20 minutes (and 5 minutes already gone for research) or marching-me
... the research - obviously in itself something useful, or rather could have been if planned properly ...
But stop! I am diving all in today. I am really motivated, my music is pumping and marching forward today and with it: me.
Plenty of things going on in my head today.
In the beginning I missed my first appointment in the morning, came an hour late... Beautiful! (sarcasm, ok:-)
Well and after not being able to talk about my inner-self or “me”, I had to go back to the office, late for nothing.
Today was a weired day. Well actually it all started yesterday, but I dont know if that really matters, as I haven't been able to process it properly yet.
But what I observed is that I am creating boundaries - well I am trying. Trying to stand up for them, without making a big deal about it.
So maybe thats what I want to talk about today. About boundaries? Or is it more about the book I am reading (since a while now actually), but I always come back to it. Its about ADD.
And maybe its both. What a pickle if you could see my inside at the moment -back and forth, back and forth - about what do I want to write? Back - forth - back - forth, OR “inside my head is a little voice with a Halo around it” I tell you about the “Speech”- and personality lessons I am taking. :-)
I am very confused today, haven't been able to clean up my desk and work one by one, but did so many things again. Still so much more to go and nothing done. ... I haven't felt like this for a while.
Confused, great, pumping, obsessed with my friend in my head (again), happy, sad, wanting, needing. If I could energy would flow out of my body, out of my hands, out of my mouth, around people, swirling ...