Hi!
Please can I request some headcanons of the Fatui Harbingers x a female reader (adult) who thinks she isn't good enough because she's not as strong as them.
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FEMALE READER/SISTERFIGURE & PLATONIC FATUI HARBINGERS
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• F!Reader has been the personal secretary of the Fatui harbingers, while beeing the one responsible of planning every attack, every tiny move, reader was never a fighter
• Whenever on Missions you felt like a deadweight, not beeing able to help your fellow ,,Teammates" made it even worse for your anxiety
• Just standing there as they all get battlewounds that they could be proud of, and then there's you, just standing at the sideline staring, not able to do anything other than watch
• Being this useless -[Readers own words] made her feel even worse than usually, with the way she thinks of herself of course she would'nt notice the way the Harbingers see her as someone worth protecting
• F!Reader would start to fall into a depressive state with how useless she think's she is, and the Harbingers watch their little sisterfigure slowly become more like a robot
• So they try to bring F!Readers mood up with making her feel usefull and make her seen by others
Scenario: While your Co-workers were fighting with ease and breezing through attacks, dodging them, F!Reader was zoning out, just standing there, looking at them fight, when she got attacked from behind and critically hit. She doesen't remember much but she does remember laying on the snow, sobbing about how she feels useless to the Harbingers as they huddle near her.
Reactions-
Pierro-Dad energy:
• Pierro was the one who caught you in his arms as you fell, and having you say the most dumbest shit that he ever heard made him wanna scream, how could they all fail you? Making you, their beloved secretary, feel like she hasn't been doing anything
• He waited for F!Reader to wake up in the medbay, patiently waiting
When she woke up the conversation went like this;
;; Pierro.. im so sorry, i zoned out and didn't even see that attack coming..;;
:: None of that now. You were helpfull before we even started. You drew our Plans, our maps, and planned every Single move. Without that we would not be cordinated and would just attack aimlesly. ::
• Yes he does one of those akward sidehugs trying to show her that she's worth being the secretary-
Dottore-worried Big bro;
•He was the one who immediatly realized how critical F!Readers injurys actually were and immediatly rushed her to medbay, emotions be damned, first he has to treat those injurys
• He would've been the first reader wouldve saw when she woke up, but he was busy working with Sandrone on making some type of calming draught that keeps you calm when you have panic attacks
When he heard you were awake he let Pierro begrudginly first, but after his visit he immediatly rushed in like a distressed brother;
;; JEEZ WHY RU CHECKING MY VITALS SO FRANTICALLY ;;
;; F!Reader, sis, sweetie, you almost died. I will not let you die okay? You're alive and healthy and im definetly not panicking. You know what? Turn over im gonna check that wound again. ;;
• He worries over you every second of the day from now on, scared to see your face ever like that again, tears running down your cheeks and sobbing so loud from not only the pain but also the pain on feeling so useless, he will from now on be there so that F!Reader understands that she has a big brother by her side
Columbina-Big sister
• She wasn't there on the Mission and was staying at the palace waiting for their return. What columbina didn't expect was for her fellow harbingers to come rushing into the palace straight to medbay, fear coursed through her when she was F!Reader laying down, breathing rapitly, trying to get air into their decompressed lungs
She didn't come visit you until you were recovered. But she did come at night to sing your nightmares away and to tuck you in
;; You weren't awake to see Columbina, thinking she didn't want to see someone so weak, but the truth was that every night when you're asleep, you faintly hear humming in your dream that soothes you ;;
;; Columbina usually sat silently there, waiting for you to wake up. After the other Harbingers told her how her little cutie didn't see herself worthy she didn't know how to react. Seeing you so... drained because of not beeing good enough takes a toll on her own health, constantly trying to help you with your nightmares and always tucking you in;;
• How could you ever think you weren't worthy enough of beeing their secretary? You're the Song before the melody, the strike? Without your help there would be no Plans, they wouldn't be able to do shit? She loves you so much, how dare you even think like that
Capitano-Fretting big brother
•While you got hurt, Capitano couldn't bear to look at you, seeing all those injuries made him angry. So while they all ran to medbay, he stayed behind to let out his Frustration on the people who hurt you
He tried to visit you but he never got the Courage to do that. So when F!Reader gets better and makes a recovery he will try to find you outside of medbay and just silently stand beside you until he finds that you're okay and not actively dying
;; Capitano? Why ru following me around? Is something wrong?;;
;; ...no ;;
• He wasn't the best at expressing himself, so his way of showing you is bascially protecting you and standing beside you silently, a secretary having another secretary.
