#f rants

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Why is the OSDDID community having such a big fuckin' whoop about parts vs. person language. That is the dumbest fight to have. It's weird and creepy to care so much about how someone else refers to their own system. Why is that apparently so hard to understand.

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I am holding your hand and telling you so gently that absolutely nothing in your head makes you a fundamentally evil individual. And everyone who tells you otherwise needs to chill the fuck out.

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The fact I literally cannot exist within any system space on tumblr without seeing fucking syscourse is wild to me. Even on posts unrelated entirely to syscourse, nope, there's still syscourse in the tags. There is no escape from the syscourse. It's taxing. It's so taxing. I cannot be the only one exhausted by it.

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I promise you this is not a wise nor efficient way to therapy yourself.

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If you look at the entire field of psychology through an ACAB lens you are not welcome here. I don't want to paint psychotic and/or manic folks as violent, as they are very often the targets of violence instead, but my mother would likely have killed herself or me during one of her severe psychotic manic episodes if she didn't have the medicine she does now. She's gone off that medicine out of necessity before and it was extremely detrimental to her mental health.

I do not trust you if you villainize all medication. Medication has fucking saved my mother's life. You should be villainizing the industry that makes her medication $60 a pill. You should be villainizing the industry that refuses to take her insurance because anti-psychotics and mood stabilizers aren't seen as essential.

The psych industry is full of sanism, ableism, classism, racism, sexism... you list it, it's probably there. But saying that psych as a science and medicine is just as bad as the police force and fundamentally incapable of good is fucking bullshit.

Edit: Y'know, I think my mind has been a little changed. I don't think highly of folks who want to abolish the entire field, but hey, there are similarities between and ties to the police there.

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It's amazing to me that there are folks advocating for political lesbianism and coerced trans identities and folks are just like "hell yeah girl power!"

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Need to exit my room but there are People out there and if they Look At Me I am going to fucking Die.

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I'm bad at being a good individual and I'm bad at being a bad individual but I'm ALSO bad at being a neutral individual what the fuck am I