#face death

[beingyolo]

26th July

You left on the 26th.you left before I got back from school, they said you'd be back in a day or two. I was way too naive, or too optimistic or maybe I didn't get how dire the situation was , but You left before I could say goodbye , you left before I could hug you, you left before I got to know you. You left before you got to know me. You left before I could show you the card I Made for you ,to get better, maybe that would have held you back. You left before I could figure you out ,before I could ask you what your favourite colour is or what your favourite cuisine is, but I know you knew I loved blue and I'd drool over whatever you'd feed me. you left before playing the last game of Sharades you'd promised me. You left me to pick up the fragments of memories I didn't have the traces of so I had to pick up all the pieces others would leave. I got so used to other people's stories of how amazing you were I started feeling like I saw you be your amazing self but I was too small. Though I saw you on that bed , lying awake and thinking. Too sick to walk, or talk. Too sick to get angry, happy or sad. So dependent on people that you let a 14 year old feed you. But I asked you what you were thinking of, you said I was too young to understand. Maybe I was. Maybe I want to go back and say Please tell me what's on your mind. Maybe I want to go back and say sorry. Sorry I never got to know you. Sorry I never got to say I love you. But I'm not sorry that I miss you.

[headlesssamurai]

Any fool can fight a winning battle, but it needs character to fight a losing one, and that should inspire us; which reminds me that I dreamed the other night that I was being hanged, but was the life and soul of the party.

W.B. Yeats

[supermilkbox]

People change.

There was people I've met in life who think everyone is the same that everyone is a selfish liers, and that no matter how many people you have around you eventually they'll all leave you. They question the bonds of friendship and loyalty. But then someone comes along and treats them human and treat them like a human being. These people have the charisma of a true leader, people with no ulterior motives. I've met people who thought like this. They wanted to end their life feeling unworthy of living, they didn't realize the value of human life. I used to be somewhat of a criminal, but I changed. I now spend my life in selfless service of others. I don't hate those people who left me or cheated on me because I'm not like them. I won't spend my life in pursuit of money or women or popularity. I will confront people, learn from people, teach people, and protect people.  

[nessuxq027-blog]

Red Dwarf: Back to Earth

Red Dwarf: Back to Earth The boys are back, and while they may be older, they're still none the wiser. The crew discover a dimension-hopping leviathan, but Rimmer is threatened with replacement by the new, improved holograph Katrina. She is determined to guide Lister to his home planet, but no one is prepared for Earth 2009, where the hapless crew face death unless they can track down their creators. Tаке αсtíon ¡mmedíаtely!!r_ Dοn0t wаìt any mοrе.