• How could you dislike yourself and hate yourself when you were bascially the Mastermind of every plan? He loves his little sister and would protect you at any cost. He trusts you so much, that he even would Show you his face and let you hug him
Arlecchino-Parentalfigure;
• She wasn't there at the Mission having to take care of the Orphanage, when she got the message that F!Reader was in the Medbay, she couldn't just abandon her kids right away, and had to pretend to be fine, and like their other child isnt in the Medbay activly getting surgery
When you go play with the kids again arlecchino is waiting for you with a bag of goodies -[ snacks and candy ] she practically shoves it into your hands and lets play with the kids, the whole day you're with the kids she's gonna be hovering and shoving stuff at you
;; OH? You like that weighted blanket i got one of the children? Why don't u take it, its okay don't worry i can always buy more! ;;
• She doesen't understand how THEIR secretary could even thing bad about themselves, when she's the one holding them all from falling apart. You're like a sister- no more like her own kid, and she can't see F!Reader falling apart like that
• arlecchino hovers over her constanly when she visits trying to make sure she's comfy and happy in the Orphanage, she might aswell make you stay longer to eat Dinner with them
Pulcinella-Fretting Grandfather
• While F!Reader was in the Medbay, Pulcinella was in another country trying to finish Business fast to see his granddaughter, the moment he found out that you, his precious granddaughter, got hurt, he immediatly had to book a boat back
When he's back, he doesen't immediatly go to the Tsaritsa to report about the Business, he goes straight to you, hoping that his granddaughter is okay and doing well
• he randomly comes into the medbay to see if the Reader is okay but usually she's asleep so he sits quietly next to them and prepares tiny Gifts.
Example; Your Favorite chocolates filled with strawberry jam.
Whenever you wake up, you get suprised with how much food there is for you
• Since he sees you as his granddaughter, he has to act his part, cue lots of grandfatherly stuff from him. Even though hes a Fatui harbinger, one of Tsaritsas helpers, he cannot for the life of him be mean or generally not doting to the Reader
Scaramouche- Annoying big bro
• Scaramouche was there when they all started attacking but he was the last one to find out that F!Reader was hurt, he was too focused on attacking for the Mission and after that everyone was gone and he had to do it all alone. When he came back, he had to first go meet the Doctor [read;Dottore] who seemed lowkey stressed out, not knowing what's wrong he just quietly slipped away
He meets you, when you were taking a walk [ with crutches ]. Since he was you from the back he just wanted to annoy you again, like old times. So he zapped you with a bit of electro. That didn't work out well and you kinda passed out
• He feels like one of the worst brothers after realizing that you were the one hurt on the Mission, he immediatly carries you to the medbay again where dottore fusses over Reader again while he watches quietly
• He's ashamed of himself, he was supposed to be your annoying brother who thought annoying, still protects you. But he hurt you even worse and now you're in the medbay AGAIN
• Scaramouche gets Information from the other Harbingers and now he's on the Mission to make sure Reader knows that she's cared for and important
• After he sees how down you're feeling, you can see him either silently hiding in the room trying to watch you, or just straight up dumping his workpapers onto you---[After you're recovered, he's not trying to be an ass, he doesen't understand emotions and with this he's trying to tell you that he needs help since you're the secretary and you're needed for more stuff
Signora-Big sister
• When you got hurt, she was in mondstadt retrieving the Anemo-Gnosis, so she also was unaware of you being hurt. While in Mondstadt she also got reader new Notebooks and different kinds of clothes, since you're the secretary you dont always go out of the homeland
She went to the Medbay to get some of her Injurys checked when she was F!Reader, sitting on one of the beds, quietly reading a book
• She shoves every gift she got you into your arms and explains in Detail every gift and why she got it for you until you realize why you're actually so important
;; why did you...? ;;
;; You're staring at it like it bites. You're always writing in that shady book that's gonna fall apart if a breeze Hits it. Your thoughts deserve more than just.... this thing. I wanna say you dont need a weapon or feel useless just because you can't fight. You write, you plan. That's your weapon, and not ours. That Notebook is your weapon and not our weapon. ;;
Cue dramatic music
• She loves to sit next to you as you plan, and sometimes uses her butterflys to make you laugh, and she tries to be interested in your work. She wants to make sure, as your big sister, that you're happy being the secretary and she tries to depend on you, so that you feel better and that you feel usefull
Pantalone-Rich ahh big bro
• Pantalone was actually in the medbay because he was overworking himself, since he takes care of all the fiances from the Harbingers. It's a lot of work and that's why he couldn't go on the Mission. He wanted to of course, sibling bonding time with you but work called.
