself get hurt again. It's my fault for tricking myself.

I can't fuck you into loving me.

I can't cry you into loving me.

I can't love you into loving me.

I just wish you did.

11.20.23

[pessimisticgh0st]

Nothing is exactly wrong right now, but nothing is exactly right either

[captain-rosegarden]

I’m just going to rant about the ending of a Loki for a minute. And you know make some theories up. I just can’t believe they ended it like that like wtf what a cliff hanger I screamed. I can’t believe we didn’t get to see anything just bam Loki is in a different time line and Mobius has no idea who he is. Insane. I hope we see more of Sylvie she was so good. (When does season two come out). also where did Sylvie go? Did she kill Kang and like fight other versions of him after she killed the fist one? Is she still alive?!?! Like I sort of wondered if Sylvia was going to betray him this whole time but I’m a little sad. Also the episode just felt meh to me. Like they just talked about all the consequences of unleashing the multi verse and then show us nothing. Like Loki and Sylvie fighting is the big thing and it’s over in like a minute.

Okay now some theories:

I didn’t think we we’re going to get all three Spider-Men together in No Way Home but we probably are. I wonder if the title has to do with not being able to return to the sacred time line or something.

Poor doctor strange is fucked in his next movie like damn. I do wonder if when at the end of WandaVision when Wanda heard her kids voice if it was like the moment Sylvie killed Kang and the multi verse was unleashed.

Also is this how Steve was allowed to stay in his little reality with Peggy. Like since the citadel exists outside of time when kang dies that then allows Steve to mess up the timeline/ do whatever. Cause the ancient one says if the infinity stones aren’t returned the time line gets ruined, but like now we know there’s something bigger than the infinity stones out there. so do Steve’s actions at the end of endgame even mean anything? Like did he create a branched timeline and it can just exist because the sacred timeline isnt a thing by the time he goes back to Peggy? Like these were all thoughts I had the second it’s been a long long time started playing. Like I know Chris Evans is done as Cap but I feel like that would be interesting to explore?

[illuminachos43]