Mar 17, 2017
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as much as I love to write, I hate it. like, wtf do I even write? why? what? how?
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Ugh rich white suburbs piss me off. Please people let me do my job and clear trees away from the power lines. They are the reason you keep having outages
I'm very tired of my teachers telling me I have "exemplary!" writing or that it was great and needs no improvement. Like, passive-aggressive barbs at my mother that aren't hidden very well in an argumentative format probably shouldn't be there. My half-hearted, half-assed writing can use the critique. Telling me my writing is above acceptable for my age and grade(as in where I am placed in school, not the letter-grade I get) range. Even if there is nothing gramatically wrong, or if my essays or prompts are written accordingly, a few notes in the margins about how using word "x" in place of word "y" and perhaps a suggestion about a quote I could have used to further my argument or even just something the teacher might have said if she were the one arguing. I want to learn! I want to get better! My teachers are just telling me to do my thing and stumble blindly though. I want to see red all over my papers. Even if my grade is an 100%, I want to see marks and suggestions and questions I should have asked. I want to see things from many perspectives so that my writing doesn't end up bland.
I feel like i spend 90% of my time in the library or someone else’s dorm room. The only time I’m in my room is just go to sleep. And I don’t even get to sleep properly.
There are all these little fucking flies all over my fucking room and they've been here for god knows how fucking long and I've become a factor of evolution.
I'll kill any of'em that I can but that means I kill off all the really fuckin' slow and stupid ones allowing the faster and smarter ones to breed and create even faster and smarter ones.
Please send help I'm being overwhelmed and I can't fucking kill them all by myself.
I'm waiting for winter so when it gets really cold I'll freeze the little fuckers
I feel like shit and no amount of medicine, tea, or vitamin c is helping.