When he was asleep he got startled awake because of people [read;his fellow harbingers] running inside into the medbay and making a fuss, he was just about to yell at them for disrupting his quiet time, until well he saw the expensive Armband he got you, then he went quiet and started shaking [ mind you he was in the medbay while Reader got operated on ]
• After what he saw he is attached to you, he's with you when you're awake and is like a worried big brother. Making sure the pillows are fluffed up and that the Blankets are cozy, he forgot his own reason as to why he's even in the medbay too
• Buys you one of these fancy sushiboards when you're recovering, and while Reader eats it, he's just smilling happily with his eyes closed, happy that you're happy
• When people told him what F!Reader thinks about herself, he kinda sees you in himself, he manages all the money for the Plans and without both of yall nothing would work. And it's a heavy burden beeing the one to manage stuff in the background and not getting recognision.
• He tries to show you how important it actually is to be a secretary, and when you finally understand that, he's gonna spoil the loving shit out of you
Sandrone- Big sister
• She was tinkering with some new Designs for her creations when she saw on one of her Monitors what happened [ imagine like some Kind of drone always there on missions ] she saw bascially the way F!Reader sobbed because she wasn't as important as them, and it broke her metallic heart
She doesen't wanna see you, since she thinks it's her own fault that she wasn't on the Mission, so she bascially is in her own room, tinkering with projects, trying to distract herself from running to you and breaking down the door in worry
• She won't visit, not until you've recovered and are fit to walk again. But in the corner of your eye you can maybe find a tiny spider-robot sitting around and entertaining you when you're bored
•Sandrone never would've thought that their adored Secretary thought so bad about themselves, she doesen't wanna face you, after learning about your thoughts, how could she? She's one of the most observant ones and she couldn't even observe how you actually felt like
• Won't face you till you're recovered but she works herself of on making funny robots for you. Whenever you want something you can just count on your big sister to entertain you. She also sends robots with tiny messages
Example; [Tiny lizard Roboter] with a handwritten note •I'm sorry:( Have this lizard•
• After your recovery she won't stop with those tiny robots until you're fully healed and then she will face you again, while facing you again she might let you ride her big scary Roboter
Childe- Protective Big brother
•While all this was happening, Childe was visiting his family, so he didn't hear anything from his co-workers. He was having fun with his family and was on holiday, so why did it kinda feel like something was wrong and missing...?
• Got a message sent to him from one of his Co-workers telling him that something happened and that he immediatly should go back to the Tsaritsa, of course he didn't listen and continued spending time with his family
When he came back from spending time with his family, he wondered why the other Harbingers looked at him as if he wasn't a Harbinger anymore, when he got told what happened he's mortified, because he disobeyed Orders, and the most because while he was having the time of his life, his lil baby sister, was in the medbay, probably sobbing and hurt.
• He starts panicking and whike trying to rush into Medbay he gets stopped by some guards. Since he isn't in the right mind, he had to take his Frustration out while Training
• He's banned from seeing F!Reader until she herself, says yes to him coming inside or when he starts behaving like a mature person
• When he does get to go inside he's apologizing repeatitly until his voice is sore, he also brought Gifts and lots of sweets for you so you don't ever feel like that again
• He will not stop pestering you with visiting his family after your recovery. They have to meet his little baby sister!!! He also won't stand for how Reader thinks of herself. Usually making tiny remarks on how your the best after helping him, he's bascially trying to encourage you
Tsaritsa- mother
• As the Tsaritsa, Information comes as fast as it can first to her, and then to the others, so when she did get the info that F!Reader, one of her beloved children, was in the medbay, she was first of, very shocked and also very furious as to why she didn't get the Information sooner
Having so many duties, she couldn't come see you even when you were out of medbay. But she tries to fit you into her tight schedule
• Even if she can't see you a lot she tries to make it up by sending a shit Ton of gifts and trying to catch you in the hallways while she's going to different meetings
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HIHI I DO NOT KNOW HOW THIS TURNED SO DETAILED!??! HOW DID MY WRITING CHANGE SO MUCH IN A YEAR WHATTTT
This took so long my fingers hurt 💔
