what makes me sad about luhan leaving exo is he seemed to genuinely care and love the boys so so so much. (they all do so hear me out) but luhan was the second eldest and I'm sure he took his responsibility of being one of the eldest members seriously. in all the videos I've seen of him he's constantly playing, entertaining, teasing, cuddling and being affectionate to the rest of the exo boys. it's so clear that the boys felt so comfortable around him. no one really shied away from luhans skinship, and that speaks volumes about luhans character. I'm so soft for luhan and his interactions with the exo boys, and it makes my heart ache bc I feel like luhan was such a special member in the sense that he was so patient and encouraging when they were learning Chinese, and he probably was a big support to the other Chinese members and my heart is just really soft and fond for luhan rn like if he hadn't left he would 12/10 be my bias bc hes so sweet and loving. I wished I could have experienced ot12 firsthand, all twelve boys were really special and I'm so angsty rn omg